Please, I'm sorry

EP_4

최연준

...don't just look, help me

최연준

People have to change to a certain degree to be scary. This is so different from my older sister from a year ago.

서여주

......

최연준

It just looks pitiful

최연준

Right now, I feel like I'm just standing on the edge of a cliff.

서여주

Hey, you must be because I said I was in the hospital earlier.

서여주

Did you just put that shitty attitude away an hour ago?

서여주

Yeonjun, look at yourself right now. You're the one who's so pitiful.

최연준

Shit, what the hell is going on? (mumbles)

The Fed's expression turned cold, and the tense exchange seemed to have come to an end.

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By now, his legs were darkly tanned, not just red. He couldn't even lift his swollen legs off the floor, so he held on precariously to the wall as he walked to his room.

And only silence filled the large house.

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(6 days ago, their first meeting after a year of separation)

(Fed Point of View)

It's an unusually cold day. 'It snowed this much the day my sister Yeoju disappeared...'

Perhaps because today was the one-year anniversary, I thought of you more often than usual that day.

The day my sister lost contact and left the house, I felt anger at first, then self-reproach, sadness, depression, and now emptiness.

최연준

It's snowing a lot.

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As I was looking at the sky, I heard a sound like something running from far away.

Tadada, dadak-

My gaze naturally moved in the direction the sound was coming from.

In the place where my gaze fell, a woman was staggering and running towards me.

Somehow she looked as if she might fall over at any moment, as if she would lose her balance and fall forward.

최연준

'If you run in this weather, you'll get hurt.'

The silhouette approached. As the small features of the face gradually revealed themselves, time stopped for a moment.

최연준

...Yeoju...sister?

I always leave open the possibility that she could be someone very similar, but the situation seemed to be telling me not to let her go.

As your instincts lead you.

Percussion-!!!

As she passed me, staggering forward, her eyes fixed on the ground, I grabbed her shoulder.

서여주

Sigh....sigh.....

최연준

......You're the female lead, right..?

서여주

Choi...Yeonjun?

My sister's expression was different from mine.

His eyes shook and his eyebrows furrowed.

He was wary of me, as if he'd met someone he didn't want to see.

최연준

I, I kept waiting.

최연준

From the winter of last year until now...

최연준

I didn't go abroad to study on purpose either.

최연준

I want to wait longer, sister...

He held the person who was not even breathing properly tightly so that he could not escape and just kept talking.

The context of my words was not normal. I was fully aware of it. It was an awkward situation, an atmosphere like that.

But even though I kept saying such strange things and tried to cover it up, my sister's expression was still like she was seeing someone she shouldn't have seen.

But if I let go of the hands that were holding my shoulders, I felt like she would run away at any moment. I was afraid that I would lose her.

Even though there was nothing left to say, even though nothing came to mind, I didn't move.

서여주

Haa...haa......

Slurp-,..

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최연준

Sister!!!

For some reason, her complexion was not good, and she couldn't catch her breath. Her eyelids closed and her body lost all strength.

Before I could fall to the floor because I was holding onto his shoulders so tightly, I quickly pulled him into my arms and hugged him.

Her breathing was very faint as she lay limp in my arms, powerless.

연희작가

@You're back after making a comeback

연희작가

: Sonting-☆