Between the blooming and falling of flowers
Episode 5: Sub-Male Lead 2
The moment I raised my head, gasping for breath
It was Yoongi standing in front of my eyes.
김석진
"shine..?"
My vision was blurry and blood was trickling from the spot where the ringer was pulled out.
민윤기
"brother..?"
At that moment, I felt a little pain and it felt like I would collapse at any moment.
The clear sky seemed to shake and then fell down. Yoon-gi panicked, but luckily he caught me.
When I opened my eyes...
It was on a bed in a fairly large studio apartment.
Fortunately, it doesn't seem like he's back in the hospital.
I think Yoongi brought it...
It's a studio apartment... and there's only one single bed... and judging by the lack of furniture in the house, it feels like I live alone...
At that moment, I was startled by the sound of something and raised my head, and what met my eyes was
There were a lot of sharp objects like dartboards.
They were all centered, and there was a picture of someone hanging in the center.
This person.... No way.,
민윤기
"Are you feeling better? You don't look well, but you came to my house first because I don't think you want to stay there."
김석진
"sorry, "
민윤기
"What is it
Anyway... I live alone"
Was my gaze focused on the shocking photo I saw earlier?
Yoongi noticed and checked my gaze.
민윤기
"Isn't this a familiar face?"
민윤기
"Haa... It's dad."
민윤기
"I hate this person so much I could die, but..."
김석진
"The chairman..."
민윤기
"I didn't tell anyone, but...
민윤기
That human killed my mother... To be honest, that human drove his family crazy and sick."
민윤기
"Because I was an illegitimate child, my mother died and I didn't want to see her like that."
민윤기
"It's actually better. I don't have to see those kinds of people, and they keep my mouth shut and give me living expenses..."
김석진
"I see..."
민윤기
"This is the first time I've heard this..."
Yoongi's face suddenly turned red.
Somehow we became the only ones who could confide in each other about our unspeakable family secrets.
아버지
"Where did that guy go when he's not feeling well?"
김석진
"...."
아버지
"..I was worried"
His father slowly approached Seokjin and lightly placed a hand on his shoulder.
widely
...
아버지
"Do you hate me that much?"
김석진
"...Father"
김석진
"I will do as you wish, Father.
김석진
Instead, if you get accepted to the school you want...
Please don't interfere any further."
아버지
"Ha... okay, huh... I'll do that, but just don't do anything to embarrass your father again."
"..sorry"
"... Hey, go inside and rest. You're not feeling well."
After that, my goal is to beat Jeonghan and become the top student in the whole school.
I endured the pain of missing the female protagonist and studied until the end of the semester.
Because my headache and dizziness got worse, I got one math problem wrong.
Fortunately, it was a problem that was so twisted by many variations that almost all students got it wrong, but it was a problem that could have been solved if it had been solved.
김석진
'Jeonghanin must have solved it...'
So the school rankings were hung in the hallway.
There was nothing I could do but go and confirm a reality I didn't want to confirm.
김석진
"Obviously, first place is Jeonghan... Huh? Huh..?!"
김석진
"First place... is me?... What happened then? Second place, huh? Jeonghan's name... isn't there."
".. 95. Yoon Jeonghan... What happened? Why is Jeonghan's name in 95th place.."
윤정한
"You won first place, congratulations."
김석진
"Why.."
윤정한
"Wasn't your goal to be number one?"
김석진
"What? Did you ruin the test because of me? What the hell?"
윤정한
"Haha, that's not it. Anyway, congratulations."
김석진
"What is it then?"
"Why did you drop from first place like that?"
윤정한
"Haa... Let's just move on and think positively. Thanks to that, you got first place easily, right? I think you'll be first in the future too."
김석진
"Why... why is that,
김석진
Why are you making a fool of someone who studied to death!!!"
I couldn't sleep well and was sensitive due to headaches.
I was happy to be first place, but somehow I felt like an idiot, so I ended up getting angry at Jeonghan.
