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Episode 47] Swamp of Misunderstanding






I couldn't overcome my emotions in the moment and said something out of line.

Even at the age of 30, if the guilt and fear of not being able to observe etiquette between a man and a woman weighs me down to the point of suffocation,

....A blank thought crossed my mind: Am I still a child?



The sound that came out in a fit of rage lingered in my ears and then disappeared,

What came into my blurred vision from the car parked irregularly on the shoulder were the flashing emergency lights and the traffic lights that briefly illuminated the inside of the car before quickly changing.


As I began to feel a sense of disconnect, wondering if what I had said was really like that, or if it was just my imagination,

The tension in my body suddenly eased as I heard my father's calm voice on the phone, telling me to be careful and take care of myself, which was much calmer than I had expected.




백시혜
.......



백시혜
....ha, ...



I thought I was finding some sense of stability by leaning my head against the steering wheel, which I held with both hands.

....But what comes back is a feeling of guilt and remorse.


Even though I knew I shouldn't be wallowing in these thoughts, I felt like my head was going to split open with the thought that made me feel like a loser and the thoughts that kept coming back to me.


Thump

Thump–


백시혜
((Get up from your seat and turn off the emergency lights.



That feeling finally woke me up again.





Beep

Beep-



백시혜
....((I park the car and go into the house.


백시혜
......


백시혜
......


시혜/부
...Sihye..!

시혜/부
Are you okay..? Where, where.. Are you hurt..?


백시혜
....


백시혜
..Yeah, no



백시혜
....Dad, I'm out of the house.

시혜/부
Yeah, yeah...! Good job. Staying in that corner of the house any longer will only harm you.

시혜/부
..Father, I'll cancel the contract for that house as soon as possible. You just rest here... well, okay..?


시혜/부
........

시혜/부
.....really...


Without saying a word, my father hugged me tightly, even though I might have been standing there like a criminal if I moved a little.



백시혜
......


백시혜
.....


Even though the embrace that was only for me was stable, I felt terribly suffocated, and a subtle feeling of discomfort seemed to rise from deep within my heart.



시혜/부
......

시혜/부
...Director Kim said everything. Even what you asked for.


백시혜
......!


시혜/부
..Don't blame Director Kim too much, thanks to him I was able to hear about your situation like this.

시혜/부
It's actually a good thing. My father was so wrong about that guy, that rotten bastard...!

시혜/부
.....


시혜/부
No matter what happens to this father, he will definitely get what he deserves. He's full, really.


백시혜
........

시혜/부
Yeah? So, Sihye, don't worry about anything and just think about taking a few weeks off here.

puck

puck-



백시혜
....ha...ha, ...no, .... ((Shakes head

시혜/부
Sihye..!


He saw her shaking her head, her face contorted, as she made a dull thud as she pushed him away.

And in front of him, there was him with a slightly bewildered expression, as if he didn't understand the situation at all.


Her lips parted as if she was about to say something, then closed again. Unfortunately, nothing came out that was satisfying.



백시혜
......


백시혜
...uh...uh,..ugh.....


백시혜
No, uh, no, no... no, ugh, ..uh...


백시혜


He hugged her again as she shook her head hesitantly, as if she was shedding tears to express her true feelings that she could not bring herself to express.

....

...okay,



백시혜

시혜/부


It was the beginning of a sticky swamp of misunderstanding.

They didn't understand each other,

Rather than trying to fathom that feeling, the will surrounding him was stronger than before, so he didn't even try to look into it.


He thought of his daughter, who cried without saying a word, as a precious daughter who thought of him and the company as her father even in that situation.

Her true feelings were ultimately hidden, as she was afraid of how others would see her and how she would be evaluated.




시혜/부
.........

시혜/부
....(The company won't be shaken by publishing one article like that.)



Giving so much love to someone who is not ready for it can be a burden in its own way.

Especially if that direction is not a good path,


And the next day,



Articles with quite provocative titles flooded all portal sites.




윤여주
.......


윤여주
...((I look at the full article without saying anything





이지오
....!


이지오
....((whoosh





윤여주
........


이지오
......


윤여주
.........



At the end of my unconsciously turned gaze, there was her.


As soon as he saw her expression distorted with a faint sadness as she looked at him,

He intuitively felt that the bond between them, which he had tried to maintain through a clumsy act, was breaking.









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