Even if I cheat, you don't cheat when you sleep.

#21 I'll wait

After hearing everything the Fed had to say

I've come to understand the Fed's attitude so far.

김여주

...

최연준

I can't do without you

최연준

I... I only have you

김여주

...

김여주

...Even so, I was hurt by what you did.

김여주

For a whole two years

최연준

...Sorry

최연준

...I was wrong

김여주

...

김여주

I'm sorry too

김여주

I lied to you, made you lonely, and made you feel insecure.

김여주

Sorry

김여주

...The reason I lied then was because Soobin asked me to keep the fact that we met a secret from you.

김여주

That's why I couldn't say anything

김여주

And there was nothing you were worried about with Subin. I just listened to her worries when she was having a hard time.

최연준

...I misunderstood

김여주

..huh

최연준

...then

최연준

still,

최연준

Do you love me?

김여주

huh

최연준

...

Warak-

The fed rushed towards me and hugged me tightly.

최연준

..thank you

최연준

Because you love me

최연준

And I'm sorry

김여주

..stop saying sorry

최연준

...

김여주

There's something else besides saying sorry.

최연준

...

최연준

...love you

김여주

...huh

...swoosh-

That's how we confirmed our tangled feelings for each other for two years.

And the atmosphere heated up as they shared each other's warmth, which they had not felt in a while.

...

최연준

Yeojuya

최연준

Shall we go into the room?

Yeonjun whispered, rubbing his flushed cheek against the female protagonist's head.

김여주

...

김여주

What are you doing, you're not in yet?

I shyly accepted the Fed's words.

최연준

..sorry (snickers)

Yeonjun smiled at me and led me into the room with his arms wrapped around me affectionately.

김여주

...I told you not to say sorry.

최연준

Yeah, I love you

최연준

side

김여주

...//

Choi Yeonjun is only like a snake at times like this

I'm also falling for this kind of thing

I don't like it

...but it seems a little bit good

...

That night, we lay huddled together in bed, just like we did then, chatting away. The two years of time that had piled up seemed insignificant, but that day, we felt like we were back then.

Lying in bed, I reminisced about the past and had a heart-to-heart conversation with him, playing childish pranks like I did back then.

How long has it been since we had a conversation like this?

I think we lacked conversation.

Because I didn't want to say anything about even the smallest misunderstanding or worry

I didn't know that it would pile up and become so complicated that it would cause even bigger misunderstandings.

...

We chatted like that for a while, laughing and chatting without even knowing who fell asleep first, and before we knew it, we fell asleep.

...

The next morning

Rummaging, rummaging,

최연준

Are you awake?

His affectionate whisper in my ear

It was like a dream

I feel like everything that happened yesterday was a dream

but,

It wasn't a dream

김여주

...

I locked eyes with Yeonjun, who was watching me intently from the side.

The way he looked at me was the same as last night.

...I just looked into his eyes

really

The thought of being happy seemed to spread throughout my entire body.

김여주

...

최연준

What, are you staring at me like that?

Yeonjun saw me staring at him intently, and he poked my cheek for no reason, as if embarrassed.

김여주

Are you watching?

김여주

Why not?

최연준

..

최연준

..Oh, at this rate my face is going to get pierced

김여주

lol

최연준

...I don't want to go to work today.

김여주

...What are you talking about, then who will make the money?

김여주

You said you would feed me

김여주

Don't you remember?

최연준

I remember, there's no way I couldn't

최연준

But it's really hard-

최연준

My arm is still like this..~

The Fed lightly lifted his cast-wrapped arm.

김여주

Anyway, the filming has been postponed so I can't do it

최연준

..then?

김여주

I have to go to the interview

김여주

After the interview, you should go to the hospital for physical therapy, have lunch, and then go see Choi Soo-bin.

최연준

Why Choi Soo-bin

김여주

You guys need to make up.--

김여주

If you guys keep meeting like this, are you going to growl?

최연준

...

김여주

No, that's why we made up today.

김여주

Got it?

최연준

..okay

최연준

...I'm busy today

최연준

I'm a patient

김여주

...Ugh, so who's sick?

I grabbed the Fed's ball and dragged it around.

최연준

Oh, it really hurts..-

김여주

Get up quickly and go wash up

최연준

..wash?

최연준

...Really? (*smart)

김여주

What's with that expression?

김여주

I told you to wash up and get dressed, so I have to go to work.

