It was hot like summer, but cold like winter.

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Since then, I've been in contact with Eunbi a lot.

Get closer to each other,

We got to know each other better.

I have developed a liking for the person named 'Hwang Eun-bi' to that extent,

I thought more about the person named 'Hwang Eun-bi'.

However, there was one problem.

It was right where I lived.

The area where Eunbi lived was Yeonggwang,

The area I lived in was Yeoju.

Yeonggwang is in Jeollanam-do, Yeoju is in Gyeonggi-do...

It was definitely a bit of a difficult problem.

I like Eunbi, but I'm not sure if Eunbi likes me either.

Even if we dated, it was bound to be a long-distance relationship.

Also, Eunbi was a college student and I was a working person.

Plus, I alternate between working day and night shifts, and sometimes have to work on weekends, so it was really hard to find time to date.

Eunbi always tells me that she can understand and that it's okay, but

I always felt sorry for Eunbi.

I was the one who approached Eunbi first,

I was the first to have feelings for Eunbi,

I liked Eunbi first, too.

It was I who suggested a meeting to Eunbi.

Eunbi just accepted me.

That's why Eunbi has to worry about these things.

I don't know why I'm doing this.

But, once you start worrying about this...

A solution had to be found.

There are two forks in the road before me.

One is to continue meeting Eunbi,

Another thing was to cut off contact with Eunbi.

I have to choose one of two paths to walk.

If I were to choose the first path,

As before, we will continue to meet.

But if I were to choose the second path,

Me too, Eunbi too, we will all get hurt and break up.

But the one who will be deeply hurt and betrayed will be Eunbi.

Among the crossroads that appeared to me,

Which path should I choose?

If you think about what you will face in reality, it would be right to choose the second path, but

Considering my feelings and Eunbi's, it's only natural that I choose the first path.

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Eunbi contacted me again.

I looked at my phone, which was on when Eunbi contacted me.

Eunbi was the same as usual.

It's always been the same.

Only I was different.

Where on earth should I walk?

I moved my gaze from my phone to the sky.

I started to think a lot.

Many thoughts were running through my head and becoming tangled.

My head started to hurt.

It was complicated.

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Which method is right...?

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Which way is...the right way...?

I closed my eyes and placed my hand on my forehead.

At this crossroads, which path should I take?