[ Collaboration ] Kill me
EP5. What I Can Give (by. Got Jimin)
김여주
"Ah... my head..."
When I opened my eyes, I was lying down without even covering myself with the blanket properly. The room was already dark and covered with a feeling of night.
김여주
"Cluck, cluck, cluck!!...Ugh..."
김여주
"Mr. Ha... what is this... I'm screwed... the pain is the worst."
I felt dizzy and even came down with a cold, as if my body had let go of the tension from all the hard work I'd done. My coughing got worse, and my head ached as if the unfinished business was weighing on me.
Ding dong!
김여주
"What is it... why is there a ringtone...?"
Just as I frowned and held my head, the doorbell suddenly rang from inside the room. I grumbled, wondering if there was a doorbell in every room, let alone the front door. I opened the door.
김여주
"Secretary.."
'Clang'
박지민
"This is room service, miss."
I was so out of it that I wanted to finish quickly and go back to bed, so I opened the door slightly and poked my head out. There, standing in front of me, was Park Jimin, wearing a white shirt that was not buttoned up.
김여주
"Uh, why are you here.."
Park Jimin was still smiling, silently waving several sets of clothes with covers on them in front of my eyes.
박지민
"...Excuse me? You're not going to let me in? My arm hurts..."
김여주
"H, yeah??... Ah..."
I stood there, my mind lost in thought, at the corners of her lips that seemed ready to soar into the sky at any moment, and the gaze that had confused me, and still does.
박지민
"Hmm~ It's nice to have a new room."
김여주
"What are you doing!? I didn't even tell you to come in."
박지민
"The team leader goes into his team members' rooms. What's so strange about that?"
김여주
"Team member...??"
박지민
"From today on, you're on my team. I'm the team leader of this team you joined, so of course."
Park Jimin, who had been looking around after entering the room, opened the closet and put away the clothes he had draped over his shoulders one by one, saying it was nothing special.
김여주
"Why so many...knock knock!...knock knock knock!"
박지민
"What...are you sick?"
김여주
"No, no!!"
His expression suddenly became so serious that it felt unfamiliar. I flinched without realizing it and answered.
박지민
"No, it's not like that, you seem to be getting excited."
김여주
"..It's okay, don't worry about it. Even if it really hurts, I'll take care of it."
박지민
"You were still whining in your sleep earlier..."
김여주
"...You came into my room earlier? And you did that while I was sleeping!?"
박지민
"....It's not like it'll end if you're okay... Don't cause trouble to your team members and just manage them well."
Park Jimin left the room without even answering my question.
김여주
"S, no way..!!!"
Suddenly, an ominous thought occurred to me, so I checked my belongings hidden in my room, but as expected, his last words were a lie.
His gestures and speech, which proved the lies were flimsy, were second to none. Even my hidden guns and the wiretapping device I had thrown away in a fit of anger had vanished without a trace.
김여주
"Sigh...fuck..."
I wasn't sure if he'd already figured out my identity or not, but what was certain was that I had to eliminate him before things got any more dangerous.
But strangely, unlike my head, which had already killed him hundreds of times, my hands hesitated.
Whether it was the fear of missing so many opportunities that kept gripping my hand, the dizziness, or the genuine hesitation to kill Park Jimin, my foolish hands were still trembling, unable to make a decision, even after so long since he left.
김여주
"..Why on earth are you doing this!!!!"
김여주
"Haa... Just kill her like you normally would... Kim Yeo-ju... Please come to your senses."
'Whoosh! Woosh!'
Just as I was hypnotizing myself to gather my scattered thoughts, I received a text from my former secretary.
김여주
"What...now?.."
It was a text telling me to come down to the first floor immediately, for some reason. It felt a little uneasy to have to go down without even knowing what was going on, but I figured it might be another chance to kill him, so I dragged myself down, even though I wasn't feeling well.
전정국
"Get on quickly. I'll explain later. We have to leave right now."
As soon as I got off, the former secretary, who had been waiting around, urgently put me in the car and spoke. I wondered what on earth was going on.
김여주
"...."
The car started off, and a heavy silence flowed between him and me, more awkward than when we first met with the team members I was seeing for the first time.
전정국
"...Is it better to explain the operation now?"
Sensing this atmosphere, the former secretary finally tried to say where he was going.
