Yoon Ji-sung _stay gold

You and I_stay gold

(Yoon Ji-sung's point of view)

In the winter when the cold wind blew, you came to me like the first snow and gave me excitement, but then disappeared from me as if winter was over.

If it was going to be like this, I shouldn't have given my heart to you. Why did I meet someone like you and get hurt like this?

Two months ago, I was having a hard time being bullied by people.

The wounds on my body hurt my heart more than my body.

I was going to die of old age anyway, so I decided to die of my own free will. I cried for a long time on the rooftop of the hospital and then prepared to end my life.

It was heartbreaking to see the wide world from the rooftop.

I kept crying as I thought, "In this big world, why am I living like this?"

At that moment, the rooftop door flew open.

I was so surprised that I wiped my tears away and looked up at the child who had come up to the rooftop.

여주

Oh, oh? I've seen that old man before! What are you doing here?

This is a child I often saw when I was in the hospital room. He's not very smart, but I can't believe he saw me like this...

여주

What are you doing!!

윤지성

Ah, ah.. I was just taking a walk, but I'm not an uncle, I'm an older brother, older brother

He's only 28, so he's called uncle. It could be uncle, but... since we're similar in age, he's my brother. Well, well, he's my brother.

여주

Really?? But why are you taking a walk here?

For a moment, my heart sank. Well, I figured, since this baby has no one to tell me about my story and is not smart, I could tell him.

윤지성

Just... get out of here

여주

Ouch!! Why!! If I fall from here, it'll really hurt!

윤지성

It doesn't hurt after falling

여주

Huh? Why??

윤지성

Because I'm going to die

여주

No!! You can't die!

윤지성

..? why

여주

When you die, people will be sad.

윤지성

No one will be sad when I die

여주

No! I'm here!!

윤지성

When did you see me?

여주

Hmm...so what if we haven't seen each other in a long time! Then let's get to know each other now, mister!

윤지성

..

You hugged me tightly and patted me. It was already cold because of the wind, but thanks to you, I felt a little warmer.

여주

It's okay, it's okay... you understand?

When you patted me and told me it was okay, tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, as if a lot had been building up.