weak appearance

Epilogue 1

Setting the situation

What if Byeol-i's grandmother hadn't passed away?

I'm afraid to open my eyes in the morning.

Today, tomorrow, and sand are like a nightmare.

It feels like an endless staircase.

Byeol-i, who had opened her eyes with difficulty and went to school, sighed softly as she looked at the curses on the desk and opened her book.

Rumors spread all over the school that she was a bitch who ate her parents, and most of the students teased her for being a child without parents.

Among them, Byul-i's side was nowhere to be found.

일진

“Hey! Moonbyul!”

문별이

"why.."

일진

“Are you feeling calm now? Do you think you’ve gotten used to it?”

문별이

"what?"

일진

"Make no mistake. The only end is death."

일진

“This is just the beginning.”

It gets worse from here?

When I go into the bathroom, I fill a bucket with water and spray it, write curse words on the desk, pour milk on my gym clothes, and throw my writing utensils in the trash.

Here...will it get worse? Will they hit me? Will they step on me? Will they kill me? Byeol-i always felt uneasy because of the children's school violence.

정휘인

“Huh? Sister..what’s on your skirt..”

It's my first time seeing this guy.

Are you a first year student?

He even avoided the hand that was trying to shake it off, saying that he had something on it.

We lived in such a difficult world.

Sometimes the whole world seemed black and white and I felt like I was left alone in this world.

No, I felt like I would rather be alone.

문별이

“Um, sorry..”

정휘인

“I’m okay.. but are you okay..?”

Are you okay?

No, it's not okay.

so.

To Byul, who doesn't know what a good feeling is, what comfort is, or what happiness is, this situation must have felt okay.

And, to escape from this misery that seemed to have no end, he committed suicide.