diary

diary

....Time passed like that..The next morning, Yoon-gi quietly left this world without letting go of my hand, holding it tightly.

....Dying in my sleep... It was a truly Yoon-gi-like ending. Honestly, I didn't shed a tear. To say it still doesn't feel real would be the most accurate way to put it.

Since he had no parents or family, Seokjin took charge of the funeral and conducted it all on his behalf.

Since Yoongi hates being noisy or crowded when he's sleeping, I didn't contact any of his acquaintances either, so the funeral ended quietly with only a few of Yoongi's coworkers and teachers from his old orphanage attending.

So, I thought it was all over now, so I finished the funeral and cleaned up Yoon-ki's hospital room, still not feeling it.

윤 여주

"Brother? What are you doing there?"

윤 여주

"Let's quickly clean up and go."

But my brother, who seemed lost in thought in front of the desk in the hospital room for some reason, didn't answer when I called him, and then opened the desk drawer and took out a notebook.

Then, after hesitating for a while, he handed me the note.

윤 여주

" .....? what's this? "

석진

"Yoongi told me not to give it to you until the end..."

석진

"I feel guilty..."

석진

"Read it once"

석진

"...because it's a diary written by a man who was a bundle of foolishness until the very end..."

After my brother finished saying that, he took all his luggage and left, and I stood in the hospital room for a while, blankly holding the notebook in my hand.

So, from the hospital to the funeral... I came home after a long time, I was so tired that I took a shower and lay down on the bed.

But...I couldn't fall asleep easily because I kept thinking about the note my brother had given me.

Still... I was scared to open it. What on earth could be inside that note? Would I be able to handle reading it?

....I wanted to handle it. At least...as one of the women he loved...who loved him...the diary he wrote for me...in that notebook...

After I made up my mind and arrived home, I took out the notebook that had been carelessly placed on my desk and carefully opened it.

일기장

What is a diary...?

일기장

A diary is an informal, personal record of a person's daily experiences, thoughts, impressions, etc., recorded on a daily basis.

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But I, like a possessed person, write letters every day in my diary that won't reach you.

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If you're reading my diary right now... you can hate me and dislike me for the rest of your life.

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No, please don't forgive me for being selfish until the very end.

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I loved...and I love...

Heroine.....