Finding the real me hidden behind pretense
23. Math Trip, One Person's Suffering
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"Gyaaaaaaaaaa!!!"
"Ah, today's school trip... I'm so excited....!!"
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김여주
.......?(nodding)
이서희
Knock knock-) Didn't you know today was a training trip?
김여주
.....Ah....yeah....hehe
이서희
Smirk-) Don't worry, I took care of it for you too just in case
김여주
Ah...thank you....
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최연준
....phew...
이채영
Hey, are you nervous...?
최연준
Tingling-) A little....
이채영
Oh my god, is this really true?
최연준
Mr. Lee...
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최수빈
Hey Park Ji-hoon, do you have any toiletries left?
박지훈
? Why is that..
최수빈
Haha... I left you behind.
박지훈
Hahahaha.....this cool guy brought one more..
최수빈
Haha....You're lending it to me?
박지훈
What....if you say 'Thank you, hyung'...? Maybe you'll think about it.....?
최수빈
Gugit)...Ah...Sigh...Brother...Thank...you...
박지훈
Phew!....Okay, I'll lend it to you myself. (Pfft
이서연
Haha....keep quiet and get on the bus quickly.
박지훈
Sigh... (rubbing) It hurts...
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김여주
......(knock-knock)
이서희
Swish)....(tap)
선생님
Okay, everyone, please take your seats!! (Knock knock
선생님
You can drink light jelly or water, but please do not eat smelly foods like sweets here!!
김여주
....(mumble mumble)
이서희
(Whew) What are you eating?
김여주
......(sniff) Jelly, eat it
이서희
Huh...jelly? I really like jelly...
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이서연
Ah... right... I forgot to bring jelly... Ah
박지훈
....(gasp)....what....?
이서연
.....haha; just sleep..
김여주
.....? (sniff)...What do you want to eat?
이서연
Ah....(awkwardly) Thank you....what...
김여주
......(well)...
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선생님
You can start your individual activities from here! If you ever get lost, just come here. There's a dolphin show at 3 o'clock, so if you want to see it, please do so. Let's meet here at 5 o'clock.
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김여주
Swish-).......
Mumble-mumble
"Hey, I share a dorm with the class next door!!"
"The class next door? Where is that?"
"Ah... Which class was it...? That!! The class that Choi Yeonjun is in!"
"Ah... that class...? I don't have any close friends..."
"Hey, if you want, we can just stick together as a class."
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김여주
....!....Choi....Yeonjun....?....Ugh...
김여주
Ssuk)....
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최연준
Knock knock-)....? Over there...? Sister.
김여주
.....(crumpled)....?
최연준
Hey, are you going to see the dolphin show? It's 2:40 now...
김여주
......(knock knock)..'I've already slept for 2 hours and 40 minutes.. Anyway, why is he here...ha.'
김여주
(Thump-thump)...
최연준
Huh? Sister....let's go together...
김여주
Hey (pause) I'm sorry, but you know what's really weird?
김여주
I'm different from how I was back then.
김여주
And yet, how can you treat me the same way?
최연준
.....ㅎ Sister, because I like you as you are.
김여주
Phew... You're really funny...? Hehe... You didn't like my personality back then... You liked me because of my face, right...?
김여주
Don't you know that people like you are really no good? (Serious face)
최연준
.........
김여주
....If you understand, then get out, don't bother me
최연준
(Mumbling).....No...but...
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김여주
Phew....(ugh)...I don't like it...
No matter what I do, I always regret it.
I don't know what to do when my head and my words are already separate.
김여주
Ugh....haa...ugh!!...
김여주
Toouk-) Hehe....ㅎ My head isn't smart, so my body suffers...
I feel suffocated, as if a part of my chest is blocked.
How long will I have to fight with myself... I'm starting to get tired now.