전정국
"As everyone knows, except for the new recruits, we are currently planning to infiltrate the JW organization."
Unlike me, who was surprised by the sudden announcement of infiltration, everyone else seemed accustomed to it, either ignoring the former secretary's words or even sleeping as if it were their own home.
전정국
"...It's the same today, you're not listening. Well, I guess I'll end it here.."
박지민
"Go on."
전정국
"yes?"
박지민
"Continue... that... explanation."
박지민
"T, it's not specifically because I'm new, it's just... I felt like I had to listen today..."
By then, the car had already arrived at its destination, and I had no choice but to get off without even hearing a proper explanation.
전정국
"The newbie..."
박지민
"Keep him next to you. It's probably more dangerous for him to wander around here without knowing the layout."
전정국
"..Yes, let's do that."
전정국
"As always.."
전정국
"good luck"
When the former secretary spoke with a look of unease, Park Ji-min smiled as if to tell her not to worry and went into the building.
김여주
"...I...that..."
전정국
"What is it? Is something uncomfortable?"
김여주
"Ah... that's..."
I was so anxious, like I was throwing away an opportunity right in front of me, that I could die. I just kept stamping my feet in the car. I should have gotten out too...
김여주
"Um...Can I go to the bathroom for a moment?"
전정국
"...."
전정국
"..If you go somewhere else like last time, be prepared."
The former secretary, who had been silent to my question with a suspicious expression, said
After wandering around for an hour, I finally came up with an excuse, got out of the car, and entered the building without hesitation.
김여주
"Huh..!?..What.."
I was prepared to get caught in the middle of chaos, so I couldn't help but be a little surprised.
The situation was already over, and all that greeted me was a silent silence, the smell of blood that jolted me awake every time it crossed my mind, and the bullets that had just been fired, still hot, falling.
An uneasy feeling surged around me, soon hugging me tightly and refusing to let go.
'Thump thump'
박지민
"Honey, those eyes just now seem to be looking for me... don't they?"
김여주
"...!!! B, Park Jimin?"
His unexpected appearance found me unconsciously raising my gun and aiming it at him. It felt as if he'd caught me in the act, and all my plans to secretly eliminate him were now in shambles.
김여주
"Ugh, don't come..!!!"
I shouted urgently at him as he approached me with a subtle expression.
박지민
"Honey, I don't want to hurt you, so just be quiet."
In an instant, he had a gun on my waistband, and all I had to do was pull the trigger. I just hung my head, thinking it was all over.
박지민
"See, you're pretending not to be sick when you're not"
He still had his gun pointed at me, pushed me closer to the wall, and touched my forehead. But whether he touched my forehead or not, my mind was filled with the thought that I didn't want to die like this, with my honor tarnished.
As I was wandering around with no place to go, I noticed a gun lying on the floor. It wasn't far away, so I kicked my foot up without hesitation and barely managed to grab the thrown gun.
김여주
"Haa...haa...die...Park Jimin.."
김여주
"You should...die..."
As he was almost about to pull the trigger with his trembling hands, he clenched his teeth in anger and gripped the gun's muzzle with his hand.
In one breath, I threw the gun back to the floor. I felt like I was going to cry. Everything about me felt like it was falling to the floor along with the gun.
김여주
"...Ugh...Fuck..."
I looked at him with eyes full of anger, and he looked at me, lowered his head once, and then said to me
박지민
"Honey, you must be very tired from trying to kill someone like me even though you're sick."
He smiled at me and then placed his lips on mine. I felt something warm and like a pill entering my mouth. I flinched in surprise, but he didn't let go.
박지민
"It's just a sleeping pill, baby. Just get some sleep."
As the sleeping pills took effect on my already aching body, my eyes closed, taking in his image in my blurry vision.
박지민
"Let's get some sleep and think about it. Even if we can't give our baby what he wants, we can give him something else."
박지민
"For example, the heart"
With my eyes closed, the last thing I felt was him stroking my head once. And so, the hunter, bitten by a tiger, fell into a brief slumber.
Hello....(sniff sniff)...Ppueeee I must be an idiot.. I spread a rumor that I would upload it earlier(?) and ended up uploading it on the same day as the serialization date..(shit) It's exam period so my head isn't working well and I ruined the story....Uuuuu I'm sorry to everyone and I'm sorry, my favorite..♡
Then the writer will quickly prepare for the remaining three days...