Special me.

Ep | 16

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Thanks to you, mom is so happy.

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It was worth sending my child to academies and tutoring him since he was young.

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...he

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But don't be too proud of your high ranking now.

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Going up is hard, but coming down is a snap.

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..sure.

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I have to study for my mom..

Perhaps the better family is Jeongguk.

When I see you praising me like this, I think you come from a good family.

The moment you step down from first place, you will be more upset than other houses.

Personally, I think Jungkook will probably have the hardest time.

The pressure of being number one, the expectations of those around you who are climbing with you,

A peak from which there is no further way up, only down.

I don't know how it got to this point.

Was the only reason I was born was to save my mother's spirit?

Is it a concept like pottery being made just as the mother wants?

It is built up step by step by someone,

If you make a mistake once, you have to throw it away and start again.

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..hey, heroine.

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...Taehyung.

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Did you get home okay yesterday?

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..Nothing happened?

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..he

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Why would something happen.. haha

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..thank goodness.

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..Did you get in okay?

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I'm sorry for just leaving that place.

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..I'm so annoyed that you don't study because of me.

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I just didn't want to hear such nonsense.

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...I'm sorry for being selfish.

Yesterday, when I was running to the back of the school after receiving the shocking third place,

Taehyung came to visit and comforted me.

He told me that he wouldn't study for me.

It was a really nice thing, but I wasn't grateful.

Since we were close enough to always stick together, I knew very well that Taehyung was also stressed out from his studies.

I also knew very well that I was getting a lot of criticism for not being able to properly attend school or take private lessons because of me.

And I was annoyed that I had to stop studying because I thought studying was my lifeline.

So I just didn't want to hear it, so I ran to the park without saying anything.

Now that I think about it, I'm really grateful to Taehyung.

I was so touched that he did something like that for me, even if it was just empty words.

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Don't be sorry.

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You did nothing wrong.

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Don't be selfish.

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..where is there anyone as selfish as me?

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I'm selfish so I can't study properly.

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It's my fault for caring about you.

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It's natural that everyone wants to be number one.

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It's natural to wish that people around you don't study or that you can't study.

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So you are never selfish.

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Because of me, you...

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I do it because I want to.

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I wish you were taller than me and happier.

"Because I like you."

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