Season 2_Jang Ma-eum, an orphan with a family of 13
#7_Is this what a miracle is?
I couldn't go out wearing the silk pajamas I wear to bed.
No matter how much we felt like family, some discomfort was unavoidable.
I pulled out a pair of slightly tight-fitting tracksuit pants and pulled out an oversized hoodie over them.
This hoodie was something Jisoo oppa bought me.
Light carrot color is Jisoo's favorite color.
My favorite thing is carrot cake, and my fan club name is also pronounced as carrot.
At this point, I'm starting to think that maybe there was something between me and Carrot in a past life.
Anyway, I found it a little funny that I was thinking about Jisoo oppa even while changing clothes.
These days, no matter what I do, I think of my brothers.
권순영
“Yeoju! Are we still far away?”
It was Soonyoung's older brother, and his voice was a little excited.
Perhaps as another person who knows the name of the mind
I wonder if Jeonghan scolded his brother.
Just when I thought I should hurry out and save Jeonghan,
Someone knocked on my door.
이석민
“Are you awake, Yeoju? Did you sleep well?”
Judging by the fact that he kept calling her Yeoju, he probably didn't notice.
It seems like he's pretending not to know even though he noticed.
I felt a little better, realizing that Jisoo was right.
I changed my clothes, but I couldn't figure out when to go out, so I stayed in my room.
I opened the door slightly, thinking I should go out and answer my brother's question.
장마음
“Hello, oppa.”
Did Seokmin find my lively speech cute?
He bursts out laughing.
이석민
“You seem to be feeling much better now. Did you have a good dream last night?”
장마음
“Yeah, I had a nice dream.”
I'm so glad that dreams no longer show me crying,
These words were not spoken.
Because the moment I do that, worries will wash over me like a tidal wave.
Let's do it when you really want to be worried.
이석민
“Oh… that’s too bad. I was hoping you’d have a nightmare.”
Seokmin, who asked, said it was too affectionate.
장마음
“Isn’t that too much?”
김민규
"I know it's a joke, but what the heroine said seems sincere."
Min-gyu oppa asked me when I came.
장마음
"I'm serious. I wish Dokyeom had more nightmares than I do."
이석민
"Blood... I'm sadder that I didn't get you, oppa, than that I wish you nightmares."
I still don't know why I'm so obsessed with the word 'oppa'
I poked a little harder because I knew there was something more obsessive than that.
장마음
“It would be even sadder if they called me by my stage name.”
이석민
"Correct. Jang Yeo-ju, you know me too well."
장마음
“It’s the same for my older brothers, not just you.”
장마음
“But… Kim Min-gyu, why did you flinch?”
김민규
“Did you know that my debut name was Dokyeom?”
장마음
“Ah… I saw that on Namuwiki.”
장마음
"But the real name Dokyeom belongs to Seokmin oppa. It suits him so well."
김민규
“I think the other members would agree with that.”
Min-gyu chuckled and then motioned for me to take his hand.
I reached out my hand wondering what it was.
Min-gyu put something in my hand.
I opened my hand and checked, and it was a name tag.
That name tag on the school uniform.
장마음
"this…"
김민규
“I asked my homeroom teacher to get it for me.”
김민규
“On the day of the CSAT, that part of the school uniform felt so empty.”
김민규
"Of course, it's not like the Shin-Gim High School name tag format, but it's more like a broadcasting high school format, but I hope you like it."
The format didn't matter at all.
What I am more thankful for is the name of the heart instead of the name of the heroine.
It was a job to make name tags.
장마음
“Thank you. It’s an unexpected gift…”
김민규
“I’m glad you liked it.”
김민규
"Let's go eat. The kids will be waiting."
If I had to pick a few gifts that have touched my life, I would include school uniforms.
It was a gift that was given to me to be ranked high.
Min-gyu changed the subject, feeling awkward for no reason.
The school uniform gave me the identity of a student.
The name tag was a gift to someone greater than me, Jang Ma-eum, so it was very meaningful.
But I know Min-gyu oppa's shy personality very well.
I answered, holding the name tag tightly in my hand.
장마음
"huh!"
Perhaps it was Jeonghan's brother's words telling them to eat that brought everyone together.
윤정한
“Are you feeling good, Yeoju?”