김여주

Where, whenever he gets a chance, he tries to do weird things.

최연준

Huh- that's weird

최연준

You liked it too

Thud.-

김여주

Stop it and go wash up^^

김여주

Come on, when you say something nice~^^

최연준

...Yeah (*wrinkles)

최연준

Oh, but I'm really having a hard time

김여주

so

최연준

...

최연준

...I think it might give me some strength if I kissed you... I think so too..?

김여주

...

최연준

...hehe, if you don't like it then just say so (*knowledge)

'side'

I gave Yeonjun a light kiss on the lips.

김여주

...Okay, get up quickly

김여주

...//

최연준

...it's coming in, really (*hot)

최연준

Hey, no honey...

최연준

We still have plenty of time before we go out, just one more time...

김여주

...

최연준

Yeah, that won't work

최연준

Wash, I'll wash...

최연준

Yeah yeah..

The fed headed to the bathroom like that.

Choi Yeonjun, are you ready?

최연준

Yeah yeah

The Fed hurriedly left the room.

김여주

Why are you coming out so urgently?

최연준

I thought you might wait

김여주

..Oh my?

김여주

When did you become so polite?

최연준

...lol

김여주

But what is this shirt?

최연준

Oh, this...

최연준

I couldn't wear it because of the cast.. haha

The federation came out wearing only one sleeve of a shirt and holding a tie in its mouth.

김여주

Oh, that's hard work..

최연준

But don't I look a little sexy right now?

김여주

He talks well while biting a tie

최연준

lol

최연준

I'm using my mouth well again..

김여주

Should I tie it with that well-written tie?

최연준

...huh,

김여주

^^

김여주

Come here, get dressed

최연준

huh

I put the shirt on Yeonjun in a hurry.

최연준

Ahhh..- My arm..

최연준

My arm hurts...

김여주

The joke is...-

김여주

Don't tense your shoulders, they won't go in any further.

최연준

iced coffee-,

thud..._

최범규

..oh my, (*cheolpudeok)

I found Beomgyu lying face down at the front door with a loud bang.

김여주

?

최연준

...What are you doing?

최범규

..uh,..no, that..that's (*embarrassed)

김여주

What, when was Beomgyu there?

최범규

No... ugh... that... older sister said "don't tense your shoulders, it won't go in" from the beginning...

최범규

J..I didn't mean to hear that..!!

최범규

Well... no... I missed the timing to come in...//

최범규

J..I'm sorry, I..I interrupted you!? (*Misunderstanding)

최연준

What is he imagining...

김여주

No, Beomgyu, that's not it.

최범규

Don't worry..!

최범규

J..I didn't hear anything and I wasn't watching..!!

Beomgyu continued to speak with his head down and his face still hunched over.

김여주

No, Beomgyu, that's not it.

김여주

Wake up, are your knees okay?

김여주

huh?

최범규

Really?

Beomgyu slowly looked up and faced Yeonjun and me.

최범규

Yeah..

Beomgyu was surprised once again,,

최범규

But...why is Yeonjun hyung taking off his clothes?

최연준

I was dressing you because of the arm cast, you idiot.

최범규

...Huh? (*Understood)

최범규

Oh, what was that~?!

김여주

Yeah lol

최범규

Oh man, I thought I was just being tactless and timing it wrong...

최범규

You know I'm bothering you... how much... um...

최범규

...yes.

최범규

...// (*embarrassed)

최연준

Huh, what is he thinking now?

김여주

..both as a pair, just,,

김여주

Let's go, you guys

최연준

lol

등장인물

Reporter | You look happy. What good things are happening to you today?

최연준

I just... feel good today (smile)

최연준

I didn't have the strength to wake up in the morning~ㅎㅎ

등장인물

Reporter | Ahaha, I know you must be very uncomfortable with the cast on your arm, but I'm glad you didn't have a hard time today.

등장인물

Reporter | Are you having a good time these days?

등장인물

Reporter | Dating or something...~

최연준

Hey, dating?

최연준

I'm not lonely yet haha

등장인물

Reporter | Oh really?

최연준

Yes, we have a kind manager and agency family, so how could we be lonely?

김여주

...Huh-, you speak well

최범규

..Hey, I'm so touched that our brother thought of us like that..

김여주

?

...Why is our Beomgyu so pure?

등장인물

Reporter | I thought it was because there were so many rumors that he was seeing actress Han Ga-young.

