I like Kyungsoo!! [Break]
who...
Dawn when everyone is asleep.
My mind is in disarray, thinking about Sehun's words, Soo-jung crying because of me, and my brother's tears, who rarely cries in front of anyone.
박여주
Ugh....
When I got up and looked around the hospital room, the things I had made a mess of were neatly organized, and there were brothers and children sleeping here and there.
I carefully got out of bed so as not to wake Su-jeong, who was sleeping leaning against my bed, and I came out to get some air.
박여주
after....
Perhaps because it was winter, the weather was chilly, and the breath that was visible along with the sigh disappeared into the air.
도경수
........
When I looked up at the sound of someone's presence, Kyungsoo came up next to me and leaned against the railing.
박여주
When did you wake up?
도경수
Just now. I came out because you weren't here.
박여주
ah....
도경수
What... are you worried about?
박여주
....Kyungsoo...why...why can't I always be of help to people?
박여주
Why do people around me get hurt because of me?
박여주
What is correct?
박여주
Why do I always choose the wrong answer?
도경수
.....
No matter how much I asked myself, I was frustrated by the lack of answers.
박여주
I don't know... I can't find an answer...
도경수
Lady...
박여주
I don't know what's right...
박여주
Can I keep being by your side? Am I the only reason you're getting hurt because of me? I worry and worry. But you know... The answers I choose are always the wrong ones.
박여주
So, after much deliberation, the answer I decided on was death... Because I didn't want you to suffer any longer because of my wrong answers.
박여주
But what is this? Because of the wrong answer I chose, I hurt you even more... But... But Kyungsoo... I... I hurt you with so many wrong answers... And I'm still breathing... I resent it... I wish I could just disappear cleanly.
박여주
If I hadn't opened my eyes again... I wouldn't have chosen such a stupid wrong answer again today...
도경수
That's your problem
박여주
what..?
도경수
I haven't seen you for long, but...
도경수
You always tried to solve it yourself
박여주
Well...
도경수
You probably didn't want the kids to have a hard time because of you. But you ended up making them suffer and worrying them more.
박여주
......
도경수
You don't have to do it alone. We're here for you, and you know we're always on your side.
도경수
We're not as tough as you think. I wish you'd lean on us a little more.
도경수
It's harder for Jeong Su-jeong to struggle alone and for your older brother Park Chan-yeol
도경수
Trust us and rely on us. Then it will work out. You don't have to solve anything on your own.
도경수
The answer you don't know... we can find it together.
What Kyungsoo said seemed to hold onto my wandering spirit, and when he said that we could find the answers together that I couldn't find no matter how much I thought about it, I felt like my heart, which had been hurt by endless worries, was healed.
Bam-
정수정
My lady....
Behind the hastily opened rooftop door were Sujeong, her brothers, and her dependable friends. Sujeong came running and hugged me.
정수정
Lee... uh... bad... ugh... damn it...
박여주
Why are you crying...
정수정
Ugh...you...just in case...uh...something goes wrong...I...uh...I...
박여주
I'm sorry... Sujeong...
So it seemed like we went back to that day when nothing had happened.
As time passed and I became normal again, I started going to school again, and nothing had changed at school.
What's different about us is... there are a few more of us now...?
김종대
Jeongsujeooo ...
정수정
Try to steal the melon
오세훈
Jongdaehyungㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
김종인
What's so noisy?
변백현
Hi friends
박찬열
Why are you here?
변백현
Well, I'm a member of this group too, right?
박찬열
What kind of idols are we?
And in the meantime
도경수
......
There's also Kyungsoo
From the day I talked to Kyungsoo on the rooftop, we started laughing more and more, and it felt like we were closer than before.
I was walking down the hallway to go to the bathroom, and Kim Da-in was in front of the bathroom.
Just because we've changed a lot doesn't mean I've changed at all.
When I see Kim Da-in, who still used to torment me, I feel like I'm going to stutter and my hands are shaking.
김다인
Who is this
I hid my trembling hands and met Kim Da-in's eyes as she recognized me.
김다인
I thought he died when he jumped into the road, but he came back alive?
I tried to pass Kim Da-in and go into the bathroom, but she grabbed my wrist and smiled at my trembling hands.
김다인
I thought he had changed after coming back from the dead
김다인
Nothing has changed?
My hands kept shaking without me noticing, and I couldn't even speak for fear of stuttering like an idiot.
도경수
Won't you let go of that hand?
Kyungsoo takes Kim Dain's hand off his wrist, wondering when he came.
김다인
Wow, did our heroine succeed?
도경수
let's go
김다인
her
So we parted ways and headed back to the class.
박여주
thank you
도경수
With this much... Ah... that... heroine
박여주
huh?
도경수
Still... don't you want to accept an apology?
박여주
Yeah... Actually, it's uncomfortable to even meet them...
박여주
The kids are doing well too... I feel bad for no reason... Sorry, I didn't know
도경수
It's okay, if you don't like it, there's nothing I can do.
From that day on, Kyungsoo adjusted to me.
I'm also trying to change little by little the way I think everything is my fault.
The next day
정수정
Crazy, crazy heroine
박여주
ok?
정수정
Kim Da-in transferred to another school
박여주
why..?
정수정
I don't know about that...
김다인
#foot #
박여주
ah....
김다인
I hope you end up getting screwed
김다인
Who am I transferring to?
정수정
It's your fault, why are you blaming our heroine?
김다인
You get out
김다인
So are you feeling better now? Did you # seduce me because you couldn't just pounce on me like that? Huh? You're really funny. Are you like the rumors about our female protagonist?
박여주
Ah...ah...
오세훈
What are you doing?
김다인
Hey, are you on their side too? John# is arguing amongst himself.
오세훈
Yeah, since it's just pretty and handsome people hanging out together, can you please get rid of the faces that look worse than a passing earthworm, like they're made up with flour and red pepper paste?
김다인
Poetry# New#
So Kim Da-in left our class.
오세훈
You said you were transferring schools, but you're not in your right mind.
박여주
Is that so?
정수정
But what he said... doesn't it sound like someone forced him to go?
박여주
A little... I don't think he's the type of person who would go just because he told him to.
Who ordered this...