Finding the real me hidden behind pretense

23. Math Trip, One Person's Suffering

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"Gyaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

"Ah, today's school trip... I'm so excited....!!"

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.......?(nodding)

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Knock knock-) Didn't you know today was a training trip?

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.....Ah....yeah....hehe

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Smirk-) Don't worry, I took care of it for you too just in case

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Ah...thank you....

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....phew...

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Hey, are you nervous...?

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Tingling-) A little....

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Oh my god, is this really true?

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Mr. Lee...

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Hey Park Ji-hoon, do you have any toiletries left?

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? Why is that..

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Haha... I left you behind.

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Hahahaha.....this cool guy brought one more..

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Haha....You're lending it to me?

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What....if you say 'Thank you, hyung'...? Maybe you'll think about it.....?

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Gugit)...Ah...Sigh...Brother...Thank...you...

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Phew!....Okay, I'll lend it to you myself. (Pfft

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Haha....keep quiet and get on the bus quickly.

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Sigh... (rubbing) It hurts...

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......(knock-knock)

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Swish)....(tap)

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Okay, everyone, please take your seats!! (Knock knock

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You can drink light jelly or water, but please do not eat smelly foods like sweets here!!

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....(mumble mumble)

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(Whew) What are you eating?

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......(sniff) Jelly, eat it

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Huh...jelly? I really like jelly...

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Ah... right... I forgot to bring jelly... Ah

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....(gasp)....what....?

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.....haha; just sleep..

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.....? (sniff)...What do you want to eat?

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Ah....(awkwardly) Thank you....what...

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......(well)...

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You can start your individual activities from here! If you ever get lost, just come here. There's a dolphin show at 3 o'clock, so if you want to see it, please do so. Let's meet here at 5 o'clock.

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Swish-).......

Mumble-mumble

"Hey, I share a dorm with the class next door!!"

"The class next door? Where is that?"

"Ah... Which class was it...? That!! The class that Choi Yeonjun is in!"

"Ah... that class...? I don't have any close friends..."

"Hey, if you want, we can just stick together as a class."

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....!....Choi....Yeonjun....?....Ugh...

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Ssuk)....

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Knock knock-)....? Over there...? Sister.

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.....(crumpled)....?

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Hey, are you going to see the dolphin show? It's 2:40 now...

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......(knock knock)..'I've already slept for 2 hours and 40 minutes.. Anyway, why is he here...ha.'

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(Thump-thump)...

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Huh? Sister....let's go together...

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Hey (pause) I'm sorry, but you know what's really weird?

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I'm different from how I was back then.

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And yet, how can you treat me the same way?

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.....ใ…Ž Sister, because I like you as you are.

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Phew... You're really funny...? Hehe... You didn't like my personality back then... You liked me because of my face, right...?

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Don't you know that people like you are really no good? (Serious face)

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....If you understand, then get out, don't bother me

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(Mumbling).....No...but...

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Phew....(ugh)...I don't like it...

No matter what I do, I always regret it.

I don't know what to do when my head and my words are already separate.

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Ugh....haa...ugh!!...

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Toouk-) Hehe....ใ…Ž My head isn't smart, so my body suffers...

I feel suffocated, as if a part of my chest is blocked.

How long will I have to fight with myself... I'm starting to get tired now.

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