등장인물

Reporter | It was a misunderstanding~

최연준

^^

최연준

How could I be with you, senior? Haha

등장인물

Reporter | Okay, I understand.

등장인물

Reporter | Well, that's all for today. Thank you for taking the time to speak with us!

최연준

Yes, thank you for your hard work~^^

After the Fed's interview,

Ha, you guys

최연준

It's finally over, damn it..

김여주

...Sigh, Choi Yeonjun, you said something pretty

최연준

..Yeah

최범규

Why, what did that reporter say earlier?

김여주

...

김여주

It's obvious at first glance, I was just trying to find out if he was dating actress Han Ga-young.

최범규

..ah?

최범규

Yeonjun hyung is dating Yeoju noona, right..?

김여주

...did you say?

최연준

...Yeah..haha

김여주

It's strange, I didn't say anything about dating yesterday.

최연준

...what?

최연준

No, this is dating, so what is it?

김여주

I didn't say I would do it again, so why am I getting excited?

최연준

...???

최연준

Wow, you've changed.

최연준

It's over between us, we said "I love you"

김여주

Saying I love you doesn't mean we should date again.

최연준

her?

최연준

What the heck, really

최연준

Did you play with me yesterday?

최연준

Did you argue with me last night?

김여주

..what are you talking about,,;

김여주

No, let me think about it too.

최연준

What are you thinking?

김여주

I need to give myself some time to sort things out.

김여주

It's been so hard for two years, do you think it'll get better in one day?

최연준

...

최연준

...Yeah, I get it (*quickly calming down)

The Fed also became quiet, perhaps knowing it was wrong.

최연준

..when your mind is clear,

최연준

...Please tell me then,,

최연준

...I don't think I can wait much longer.

김여주

...Yeah, don't worry

김여주

Because my heart still loves

Tsdam,,

I stroked the Fed's head carefully.

최연준

...huh

최범규

...

최범규

...Hey, I'm here too;;

최범규

...(* Suddenly I'm listening to someone else's love story)

김여주

Oh, sorry

최범규

No, it's okay~

최범규

This isn't the first or second time this has happened...what is it...((So it's kind of sad?))

최범규

First, can I go to ##hospital?

최범규

Because I have to go to physical therapy

김여주

Yeah yeah

김여주

While I'm at it, I should get a diagnosis.

최연준

...It's not just physical therapy, right?

김여주

however?

최연준

...

최연준

Two people came with one arm cast,,

최연준

Okay, I'll just go by myself.

김여주

Whatever, even if it's just a cast on your arm, I'm still your manager.

김여주

Of course I have to follow

최연준

...

최연준

...Okay, I'll go by myself.

최연준

You go first

최연준

The CEO called me and said I should stop by the company.

최범규

...is it so!

최범규

I'll take responsibility for Yeonjun!

최범규

..I can follow you to the hospital!

김여주

..Is that okay?

최범규

Yes, yes! I can do it.

김여주

It must be hard for Choi Yeonjun to handle...

최연준

...What are you talking about, I won't bother him anymore

최연준

The two of us will go and come back.

최연준

You go to work first.

김여주

...Okay, okay.

최범규

Okay, I'll take you to the company first.

김여주

huh

A few minutes later. -

company

김여주

Then, I'll go first.

김여주

Get well soon after receiving treatment

최연준

huh

김여주

..don't cause any more trouble, okay?

최연준

...I told you, go in quickly.

김여주

...

'side.-'

김여주

Come back after receiving all the treatment, I'll be waiting.

I got out of the car, gave Yeonjun a light kiss on the forehead, and headed out to work.

김여주

Here we go, Beomgyu, take care of Choi Yeonjun~

최범규

Yes, sister~!

...

최연준

...You said you weren't dating, but you're good at kissing (mumble)

...//

최범규

...lol

최범규

That would be great, Yeonjun hyung lol

최연준

...

최연준

...Let's leave quickly.

최범규

Yes, yes, that's right~~

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Hahaha..

How long has it been since I wrote this?

I was debating whether to continue writing this book or not, but I ended up coming back to it.

I'm pouring everything into this story, so if I get pushed back once, I won't be able to write anymore... Hehe..

It's a work that took a lot of work and a lot of love, so I couldn't give it up and came back.

..Have you all been waiting?

I think you might have forgotten since it's been so long since I've serialized it...

I'm back for the rest of you

If you're still here, please send me a message.

I'll give you my love,,💓

💓