I am a half-human, half-beast who died and came back to life.

16. Yoongi's thoughts

** (Yoongi's point of view)

At first, I just wanted to raise a cat.

Because it's small and cute.

But animals can't speak.

The fact that even when you are sick, you cannot say that you are sick,

Because my heart hurts so much.

So, the person I chose was Suin.

That was it.

And that day I first met you.

Your desperate actions of coming towards me, whining inside the cage,

I chose you without hesitation.

When I brought you to the car, you were sitting quietly, not saying anything, unlike before, so I spoke to you.

What's your name?

And then I gave a brief introduction to you, who nodded at the name I gave you.

Then you too turned into a human and told me your name and age.

Introducing yourself with the name you just gave me,

It was cute.

I was more concerned by your attitude of not saying anything and just being aware of what others think.

The look in his eyes that seemed to be coming from him kept catching my eye.

Maybe I,

I may have already fallen for you from then on.

When I heard that you had collapsed,

It felt like someone had severed my neural circuits.

I wanted to run to you right now,

I wanted to slap the bastard who made you like that.

And when I found out that the main cause was trauma,

My heart felt like it was falling into the abyss.

I'm only 4 years old,

How did you survive those four years?

I wanted to find the cause of your trauma and destroy it to the ends of the earth.

And I wanted to love you even more.

Was I this impatient?

Was I the type of person who falls in love so easily?

Since I met you,

I have changed.

It wasn't even a few days ago that I became aware of the way my eyes looked at you.

I was just watching you like usual,

You looked so lovely.

It's not something I really thought about.

Just suddenly,

I thought, 'This is lovely.'

Only then did I realize it.

My eyes looking at you.

After that, I lived my life paying constant attention.

Even though I look at you with those eyes,

When I saw you with your face flushed red, I immediately looked away.

Because I thought it wouldn't work.

With the owner,

Suin.

**

김여주

Yoongi!

민윤기

uh?

김여주

What are you thinking?

김여주

Even when I call, there is no answer.

민윤기

Oh, it's nothing.

민윤기

Should we stop now that we're done eating?

김여주

huh.

Still, I'm glad that you seem to have brightened up a lot.