why?
30. A resentment that is not a resentment
It's been a while since I've been here..
Finally... I came...
Bae Jin-young... in front of the house...
(Thud...)
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It's raining...
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It's better this way...
I think I can cry a lot today
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Since when?
I swallowed the words that came after
The thing that hated me was...
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If you were going to leave... why did you treat me so well... If you hadn't accepted my confession, I wouldn't be this sad right now...
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Just...don't be nice to me...
Mixed with the rain... Tears that started flowing without a break fell without stopping, and the only good thing is that the rain covered them a bit...?
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Because you're such a good person, because you treat me so well... it's harder...
My sobs, which started as small whimpers, grew louder and louder.
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Do you know when the hardest time of my life is? You probably don't? It's when I become nothing to someone precious to me.
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Actually, until recently, I was loved. No, I thought I was. But I guess I wasn't... by someone precious to me.
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I guess I was nothing..
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You shouldn't have given me false hope. Why are you being so nice to me and making me suffer more?
Once my emotions started to explode, they grew out of control.
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I like you so much that I hate you so much.
But... what hurts the most right now is that I'm worried about you even in this situation.
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Today... I know it must be really hard, are you okay?
Today is your parents' anniversary.
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You made me suffer, you made me sick, but I want you to be happy. Maybe it's okay. I can't hate you. You made me like this. I don't hate you, but I hate you.
After that, my crying and resentment continued for about three hours.
After the rain comes what comes without being noticed.
The next day, I received a phone call, not knowing what kind of aftershock would come.
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hello..?
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Yes..! Hello? This is Author Shiki! My fanfic has surpassed 1000 followers! Congratulations!! (Ppuuuppuuuppuu)
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Okay... Anyway, we're planning to hold an event to celebrate reaching 10,000 people!
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But the problem is... I don't know what kind of event the stupid writer Shiki will do... haha... (The only thing I can think of is Q&A, but I don't think he'll like it... haha,.)
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So, I would appreciate it if readers could write down the events they would like to do!
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See you next time! Adios(?)~~
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The reason the background is chicken is because I want to eat chicken..