trauma
The heroine's first traumatic memory and her past
Yeo-ju, seeing the traces of self-harm, roughly wrapped a bandage around herself and, not wanting to be caught by Soon-young, wore long sleeves in the hot summer and went out to the mart. As she was passing through an alley, she saw something.
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What the heroine saw was a group of bullies harassing, beating, and extorting money from a single child. Seeing this, the heroine trembled with fear and anxiety, and as she took a step back from the terror that enveloped her entire body, a memory unconsciously surfaced in her head.
flaw...
* Memories of the heroine
What if I get wet with rags? It suits me perfectly, rag girl.
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Hey, it's no fun if you don't cry. Just give me some money and get out, you thief.
huh...
* The heroine's past
It was when Yeoju was in elementary school. She was a quiet person and sat quietly in the classroom. However, someone started a fight with her, perhaps because of that.
Hey! (pats head)
?!...
Are you mute? Speak up. Anyway, see you later during break.
(Nod)
The female protagonist followed that ??? and went to where the crowd was and started to extort money from the female protagonist.
Give me some money
no...
What is missing? What is missing!!!
One of the men hit the female protagonist, threatened her, and took the money her mother had given her to buy food.
That's not right...! Mom told me to buy it for myself...
Okay, now your money is my money and my money is my money, so bring me money every day without fail.
...huh
After being treated like that, Yeoju went to class, but was treated again. Not knowing this, Yeoju sat down in her seat.
Teacher!! My wallet is gone!
What?! How much is there?!
Ten thousand won...
Teacher, I'll find it for you. Wait, put it on your bag and close your eyes!
yes...
So the bag search began, and a bad bitch's wallet that she didn't steal was found in the heroine's bag, along with ten thousand won in the wallet.
...!
Kwon Yeo-ju, what the hell is going on?!! Why did you steal that bad girl's wallet?!
I don't know... I didn't do that...
I saw you stealing earlier, but what didn't you steal? You thief! Do you think it's okay to steal from anyone with a disability?!
No... I'm not disabled...
Yes, Yeoju was weaker in academics compared to other children, so she often went to classes with disabled and non-disabled children, and because of that, she was called disabled.
What the heck, that's not true!
match-
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The female protagonist was suddenly accused of being a thief by a bad girl, and was even slapped after being called disabled. A few minutes later, class ended, and as soon as class ended, the bad girl, not only accused of being a thief, picked up the female protagonist's bag and opened the window in front of the female protagonist's classroom on the third floor, and threw the bag in the window.
I threw my things on the floor and dropped my bag on the floor too.
Hahaha it worked out well hahaha
...under
The female protagonist got up like that, went downstairs, went outside, picked up the bag covered in dirt on the floor, picked up everything that fell out of the bag, put it in the bag, zipped it up, put the bag on her shoulder, and walked slowly towards the house. When she arrived, she didn't answer her parents' calls and went straight into her room and locked the door.
I put it down and started crying silently.
Ugh... (covers mouth and cries)
The female protagonist covered her mouth and laughed, then picked up a box cutter and started to harm herself. From then on, the female protagonist was stressed and had a hard time, so she started reaching for a knife and started to harm herself.
*When Yeoju was in middle school
ㅋㅋㅋㅋ So what if you get splashed with rag water? Doesn't it suit you perfectly? Right, heroine?!
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Yeoju was constantly bullied throughout middle school. But she didn't say anything, just silently endured it.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋHey heroine, what are you doing? You dropped your bag. Pick it up and put it on. ㅋㅋㅋ
huh...
Even though the kids bullied her, Yeoju endured it because she didn't want her parents to come to school and worry about her. So, even in middle school, she endured the kids who bullied her.
... (picks up the bag and runs around)
Every time that happens, the heroine looks at her wrist and thinks, "I should go home and commit suicide again."
Oh my, I'm sorry, senior. I mistook your school uniform for a sketchbook, lol. So I colored it in with colored pencils. Is that okay, senior?! lol
Yeah... it's okay...
As soon as Yeoju got home, she got off the school bus and went straight into the house. She diligently washed the colored pencils on her uniform top with water and soap, and cried quietly.
Ugh... It's hard...
The female protagonist washed everything, hung it on the drying rack, and went straight to her room to commit suicide. She thought about it dozens of times. She thought about wanting to die, that she didn't want to live like this, and that she wanted to die.
I want to die... