(BL) I'm alone among 13 people...

01.

This is Seventeen's practice room

A practice room used since before debut

It's not a small place, but it's a bit cramped because we have 13 members.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

There...there's no place for me...

승철(95)힙합팀

Hey! It's hot, get out of here!!

이찬(99)퍼포팀

okay

버논(98)힙합팀

Why are you here? Go away.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Yeah..

준휘(96)퍼포팀

Is the air conditioner off? Why is it so hot?

우지(96)보컬팀

Ah! You're covered in sweat... Go away

이찬(99)퍼포팀

I'm sorry

It wasn't like this when I first debuted.. I think they took care of me because I was the youngest..

It's not like this when other people are around... but when we're together, I'm a nuisance to my brothers.

Chani, who had been going here and there, became gloomy and left the practice room.

승철(95)힙합팀

Why is Jan hanging around so annoyingly?

정한(95)보컬팀

Don't be like that..

준휘(96)퍼포팀

Phew~ It's hot.. Should we go get some ice cream?

호시(96)퍼포팀

good

All the hyungs just left Chan-i behind

Chani returns home after break and is shocked to see only an empty practice room.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

What? Are you done with practice?

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You left me alone again? Oh no...

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Should I go to the dorm? Should I practice more..?

Chani ended up staying in the practice room. He practiced alone for a few hours before returning to his dorm.

Anyway, if I go back to the dorm now, I'll get in trouble again.. Let's just practice more.. If I do well, the hyungs will look after me.

lodging

My brothers were in the dorm

이찬(99)퍼포팀

I'm here...

승철(95)힙합팀

Huh? You weren't here? Why now?

이찬(99)퍼포팀

(sob) I was in the practice room.. where did everyone go?

버논(98)힙합팀

Jun-hwi told me to eat ice cream, so I ate it and just came back?

우지(96)보컬팀

Jae, didn't you go with me? Why are you in the practice room alone?

승관(98)보컬팀

Is that so? Call me

이찬(99)퍼포팀

I'm going to wash up and rest.

도겸(97)보컬팀

Oh, I see...

Not a single word of apology

정한(95)보컬팀

Did you leave our Chan behind? Again?

지수(95)보컬팀

I guess so? Because I don't have much of a presence...

승철(95)힙합팀

It's annoying... It's not even our fault, but we feel guilty for no reason.

준휘(96)퍼포팀

I guess I asked to go out for nothing

원우(96)힙합팀

What does that matter? You have to follow me.

호시(96)퍼포팀

that's right

우지(96)보컬팀

It's annoying because this happens every time..

When I don't have a schedule, I always stay in my room unless I'm going to the bathroom.

Even if I go out to the living room, it's hard to face the guys who are just acting like they're the main character.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Sob sob sob

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Do my brothers hate me because I can't dance? Because I can't sing? Sob sob sob

Chan-i, whose self-esteem has hit rock bottom and is in a state of endless depression

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Sob sob

The other brothers have friends of the same age right next to them to help them when they are having a hard time, but Chani doesn't have any friends.

There wasn't a single member who could comfort me during these difficult times.

I'm just so grateful for the kindness that my kind brother Jeonghan sometimes shows me, like he's doing a good deed.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Do I have to keep living like this? I want to die...

Chan-i's once-sparkling eyes gradually become clouded... and wounds appear on his body, one by one, unknown to his brothers.

Chan-i puts a knife to his thigh, which is not visible.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Fine...pretty...red...

Chan-i stares at the wound on his thigh with tears in his eyes.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

If I cut my wrists, wouldn't I die? Or maybe if I take sleeping pills...

The moment Chan-i, with a blank look in his eyes, raises the knife again and puts it to his wrist

정한(95)보컬팀

Chan-ah...you should eat dinner

The door suddenly opens and Jeonghan comes in.

The smell of blood spreads quickly

정한(95)보컬팀

Ugh!! What is that smell? A pungent... smell

승철(95)힙합팀

what's the matter?

Jeonghan, who hasn't seen Chan-i's condition yet because of the dark room

Seungcheol, who was passing by, enters Chani's room and is hit by the smell of blood.

승철(95)힙합팀

This smells like blood. Where are you hurt?

정한(95)보컬팀

Not me

Jeonghan turned on the light in the dark room

Chan-i's eyes meet mine as he frantically hides his knife.

What Seungcheol and Jeonghan saw were blood flowing down the youngest's thigh, pills scattered on the floor, and a box cutter in Chani's hand.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Ah... no. This is...

A flustered Chan-i throws away the knife and covers his wound with a blanket.

정한(95)보컬팀

you!!

Jeonghan running to Chani

When I looked at the condition of the thigh, there was more than one wound.

Numerous self-inflicted wounds filled her thighs.

정한(95)보컬팀

omg!!

승철(95)힙합팀

First aid kit here

As soon as Seungcheol saw the blood, he immediately grabbed a first aid kit.

정한(95)보컬팀

Let's treat it first

The two of them treat Chani's wounds without saying anything

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Ugh..ㅜㅠ

Chani who just cries

In the living room, there were members laughing without knowing anything.

After the wound is treated

승철(95)힙합팀

Grit your teeth

match!!

Seungcheol hit Chani's cheek hard.

A whisper echoed throughout the house

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Ugh

Chan fell down with a thud

The members were startled by the sound and ran over

지수(95)보컬팀

what?

원우(96)힙합팀

Is that blood?

명호(97)퍼포팀

Did my brother hit me again?

민규(97)힙합팀

There's blood all over the blanket!!

도겸(97)보컬팀

What is it?

승철(95)힙합팀

You!! Tell me!! What have you done?

이찬(99)퍼포팀

What does it matter? No one cares about me anyway.

승철(95)힙합팀

What!! Are you talking about that?

이찬(99)퍼포팀

What? You guys are the ones who ignore me every day.

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My brothers didn't even care how much I suffered, how hard it was, how lonely I was!!!!!

이찬(99)퍼포팀

What do you want me to do!!! I feel like I'm going to die!!!! Have you guys ever talked to me these days, except when you're annoyed with me? Have you ever had a meal with me when you don't have a schedule?

이찬(99)퍼포팀

It's not like I've been apologizing all day, it's been 3 years since I've been able to live without saying a single word to my hyungs.

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Did I seem okay all this time?

Everyone was speechless at the sight of Chan-i crying and screaming in devotion to evil.

Because it was true

승철(95)힙합팀

We did that?

준휘(96)퍼포팀

Come to think of it...

원우(96)힙합팀

It's true...

우지(96)보컬팀

What have we done...

명호(97)퍼포팀

Chana

Now they've finally looked back on their actions

It really was like that...

I haven't had a personal conversation with Chani recently.

도겸(97)보컬팀

We were bad

버논(98)힙합팀

I'm sorry, Chan-ah..

이찬(99)퍼포팀

Okay. No need. Everyone, please leave.

승철(95)힙합팀

Chan-ah...