A girl hungry for love
EP. 40
Ah... sunlight...
......
...
sunlight?
What is this, where am I?
Yesterday... Sunyoung went to her house...
If I'm in bed... where is Soonyoung?
권순영
Hey, you're awake?
이여주
Oh, uh... just now
권순영
Who were you?
이여주
?
권순영
Oh, Choi... Hansol? Try contacting him. I got a call yesterday, but he just said what he wanted to say and hung up.
Oh, Secretary... I completely forgot.
이여주
But... where did you sleep?
권순영
I think the floor would be more comfortable for sleeping on the floor or crouching on the bed.
이여주
Ah... I'm really, really sorry...!
권순영
If you're really sorry, don't wear clothes like that and fall asleep in front of a man. He might be trash.
Oh, by the way, didn't I fall asleep on the sofa yesterday?
이여주
But, didn't I fall asleep on the sofa last night?
권순영
Oh, you looked really tired, so I moved you to bed and told you to sleep comfortably. I didn't do anything weird, so don't worry.
My face turned red...
이여주
Oh, wait a minute
I should contact you
I think I got that boyfriend question last time too...
...? Are you upset?
...I'm sorry
이여주
But... Sunyoung, I don't remember everything from yesterday, so what happened?
권순영
Well... to explain from the beginning... you rang the doorbell, came into the house, sat down on the sofa,
권순영
He fell asleep while talking about peach tart and allergies, so I moved him to his room.
이여주
Oh... Didn't you say anything else?
권순영
I went to your brother's graduation party. My brother saw it and so did my mom.
권순영
Your mom gave you a peach tart and told you that you have a peach allergy.
권순영
I took the medicine, and on my way home, I saw it was in front of my house. That's it.
이여주
..I guess you have a lot of questions?
권순영
Not that many,
이여주
Ask
권순영
Are you going to answer?
He nodded silently.
권순영
Do you know why your mother gave you a peach tart?
이여주
My mom found out a few days ago that I have a peach allergy, so she was wondering if it was true or not.
권순영
How old were you when you started?
이여주
Well... I think I first ate a peach when I was around 9 years old, so around that time?
권순영
But, your mom didn't know that?
이여주
Maybe it's natural because I didn't show it.
권순영
You know, that's obvious now... ha...
Sunyoung seemed to be holding back her anger.
권순영
Why, why don't you show me the tea?
이여주
I wanted to be loved
권순영
what?
이여주
My mom liked my brother more, so I imitated him because I wanted to be loved as much as he was.
이여주
When my brother went, I went too. When my brother studied, I studied too. When my brother ate, I ate too.
이여주
But unlike me, my brother walked quickly, was smart, and liked peaches.
이여주
I wanted to receive my mother's loving gaze at my brother who was eating a peach, so I followed her and ate the peach.
이여주
I've been eating peaches without complaint since I was 9. I've been taking allergy medicine since I was 12.
이여주
I looked so pathetic during the three years I endured without medication.
이여주
A small child ate a poisonous peach to be loved and suffered alone.
이여주
It was hard to breathe, my vision was spinning, and even when I touched the wall, I felt dizzy and my stomach was churning.
이여주
But I kept eating peaches, just because I wanted to be loved.
이여주
If you keep eating it, it will get better. If you eat a little more, it will change. If you eat it again next time, it will change.
이여주
I lived each day holding on, letting go of the same useless hopes.
우산 (엄브렐러)
Hey everyone! I somehow ended up participating in the Fanfic Writing High School? Haha.
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There will be a fanfic writing high school in my works, and I will upload them by round, so please show a lot of interest!
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