[BL] I don't need a female lead

54. Do you find my heart funny?

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Seongwoon stared blankly out the window.

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18 years... a lot has changed... right?

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When I first came here... it was so pretty...

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Maybe it's because you have a filter on you...

Seong-un hesitated for a while, then closed his eyes and whispered softly.

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I miss you so much

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Do you really know how bad you are? You don't even appear in my dreams once... Just once... Please appear...

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You know Woong too, right?

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Do you remember the bear that Seol-im was carrying back then?

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That little kid is growing up and writing a novel with Donghyun, the guy you want to protect, just like us back then...

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I haven't seen you since then

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..........

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Do you regret it?

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Do you regret saving that child?

Seong-un opened his eyes and looked up at the sky.

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I regret it

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So I tried to protect it

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The child you traded your life for

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Well... I don't think I remember

Seongwoon smiled bitterly and stretched.

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Should I walk that street then?

The moment Seongwoon turned around, he ran into Woojin and Daehwi.

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uh.....?

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ah.......

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.........

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I didn't mean to hear that...

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......know

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It's my fault for talking to myself

Woojin, unaware of the situation, fidgeted and looked around.

Dae-hwi patted Woo-jin's hand, furrowing his brow slightly. He whispered to Woo-jin that it was okay and took a step closer to Seong-un.

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Come back and walk the streets you walked on back then

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Oh and......

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I came to tell you that Snow White has arrived.

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I will also tell His Majesty on the way.

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Yeah, I will

After seeing Seongwoon leave the house

Woojin approached Daehwi.

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You look like you have a lot of questions?

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I won't deny it

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I have a question

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Okay, I'll answer.

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Instead, answer me too

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I'll do it first

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How can you be sure that Seongwoon doesn't love Woongnim?

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Well, Seongwoon hyung has someone he likes.

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Then it's my turn?

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What's your relationship?

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what?

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What's your relationship?

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With that young lady

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........who

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You know?

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The young lady whom His Majesty met when he came to Blip

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.............

The day after Donghyun left for Blip

Woojin was training as usual. Wiping his sweat and gazing up at the sky, he looked quite mysterious. Because he always kept a blank expression, everyone was afraid to approach him.

There were quite a few maids who secretly liked him.

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[after......]

A woman who had been waiting for Woojin after his performance came up to him in a fit of anger.

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[Park Woojin!!!!!!]

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[N...sister......]

When the woman wiggled her eyebrows, Woojin flinched and quickly changed her address.

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[no]

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[Young-ae......]

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[Your Majesty?]

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[You shouldn't come here]

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[Please go back quickly]

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[Your Majesty!!!!]

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[..........]

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[Went to Blip]

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[ah]

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[Blip?]

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[Is it because I remember that time when that damn prince was taken away as a hostage?]

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[Be careful what you say]

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[Even if His Majesty is not present, this is the palace.]

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[Okay, Your Majesty, are you going to meet that son of a bitch?]

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[...........]

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[Ha... What good is a slave who can't ascend to the position of empress?]

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[I told you to be careful...]

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[why?]

The woman smiled crookedly at Woojin's slightly angry expression.

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[under?]

And he said, poking Woojin's shoulder with his finger

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[like that]

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[Expression Management]

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[Why is that good idiot getting so emotional?]

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[Do you like it too?]

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[...........]

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[Okay, that's good]

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[You try to seduce him]

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[Or just use that smart mouth to sabotage it]

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[It's better than killing me after all]

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[right?]

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[..........]

Woojin remained silent until the very end. He simply clenched his fists and bowed his head.

I was so angry that my hands were shaking.

She chuckled at the sight of Woojin and left. As she left, Woojin slammed a nearby tree and glared at her, as if he were going to kill her.

It was Dae-hwi who watched the scene from the beginning.

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dirty blood flowing

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A person with the same disgusting blood as me

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......one more thing

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Do you like Woongnim?

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........uh

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i like you

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Maybe your feelings toward His Majesty are greater than mine.

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How is it? Do you have the answer now?

Woojin's eyes were hanging dizzy, as if on the verge of tears.

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Do you really have to worry about other people's feelings to feel better?

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No, bro... That's not me...!

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Isn't it funny that my heart is unreachable? Isn't it?

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What should I do? It's gotten so big that I can't hide it.

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Brother!! Wait a minute, I have other intentions...

Woojin cut off Daehwi's horse and said

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Thank you. For reawakening my heart, which even I had turned away from.

At that moment, tears fell from Woojin's eyes. Those inexplicable tears that flow when the emotions he wants to hide are exposed.

In fact, Woojin had long known what his feelings for Woong were. That's why he secretly disobeyed Donghyun's order to find Woong.

Because I don't want to see Woong with Donghyun again, because I don't want to feel that bitter feeling again when that smile is directed at someone else, and because I want to suppress my feelings.

But Pandora's box was opened. His only bloodline had seized the key, and Dae-hwi had yanked it open.

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Bro, I'm sorry... I was just... curious...

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Dch Lee Dae-hwi

Woojin roughly wiped away his tears and left the room, slamming the door shut.

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..........

Dae-hwi knew best what kind of feelings Woo-jin was feeling, so he realized how much he had hurt Woo-jin.

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This wasn't my intention...