city of stars

Episode 4: Don't Give Up

여주

I've heard countless times the common sayings, "You can do it, it's okay, you can try again."

여주

But if you think about it, people say they are successful but still give to those who haven't done well, but in reality, only a very small number of friends are truly giving to you.

여주(학생)

I really held on like crazy. It was hard and I only looked forward. But the reality was that no one looked at me and instead, they just coldly rejected me.

엿ㅗ(발암물질1급)

Then you shouldn't have been born. Why live a hard life? Why not just die? Then I won't have to see your face. You're such a fucking dog.

ㅗ(발암물질2급)

Even if a bitch like you dies, no one in the world will know

(발암물질3급)

Don't act smart when you don't even know. Shut your mouth, you fucking bitch. You're unlucky.

여주(학생)

But I held on even though it was hard, but no one helped me, so I tried to give up everything.

민윤기(학생)

Hang in there, you're not the only one having a hard time. There are a lot of people who have it crazier than you. They probably wanted to give up and give up like you.

민윤기(학생)

I know from experience, so hold on. No matter what they say, you have to try to surpass them by any means possible.

민윤기(학생)

걔네들이 나보다 아래다 볼 가치도 없다 걔네들이 뭐라하든 무시해 똑같이 해줘 그 새끼들을 밟아줘 내가 니년들보다 위라는걸 똑똑히 알게끔 해줘

여주(학생)

The only person who approached me was Min Yoongi

여주(학생)

After hearing that, I worked hard like crazy, persevered, and let them know that I was better than them. Only then did they come to me and act friendly.

여주(학생)

I did the same thing to you, I cursed and looked at you the same way.

여주(학생)

After that, I made some good friends, but the only person who gave me more strength than Min Yoongi was Min Yoongi. But you disappeared somewhere.

여주(학생)

After that, Bae Joo-hyun, Yeri, Park Soo-young, Wendy, and many others approached me when I was holding on. They should have been the first to apologize, but they apologized.

여주(학생)

When I got into a prestigious university, lost weight, put on makeup, and started paying attention to my appearance, the kids who had ignored me started talking to me.

여주(학생)

I thought I was going crazy. Why now? Why are you trying to help me when I'm not being bullied? If you were going to help me, you should have helped me a long time ago.

여주

But this time, society turned its back on me. I felt really betrayed. I wondered what I had done until now. Why did I endure and put in so much effort?

여주

Every time that happened, I held on while thinking of Min Yoongi's words

여주

But when I was crying on the street because the emotions I had been holding back were overflowing, you came and helped me first.

여주

It's nice to see you again, and I have a lot to say, but when I try to say it, something is stuck in my throat and I can't say anything.

여주

Next time, I have to tell you, do you remember me? Why did you help me? Where did you go? But it seems like you don't remember.

여주

I felt regretful and from that moment on, I started to feel inexplicable emotions and that's when my unrequited love began.

작가

I guess it's just my imagination that the content is getting more and more confusing... I'm not getting my head around it...

It's from the heroine's point of view...;; but somehow it doesn't seem to match the previous content... ..Is it just my imagination?