Finding the real me hidden behind pretense
20. The light is fading away.



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whisper-whisper)

아이들
Hey, is that him? That guy, you know, was really creepy...shivering

아이들
.....ㅋ Living that hypocritical life.... Honestly, at first I thought it was fake.... A vice-boss working in an organization...? That's it.

...

Yeah.

bang-)


김여주
.......

(Trubuk-Trubuk)

(Druk)


김여주
Phew-).....

아이들
Hey..... but you're still going to school...? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ You're going to sleep as soon as you get here? You're such a bully...ㅋㅋㅋ (giggles)


이서연
......(crack)

....


김여주
...(crumpled)


김여주
Thump!)....Ahh...heh you two are so...noisy....heh damn....heh

아이들
(Snickers)...


김여주
Phew... I'm so glad it's school.

.....


최수빈
...


이서희
....(mumble) Did I save my life in the end....


이서희
....what

'In a way, maybe I'm letting go because I love her...'


.

Ding dong dang dong-

Groan groan-



김여주
Knock knock....ugh...I want to drop out...(mumble)


김여주
'I need to get out of this gang life quickly...sigh'


최수빈
Tak-)Hey, I have something to say.


김여주
.....(nodding)...?


...

Ding-


김여주
......


최수빈
What are you going to do?


김여주
.....Add a shot of hot Americano.


최수빈
Ah... yeah! Excuse me. I'll have a hot Americano with an extra shot and a peach iced tea, please!

알바생
Yes! I received your order.

.....

알바생
Here you go. Enjoy your meal.


최수빈
yes.


김여주
....(nod)

.....


최수빈
(Sororok)...So what the heck is going on today...?


김여주
It was expected.


김여주
Well, I didn't want that...


김여주
(Whoa)...Boss....Boss revealed everything in Daejeon.

Boss. Yeah, someone who finds it interesting to see others ruin things.

The sprout of emotion has been crushed, and only the emotion of psychopath remains.

I don't know when it started, but I guess he wants to ruin me.

....


김여주
(Hurp)...Honestly, I'm tired now.


김여주
What's wrong with everyone? Have you lost your original intention? But this is my personality.


김여주
My cold tone of voice has become my personality.


최수빈
Is that really your personality...? Lie... No one has that kind of personality from the beginning.


김여주
.....Yeah. I was incredibly timid back then, incomparable to how I am now.


김여주
But now, my personality has changed.


김여주
.....even if I go back, I won't be used to it, I don't think I'll be able to go back easily.


김여주
People might say that's a hopeless story, but...


김여주
There's nothing but darkness in front of me, not light... What should I do? (sob)...


최수빈
.....Why do you think there is no light?


최수빈
Are you becoming the light right now?....


최수빈
There is a friend in your heart...


김여주
Sigh)....That kind of thing...isn't necessary.


김여주
My feelings have already been crushed. Do you think that... will become light...?


김여주
Don't even dream about it... (serious face)


김여주
I have no one but myself. I have no one to rely on.


김여주
(Thumb) Done. I wasted time... I'm leaving.


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최수빈
........(crack)


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