윤정한
"..lol I'm going to hit someone"
I and Jeonghan both had our own sorrows, and we ended up taking it out on the wrong person.
윤정한
"I can't go to college"
윤정한
"I can't go even if I want to... There's no need to study so hard."
"Thanks to you, you're in luck, since there's no one else to keep an eye on besides me, right?"
김석진
"Why are you talking as if you gave up because of me when you couldn't go?"
민윤기
"Hyung! You're here... The music teacher asked me to bring you here for a moment, so let's go quickly."
김석진
"Uh, uh.."
Yoongi pulled my uniform sleeve tightly and took me to the empty club classroom.
민윤기
"Are you okay? I thought it would be better to stop you because it seemed like a bad situation."
김석진
"....."
Strangely, tears flowed. The area around my eyes felt hot and stinging, and small but large droplets of water fell from my eyes, one by one, soaking the floor.
Pook
김석진
"?..////"
민윤기
"I lived with my mom until I was 10."
민윤기
"When I say I remember my mom, the only thing I remember is her always crying...
He said that whenever I hugged him, he felt calmer.
"It's lunchtime and the classroom is empty, so feel free to cry. I'll keep my eyes closed until you're better. I'll even cover my ears if you tell me to."
All the stress and unspeakable sadness that had built up over time flowed out.
A year and a half passed after that
I got into college
(Ah, additional explanation for those who don't understand → "Those who don't need it, tap twice" ← Yeoju and Jeonghan are twins, and their father is a successful businessman. After their mother falls ill, their father divorces her and leaves the house behind.
The female protagonist followed her father, and Jeong-han stayed behind with his sick mother. Since they don't have a good relationship with their father, even if they receive hospital and living expenses, it's difficult to pay for tuition. Even if they receive a scholarship, it's a problem because they worry about their mother.
민윤기
"You both said you got into the universities you wanted, right? Congratulations, haha."
김석진
"thank you"
윤여주
"Thank you"
윤여주
"Okay, so now it's already 12 o'clock.
"Cheers to congratulations on getting into college and becoming an adult?"
윤여주
"Yoongi, I'll pour you some orange juice."
After I entered school, I couldn't meet Yeoju properly.
I didn't have anyone close to me except for Yeoju, but thanks to Yoongi, I realized that Yeoju wasn't the only person who was important to me.
The first one I met was Jeongguk
17-year-old Jeong-guk, who met as Yoon-gi's junior
When I first met Jungkook, he looked just like Yoongi when I first met him.
After that, Yoon-gi graduated and entered our university.
I got to know Jeongguk through Yoongi, and in that way, I got to know other younger friends, and as we got closer, we started hanging out together.
There was no contact from the female lead, and I was wondering if this unrequited love that I had been looking at for my whole life would end.
The heroine appeared before my eyes again
윤여주
"Seokjin..? You were the hyung who was close with Jungkook..?"
So I met the female protagonist again
After we met again, things weren't going well between Yeo-ju and Yoon-gi.
The day that started this novel and a few months ago from when the first chapter began
I happened to drink with the kids, and Jungkook and Chani were there too, but I just had milk to deal with it.
Yeoju was always right next to Chani.
I looked at that sight and felt frustrated, so I kept drinking without even realizing I was getting drunk.
Then, Yoon-ki, who was watching the scene from the other side,
His face was red, as if he was drunk.
민윤기
"Chan-i... a playboy..."
이 찬
"Hyung, wait a minute!..."
전정국
" .. under... "
윤여주
"..... (moist eyes)"
So the two of them left and the female lead followed them.
김석진
".. Ha.. (lips tight..)"
이 찬
"He said we were just friends... He said we were just friends..."
민윤기
"Chanin... It's mine... I don't want to do that... (mumbles)
"I want to be your lover... Be mine! Because Yoon Yeo-ju keeps doing that..."
민윤기
"No.. No..?"
이 찬
"no,
이 찬
Okay. I like it too."
