If I could carve your scent

Episode 22: What's going on with you these days...?

After Ryu Eun-ho and his group left,

The heroine walks down the street, which is slowly becoming dark, trying to calm her excited heart a little.

She sighed as her steps sometimes became faster and sometimes slower depending on the topic she was thinking about at the time.

심여주

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심여주

...under..

Ryu Eun-ho,

My first boyfriend and the person who made me realize the reality of love.

Even though I may think that all the expressions and words I show to him are perhaps too excessive...

..I don't want to see him anymore,

Actually, my first meeting with Ryu Eun-ho was in college.

Tall, handsome face, friendly attitude, and a stubborn dream of becoming a reporter.

I think he really sparkled back then.

It's not a particularly good memory anymore, but it was a very romantic confession under a streetlight.

He shyly confessed that he liked me since the first time he saw me as a freshman, and I also accepted it with a fluttering heart.

..we started dating.

From 22 to 26. If we've been together for four years, there are bound to be some things we've done and some we haven't, some good and some bad memories.

Looking back now, it seems like it was a relationship that I was the only one devoted to...

....

Ryu Eun-ho was affectionate.

To everyone, including me.

..always being surrounded by people, or being dragged to a club,

Every time, he told me not to worry, that he only loved me.

...In the end, I was ashamed of my feelings for having been dragged down by those words and not being able to express my regret even once.

Even if I get a call from someone I don't know, I foolishly feel like I'm being treated badly in front of him, saying it's not his fault.

I had to let go of the feelings of jealousy and suspicion I had, blaming myself for it.

Mental stress.

...If you talk to me and Jeong Ho-seok even once, he gets upset and cuts off contact and disappears.

It was too much, it was too bad, it was scary... What a joke,

Of course, in the end, it was Jung Ho-seok who stayed by my side until the end... No, what's more, he also had a girlfriend at the time.

심여주

......

심여주

....Heh, what's the use of reminiscing about things that have already passed?

심여주

anyway...

Swish

Swish–

심여주

((I quietly look at the street with street lights on

심여주

Eunho!! I passed the national nursing exam!!!!

심여주

Now I think I can really become a nurse!!

심여주

...Jeongho, ah.. anyway!! Eunho, I told you I passed, right?

류은호

Yeah, you passed...?

심여주

Nodding))

류은호

....

류은호

..you really wanted to be a nurse,

심여주

Yeah, but it wasn't just about passing the test. There was really so much to study... haha. But it was still fun.

류은호

....But heroine, ..that nurse

류은호

Do I really have to do this...?

심여주

.....

심여주

...huh...?

류은호

No... I was wondering if I really had to do something that difficult.

류은호

Yeoju, you're good at a lot of things.

류은호

...But if you do that... you have to study a lot too...

심여주

.....

심여주

..Don't you remember...? When your article was first published in the newspaper, I congratulated you so much, right?

심여주

I just put it away and kept it, and during that week, I really liked you, so I went on dates wherever you wanted.

심여주

....I didn't expect it that much, but... I feel a little disappointed because of that reaction.

류은호

Lady, no, that's not what I meant... When you get busy...

류은호

Who will read my first draft of the article and give me feedback?

심여주

......

류은호

...If that happens, it will become difficult for us to eat together... and we won't be able to meet anymore...

심여주

That's more on the weekend..

류은호

But still, wouldn't I be better than you who passed one test?

류은호

...when we get married later.......

For a moment, my mind went blank.

As if the subtle cracks that I had been trying to ignore had cracked open with a bang.

...What are those words I'm hearing...?

Are you really saying this because you care about me? Me?

..So, have I been harboring those thoughts since I was preparing for the nursing exam? Why?

How..... no,

What on earth was I to him?

.....

His words, which I had passed by without being able to bear, felt like a dam had been opened in my heart from the emptiness and illusion I had never experienced before.

Corn began to fall.

심여주

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심여주

......

Okay.

Anyway, in the end I became a nurse.

Since then, our relationship, which had been somewhat shaky, ended with my one-sided decision to break up.

심여주

.......

심여주

....You were a fool, Shim Yeo-ju...

Even though it felt like a long time ago, my heart still aches.

..Looking back now, those were just really childish thoughts.

Anyway, that's why I find it hard to show my love to someone.

...I'm afraid it might be taken lightly. I'm afraid it might be taken lightly and used as a tool for personal gain.

심여주

......

Tiring

Tiring ringing ...

Tiring,

심여주

- hello..?

여주/모

- Shim Yeo-ju! Are you still outside?

심여주

- Uh... Should I go in quickly...?

여주/모

- No, you don't have to do that. Just go to the supermarket and buy a block of tofu.

심여주

- .....huh...?

여주/모

- There is no tofu at home.

심여주

- Huh, really... I get it. Should I just buy the tofu?

여주/모

- huh

심여주

- Okay, then. .. Oh, but Mom, is there anything you want to eat?

Stop

Stop))

심여주

......

심여주

....No..ㅋㅋㅋ

But thanks to that, I won't be depressed.

_

Jeju Island, Hotel

Meanwhile that evening,

The two arrived at the hotel, unpacked their bags, and had dinner.

I'm probably going to be busy for a few days starting tomorrow, so I'm planning on getting some rest today.

전정국

.......

김남준

.....

김남준

....((Glance

김남준

What are you doing?

Swish

Swish—

전정국

...huh.?

김남준

Why are you suddenly going out to the veranda and looking at the sea?

전정국

.....

전정국

ah...

전정국

..I'll be busy, so come here

전정국

I don't think I'll ever see the ocean again. ((Smile

김남준

.....

김남준

...Why am I suddenly so emotional... Hey, Jungkook...

김남준

What's going on with you these days?

전정국

......?

전정국

What are you talking about, that's lol

전정국

.....he

김남준

....

김남준

But, it's so dark that I can't see anything.

전정국

..hehe, well, you can still feel the ocean. You can hear the sound of the waves.

김남준

......

김남준

((He taps Jeongguk's shoulder and goes inside.

김남준

I'll unpack first, come in.

전정국

....Huh? Huh,

전정국

.....

A salty but cool sea breeze blew.

...Funny enough, the thought that came to my mind at that time was...

심여주

.....

심여주

....Tofu.. a block... ((mumble

Thump

Thump–

심여주

ah...!

박지민

uh..!!

박지민

Oh, sorry, no... did you get hurt..?

심여주

..oh yes, oh yes yes I'm okay

박지민

......

박지민

....uh..?

심여주

....?

박지민

That..! Hanul Hospital emergency room...!

심여주

...ah.....?

심여주

Ah...! Oh my,

심여주

That... baby, this...

박지민

Yes yes..! Haha

박지민

Nice to meet you all here. This is Park Jimin.

심여주

Yes, ah... it's Sim Yeo-ju ((smile

박지민

he,

전정국

.......

전정국

..it smells salty,

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