There is one constellation
_Episode 4_Again
김재환 (19)
"Where have you been?"
As Kang-geun continued to worry about me, a part of my heart began to ache.
How long has it been since I felt this way?
A feeling I can't even imagine.
강의건 (19)
"Me? I'm hungry, jelly!"
I want to put my poor acting behind me and protect that guy.
Even if he had acted with a smile just for me, I wanted to see that guy's smile, even if it was through that awkward acting.
A day when I can smile without any worries,
I hope that someday it will seep into Kang Lee's life.
김재환 (19)
"..You still like jelly?"
강의건 (19)
"Yeah, jelly is always delicious, right?"
It's been a long time since we've been together 'always', whether in class or in life.
The times we were together were gone, and only times filled with sadness and resentment remained.
That's why there was always a foreign feeling in the writing of Kang Eui-geon.
김재환 (19)
"Yeah, that's right.. Jelly is always delicious."
For me now, the existence of Kang Eui-geon is,
Kang Lee-geon is like a jelly that you can never let go of.
When it comes to lectures, jelly is a good snack that I can always eat. For me, lectures are jelly.
Jelly. It's always good to have it, it's not that you can't eat it without it, and it's something you can buy again without.
강의건 (19)
"Right! So that's why I can't put down the jelly?"
Jelly. Just as you cherish Jelly, I will cherish you too.
Because I never want to see that awkward smile I saw today again.
Because I don't want to imprint that fake smile on you guys.
김재환 (19)
"Phew... Okay, I got it."
강의건 (19)
"Do you want to eat too?"
Whenever I saw Eui-Geon eating jelly, my heart ached.
It's the same now.
Even that jelly would have been a burden to you in the past... but now, in a way, it's fortunate.
Thank you for coming into my world.
So that you can see me and smile again.
I can see you giving me jelly so brightly once more.
김재환 (19)
"Really? Can I eat it?"
I received the jelly that Kang Geon handed me.
Heart-shaped jelly. Sweet and delicious jelly with a sweet marshmallow on the back.
After receiving the jelly, I asked the car to double check if it was edible.
강의건 (19)
"Yeah, of course."
김재환 (19)
" thank you "
I put the jelly Kang gave me in my mouth. As it entered my mouth, a sweet sensation spread throughout.
A very sweet, delicious taste. A taste that can't be precisely defined. A mysterious taste, yet one that becomes sweeter the more you eat it.
I guess today is a day when things will go well.
Kang-i-geon also laughs, and Min-hyeon hyung also rests comfortably..
Jihoon and Daehwi are still the same, but... they'll be okay.
강의건 (19)
"Let's go in now, it's cold."
After finishing all the jelly, I smiled at Kang-i-geon's words that it was time to go in and followed him.
Kang still goes into class carrying a black plastic bag full of jelly.
황민현 (20)
" ..uh..where have you been..?"
As soon as we entered,
The plastic bag Kang-geun was holding rustled loudly, and the jellies popped out of the bag and fell to the floor with a thud.
As the loud and fast sound rang out, Minhyun looked at us with a blank expression.
김재환 (19)
"Oh, it's nothing. Go to sleep."
Kang-geun Kang and I were startled by the sound and quickly put away the jelly and the bag. We went over to Min-hyeon and covered him with the blanket again and whispered to him to go to sleep.
Min-Hyeon, who was confused, tried to say something to us and ended up falling asleep.
강의건 (19)
" ...surprise."
김재환 (19)
"Now, let's go to sleep too."
I tried to calm down the surprised Eui-Geon again,
I took the blanket and pillow and left them next to Minhyun.
Now I lay down in my bed with the words,
Eui-Geon put the jelly in a bag and hid it tightly on the desk, then came to us with a relieved look on his face.
김재환 (19)
"Good night, Eui-geon."
강의건 (19)
" you also. "
I greeted the doctor lying next to me with a good night's sleep.
After that conversation, Ui-geon and I fell asleep.