윤여주
"....."
The moment I sobered up and left because I was worried about the female lead
The two people who don't seem to know that the female protagonist has followed them, and the female protagonist's expression, which looks more pitiful than anyone else's and looks like she's about to burst into tears
김석진
"...."
At that moment, I held the hand of the woman who seemed about to cry and went into a nearby alley to see who was coming and check her expression.
김석진
"Ah... ah, that... sorry,"
윤여주
"... are you okay"
How long do I have to just watch like this?
When someone makes you cry, is that all I can do but comfort you?
Honestly, I'm so angry
But I couldn't help it... I had to endure it
No matter how many people love you or how many people you fall in love with, I don't think I'll be included in your relationship.
I can't hate you, but I really hate whoever made you cry...
In the end, the moment when that hatred came out in the form of a confession
You smiled at me with eyes that had cried all night the night before
And that laughter
It also means that there won't be any excitement for us...
How many years have passed since I only looked at you?
So my unrequited love finally came to an end
I found out who really matters to me
Yoon-gi, who overlapped with the heroine of that day
Every single one of Yoongi's actions made me feel uneasy.
Right now I love Yoongi and Lua too much
A single wildflower blooming next to a single precious flower
A small flower that seemed to fly away in the wind without anyone noticing
It fills the empty space left by the flower that seemed to be left behind and would be a disaster.
Between the blooming and falling of flowers
The sprout grows and covers the empty sorrow with its preciousness.
A few years later
루아 6살
"dad"
김석진
"Yeah, Lua, why?"
루아 6살
"I, actually..."
루아 6살
"I'm not your daughter... you know..."
민윤기
'?!'
김석진
'??!!??!!...... ' "uh,?"
루아 6살
"I... only put mom in it and didn't put dad in it at all..."
루아 6살
"The son who will be born will be my father's son... I..."
김석진
".. That's not true.. Dad.. How much.. Lua.. So....."
루아 6살
"It's okay, I'm not your real dad, but it's okay that you're my dad! So... I hope you don't get so flustered..."
루아 6살
"I just don't know... I told you I knew and I'm sorry..."
민윤기
"....."
김석진
"(Crying) I'm so happy that Dad is Lua's dad. I'm so happy that I met Lua and that I can be Lua's dad."
"You are my best gift.."
I wish you would just ignore it
루아 6살
"~~~ "
루아 6살
"Hey, who are you, sir?"
이 찬
"Huh? Me... Me?"
루아 6살
"Huh...? Sir"
루아 6살
"Sir... there must be something..."
꼬마
"Lua~!! What are you doing there?"
꼬마
"I told you not to talk to strangers like that, Mom."
루아 6살
"Yeah... but... that..."
이 찬
"...?"
루아 6살
"Sir, are you by any chance my father?"
루아 6살
"I've seen it here in front of my house often for a few days now... Sometimes it sees my mom, and sometimes it sees me like this..."
이 찬
"... go"
꼬마
"Lua!!! Come quickly!! What are you doing?"
루아 6살
"Okay. Bye."
이 찬
"... Lua.."
+
김석진
"are you okay?"
김석진
"Yoon Yeo-ju, look at me."
윤여주
".. I... n.. sniffle"
김석진
"... don't cry..
Just stay here until you feel better.
Here's a handkerchief.."
윤여주
"..you always appear at moments like this"
윤여주
".. You always find out about these things..
It feels like you're always there for me at times like this.."
김석진
'That's it.. '
김석진
'That's because I was always by your side in those moments... you idiot.'
윤여주
"You always have a smile on your face... I feel like I always see this side of you... hehe"
김석진
"Idiot. I don't laugh all the time.
I laughed because it was you."
윤여주
"...? uh?"
김석진
"Okay, let's go in now."
Up to here
작가
The next episode will probably be about the main characters and will conclude with an epilogue.
Next episode preview
"Do you want to live together..?"
"I think we need some time to think."
".. I was cold, back then.. I was too young"
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