I am an emergency room doctor.
12_Give up



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Minyul!

Min-yul stares into space, lost in thought despite Yoon-gi's call.

He crouched down in front of him, level with Min-yul, and grabbed his shoulders.


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Yulia, what's wrong, huh?

Affection that was not shown well

Jeongguk and Taehyung followed behind him and looked at him with wide eyes.


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Yulia, look at your brother, okay?

Min-yul looking for luster in him


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Oppa...


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Yeah, Yul-ah


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I...I couldn't save you...


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uh....?


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A patient with an amputated arm suffered a cardiac arrest while being transported to the operating room, so CPR was performed...!

Yoon-ki got up and hugged Min-yul, who was excited while talking.


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......It's nothing...


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......


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Still...still Yul is an intern...so that's possible

After seeing a situation where a person is losing his life, Min-yul heads to a place where people are brought to die instead of the operating room.


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......


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That must be... shocking...

They were far away and couldn't hear well, but they were quiet because they could guess what was going on.


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If you don't do that in the future, it will be fine... If you do that, it will be fine

Min-yul closes his eyes and clutches Yoon-gi's clothes tightly at Yoon-gi's words.

After a while

Min-yul finds peace as if he was never excited


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Yulia...

Yoon-ki sitting next to Yul-i and holding her hand


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Emergency room...let's give up


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uh...?


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Let's go to the pediatrician that Yul-i likes, okay?


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Oppa....


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You know, Yul... I can't stand seeing you having a hard time.


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.....


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My mom called me last night and said, "I'm the only one who's having a hard time because people are dying or can't be treated."


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Oppa... I can't stand seeing you suffer


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Honestly, when you were assigned to the ER, I wanted to tell you to come to pediatrics.


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I've seen you a lot, so I'm feeling better, so I'm fine too...


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Actually, when I see people dying or getting sick because I can't treat them, I want to quit being a doctor.


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.....


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If you go to the pediatrician, there won't be many cases of people dying, no, not at all.


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I'll just stay in the emergency room.


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Yulia....


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Just leave me alone, okay? Do you know how surprised I was to see all the patients coming into the ER today?


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.....


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I was so surprised that only these 4 people, Oppa, Seokjin, Taehyung, and Jungkook, were treating this many patients.

Min-yul calls me by my name and calls me oppa, since we became close at some point.

But Yoon-ki says that it doesn't work


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....But that won't work, move me to the pediatrics department, it's the interns' choice until today, okay?


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Oppa


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Yulia, please

Min-yul stops all actions at Yoon-gi's words.


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I really can't stand you doing this anymore, that's why I'm asking you, not because you're my brother or because we're family.


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Then? Then why are you asking me to bring fruit?


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Doctor vs. doctor, human vs. human, Min Yoongi vs. Min Yul


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.....


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...I'll go and get it today, check it out, and then call my parents.

After saying that, Yoongi ran into Jungkook and Taehyung on his way to the emergency room.


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brother....

But he lowered his head without answering and headed to the emergency room.


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Oppa!

Taehyung catches Yul who runs towards him calling out for Yoongi


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Why are you holding on?


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If you're trying to persuade, now is not the time.


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what?


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No, I couldn't convince him, so I think Yoon Ki-hyung made up his mind.


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......


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Take him to the pediatrics department, that's the only way.


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....okay...

Taehyung let go of Yul's arm after hearing her answer, then turned around and headed towards the nurse.

(Please call this the duty room!)


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Why do you look like that?


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Yoon Ki-hyung, what about Yul? Didn't you go pick him up?


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What... happened?


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Taehyung did it and Jungkook followed, but aren't they coming together?


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Is that so...?


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I'm going to Minyul Pediatrics


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what?

At that moment, Jeongguk and Taehyung opened the door and came in.


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Brother Yoongi


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...why


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Yul, are you really going to send it?


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I have to send it


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brother...


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...I tried to persuade him, but he turned around and made me reapply.


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....well done


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Min Yoongi, I told you not to send me to the pediatrician.


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I checked the status today and I think I should send it


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Explain, what are you talking about all of a sudden?


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By any chance... is the amputee dead?


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He had a heart attack, and CPR was performed, but he passed away because the golden time was missed.


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.....


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I was so shocked when I saw that. I thought it was understandable since he was an intern, but there are many people who die even with CPR, so I told him to just think about it and forget about it.


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yunki min...


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I tried to comfort her by telling her to forget it, and that it could be done, but I hated it so much. It wasn't because the patient died, but because my younger brother saw it.


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.....


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If I had transferred it then, there would have been no reason to see it... I really hated it when I thought about it like this.


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So, did Yul-i change it?


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I'll change it...

Yoon-ki, who only thought about the patient, saw his younger brother die with his own eyes, right in front of him.

Yoon-ki said he didn't like the fact that he witnessed the death not as a doctor but as the older brother of the patient.

Everyone would probably easily say, 'What's going on with Min Yoongi, who only takes care of patients?'

But in Yoongi's case, his younger brother, who was lost in thought after seeing the patient die, would be more noticeable.

He made me bring in the fruit while making excuses that were all nonsense.

Even if his own younger brother, Min-yul, whom he cherishes so much, hates him, he would not resent him.


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Well... to write this story, I dared to take a human life...


작가~~
I captured the actions of Yoon-ki, who was sitting there dumbfounded by the death of the amputee!