A wolf pretending to be a hamster
¤Episode 35
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Sigh... Why did that person suddenly call me...
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I'll be home soon... but I can't sleep here either...
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This is driving me crazy...
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I guess I should just go... oh my
Seokjin finally left Hyeyoon's house with a sigh.
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ha..
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Are you here now?
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...You didn't go?
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I was waiting for you to come in
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I told you to go in earlier, so I'll come see you next time.
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Okay, you little shit, let me tell you one thing instead.
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Why don't you just do it over the phone?
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..But I think it's better to do this kind of thing by looking at the person's face..
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What is it?
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You know... tomorrow is your mother's anniversary, right?
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...Yes, of course. I've been celebrating my mother's anniversary by myself all this time, so how could I not know?
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So this time I'm the same..
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Okay. You pretended not to know for 15 years, and now you're pretending to care?
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..I'm sorry, but I also have my own circumstances..!!
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Don't try to make excuses.
Because it's disgusting
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...
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Me, when my mom passed away in an accident, I thought about just dying with her. My dad didn't even show up for the funeral, and what would a five-year-old know?
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sorry..
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My dad just came to the funeral then... No, before that, I have one question.
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Did you truly love your mother?
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...Of course I never forgot your mother for even a moment.
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...If you really loved... No, if you did love... You shouldn't have done that. If you love, shouldn't you be by their side and be sad?
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I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Dad
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Don't you know how much your mother thought of you?
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...
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He always told me every day what was good about a person who never showed his face. My dad is a really good person.
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And in front of me, you pretended to be okay, to act like nothing happened, but every night you cried while holding your picture
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You don't even know that, do you? Because I wasn't always there.
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...
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Please... if you have any shame, don't show yourself in front of me, especially not in front of your mother.
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There's just one thing I feel when I look at you, and that's that instead of begging for love from the person you love, you should make that person feel love.
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The person I love is the one who makes me happier than anyone else in this world.
That's love
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all right?
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sorry..
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If you know, get out of my house right now. If you have any shame, don't show up in front of your mother.
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...(leaves the house without saying anything)
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...
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Turn off...sob...sob...
Seokjin cries on the floor, perhaps because he has let out everything he has been holding in all this time.
It is said that the crying did not stop for a long time due to the sadness and longing from childhood.
The next day
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..Momㅎ It's been a really long time since I've been here..right? I'm sorry. I should have come here more often, but I couldn't..I'm sorry, so I brought this to exchange for a really pretty flower today! Did I do a good job?ㅎ
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Mom...did dad come to our house yesterday? And he said he wanted to come here with me...this is like a hideout just for you and me...
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Mom really liked Dad. She talked to me all the time and praised Dad. But yesterday I said some harsh words to the person you loved the most. I'm sorry, Mom.
As I was talking, tears started to well up again, but I barely managed to hold them back and continue talking.
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Ah..I shouldn't cry..It's been a while since I've seen Mom..ㅎ Let's talk about something else now Momㅎ I have a girlfriend and she's a super pretty girlfriend!
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Her name is Kim Hye-yoon, and she's in the same grade as me! I fell in love with her first and confessed to her? Mom, your son is all grown up now! In just a few months, you'll be an adult. When you were with Mom, you were 5 years old...ㅎ
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Oh, and next time I come, I'll definitely bring my girlfriend. Mom will like it too, right? She looks exactly like Mom. Haha. Looking at it this way, I guess Dad and I are related by blood because our ideal types are similar, too. Haha.
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Anyway, that's why..ㅎ I miss you more today, Mom.. I still sometimes dream about you. When we went to the amusement park together, when we ate, when you read me a storybook before going to bed.. I was really happy back then..ㅎ
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If I stay here any longer, I'll cry in front of Mom..ㅎ I'll go first today.. I'll come often, so don't be too upset.. Okay? See you next time, Mom!! Bye!
After quickly leaving, I sat down somewhere where my mother's gravestone was not visible and cried for a long time. I thought my mother would be sad if she saw me crying.
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Hmm.. It's been a long time since I've been here, but the story is so sad.. Ugh, it wasn't originally like this.. Hehe but Seokjin's father isn't a villain! I'm telling you in advance
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Now, if I untangle the twisted story and do a little salting, it will be finished soon (probably). Originally, the story was going to end right away when these two little ones were connected from the beginning, but somehow it ended up being extended... big
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Anyway, that's it for me...
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Oh my gosh, happy birthday Seokjin❤ HBD JIN!!!