Special me.

Ep | 26

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..It's okay...right?

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..even if it's not okay, it should be okay.

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The midterm is over and I'm back for the final.

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I don't have time to keep regretting and being sad about my score.

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This time... if I don't get first place, I'll be beaten to death by my mom.

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I really have to work hard.

I didn't realize that I had written the answer backwards, but I was so proud that I thought I did well that I ended up getting 50th place.

50th place was the worst place I've ever been in my life.

So maybe I was more angry at myself than at my mom.

The mother who chased me out and told me to make it to number one,

He knew full well that he couldn't change the rank that had already been given to him, so he just hit me.

I thought dying like this wouldn't be so bad, but there's no way I'd get hit and die.

My mental pain was greater than my physical pain, so I didn't even know I was in physical pain.

I would rather be hit like this for a few hours.

Then, you will have less time to study.

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..it must hurt a lot.

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I don't even know if it's because I'm mentally ill and it's so painful.

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I don't think I'll die even if I get hit all day.

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..Why are you saying that?

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Worriedly.

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Should I buy some medicine?

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Okay, everything will get better with time.

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..it might not get better.

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The wounds in your heart will never heal.

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..that's that.

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And you're so stubborn...

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..But how should I study this time?

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I always think about it, but I don't think I'm good at studying.

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I can't find my study method.

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All I do is just solve a bunch of problems from the workbook.

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Go to an academy.

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..I don't have money for that.

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Seokjin hyung, you earn quite a bit.

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He's kind of an elite.

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I couldn't even pay off all my debt.

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Then let's study together.

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..?

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Ah..sorry for eavesdropping.

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I also quit my academy because I don't have anyone to study with.

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..Hey, just me and hehe..

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good.

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Will tomorrow be okay for you?

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If only you were okay with it.

I wasn't close with Jeongguk, nor did I want to become close with him.

There was no harm in studying with Jeongguk.

Rather, he is the top student in the whole school and has attended many academies, so he must know a lot.

I want to learn from Jeongguk and do it properly this time.

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Heroine..!

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Instead, tell me properly.

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Don't tell me strange things like you'll be number one.

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Because I want to be number one too.

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What do you see me as?

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I'll tell you properly.

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Everything you want.

"I'm going to make you number one, so learn properly."

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