장마음
"Yeah, totally. My cold is completely gone."
장마음
“The person next to me as soon as I woke up was handsome.”
장마음
“When I come out again, there are handsome people waiting for me.”
At my words, Min-gyu burst out laughing.
If Min-gyu oppa had been openly acting funny
The rest snickered or laughed.
이찬
“Did you know how to shake a spoon?”
Chani laughs in surprise. Hey, I was a carrot even though I look like this?
장마음
“Why, why can’t I just shake my head?”
이찬
“No… I always hear it from fans, so it feels awkward to hear it from you…”
The other members nodded in agreement with Chan-i's words.
Anyway, if it's related to me, we become one...
홍지수
“Shall I tell you one more piece of good news?”
Jisoo Oppa gestured for me to come over and asked.
I naturally sat down next to Jisoo.
장마음
“Yeah, what is it?”
홍지수
“I’m talking about the OST.”
I hated it so much that just hearing the letter O in the OST made me shiver.
No matter how much you drink, you can't get full on the first drink.
Aside from that, I hated my singing ability, which was not that great.
I swallowed as I recalled that time, but was even worried about that?
My brothers all said something.
최한솔
"Good news. Really good news."
최한솔
“You don’t have to be too scared.”
최승철
"Speak quickly, Joshua. Before I say anything."
Did Seungcheol's threat, not a threat, work?
Jisoo said, gently stroking my hair.
홍지수
“Those who passed the exam can’t sing the OST.”
We are clearly speaking in our language,
No, I can understand a few things in other languages too.
It was difficult to understand what he was saying.
장마음
“So, the successful candidates…”
이지훈
“Okay. Now you can call me.”
Jihoon's characteristically calm voice reminded me of the truth again.
장마음
“Wow… I feel like I’ve lost all sense of reality.”
장마음
“Then can I see Chanyeol?”
김민규
“You… Since when have you been an EXO-L?”
Min-gyu asked if I was jealous.
Those guys were really jealous of me.
장마음
“Not to that extent, just a personal fan of Chanyeol?”
전원우
“…I have some bad news.”
Wonwoo suddenly blurted out something that wasn't really a monologue.
Even if it's just because I feel bad for that person, I can't like a group that's younger than Seventeen.
EXO members are our seniors so they can tolerate it.
If not, I might have gone there right away.
장마음
“Don’t be jealous.”
장마음
“Because the only people I really like are my brothers and this kid.”
He poked Chan-i's cheek, who was sitting close to Ji-soo, and said,
이찬
“Ah…! This kid… Explain yourself quickly!”
장마음
“There’s no particular reason for that.”
Hansol answered my question with a smile.
최한솔
"Lee Chan, you always lose to Jang Yeo-ju."
장마음
"Correct. It feels like I'm controlling him."
이찬
“It’s not the same, it’s real…”
Only after seeing Chan-i's pursed lips did he stop teasing her.
I thought Chan-i might get really angry if I did a little more.
I've never seen him get angry before, but I think he'd be really scary if he did.
장마음
"But how did you know? You called me on my phone. Did you see my phone?"
It wasn't my intention to scold or question you at all.
Sunyoung's older brother, who was presumed to be the one who opened the phone, cringed.
권순영
“B, I saw it. The alarm came…”
I said with a chuckle.
장마음
“I didn’t mean to scold you.”
Only then did Soonyoung's brother straighten his shoulders again.
But, my phone background is Jisoo oppa and Jeonghan oppa.
Haha, you must have seen that too.
장마음
"Oh, I think I should call Seungwoo. He's helped me a lot, too."
부승관
"Yeah... it's long. Keep it short."
It was a tone of voice that seemed to be controlling the girlfriend who was going to meet her boyfriend.
I think it's a bit over the top, but Seungkwan said that, oppa,
Seventeen, which includes that oppa
It seemed like no one thought that way.
Yeah… this is a little sister thing.
I guess I have to accept this kind of jealousy.
장마음
"Okay, I'll hurry up and come out."
I said that, but since it's been a while since we last spoke, I'm not sure if I can hang up quickly.
At least Seungwoo was more than just a friend.
Of course, I'm not saying that I'm looking at it rationally.
After giving that vague answer, I returned to my room.
I locked the door gently and called Seungwoo while leaning against it.