That's the loner you knew
Middle school days
3 months later
박여주
"Morning has come again.."
박여주
"I'm tired now too."
박여주
"Should I not go to school today?"
Eventually I told the teacher that I was sick
I didn't go to school.
학생부 선생님
"Yeoju didn't come to school today because she was sick. Isn't there anyone else who didn't come?"
반 아이들
"yes"
학생부 선생님
"Then everyone, change into your gym clothes and go to the auditorium."
안희연
"Oh shit, why isn't it coming?"
예리
"This is fucking shit"
유아
"Oh, I'm so pissed off and stressed out."
유아
"Where can I relieve this stress?"
안희연
"If you come tomorrow, you'll be behind."
It was so peaceful.
It was so quiet.
Mom too
They don't have it either
I loved this space so much.
at that time
Tillyrik
엄마
"Oh shit, where's the alcohol...alcohol..!!"
My mother became an alcoholic.
Every time my mom goes looking for alcohol, I lock the door to my room.
엄마
"Hey, Park Yeo-ju, where is my drink? You hid it."
박여주
"There's a refrigerator."
So my mother started screaming and getting violent.
엄마
"Ah ...
엄마
"It's all that fucking bastard's fault he made me like this fuck!!!!!"
As time passed, the living room became quiet.
I opened the door slightly
The table was full of soju bottles.
Mom was sleeping, maybe because she was drunk.
I went out of the house secretly.
I was just dazed on the swing at the playground in front of my house.
But then someone hit me on the head.
When I looked back, there was Ahn Hee-yeon.
안희연
"I thought we'd see each other tomorrow, but we ran into each other like this?"
예리
"Why didn't you come today ㅠㅠㅠ"
예리
"I thought you were bored because your girlfriend wasn't here."
유아
"ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋYou're a fashionista ㅋㅋ"
My body trembled.
He lowered his head.
안희연
"Why am I sweating so much when I haven't done anything yet?"
The toddler kicked my stomach
I just fell backwards off the swing.
경찰
"Hey, what are you doing there?"
Fortunately, a police officer on patrol saw it.
예리
"Oh shit, what's wrong today?"
안희연
"Hey, see you tomorrow"
They left and the police came to me.
경찰
"Are you hurt anywhere??"
박여주
"yes..."
경찰
"Where is your house? I'll take you there."
박여주
"It's okay, it's right in front."
I went into the room without waking my mom.
And I opened the drawer
I took out a box cutter.
I took off my clothes
The moment I was about to bring the cutter knife
Bang bang bang
엄마
"Why did you lock the door, Park Yeo-ju?"
엄마
"Are you on your father's side too?"
I put down the cutter knife
I closed my eyes and covered my ears.
엄마
"I asked if you were on my father's side too."
엄마
"Are you in cahoots with your dad?!!!!!!"
Mom looked very drunk.
엄마
"I don't want to live in the same house as a kid like you. Live well on your own."
Bang
So Mom left home.
박여주
"Why is my life so shitty?"
06:28 PM
morning
There is no mother at home anymore.
This might be better.
I always start my day by looking at my scars in the mirror.
Not just a bruise, but a bruise
Torn flesh, not just scratches
Lips that are torn to the point where it's hard to tell if they're human
And I think
Two months left in 2018
2019 is waiting for me
I wonder if I can survive the remaining time.
The scars on my face speak for themselves.
'no '
I can't stand it
'I can't stand it'
4 months since transferring
I decide
Decided to drop out
Hello, this is A-Ryong!!
Now Yeoju's middle school is coming to an end!!!!
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ARMYs who went to the concert with Hyunnu!!! Thank you so much ㅠㅠㅠ
Then see you in the next episode!!!!
Poof!!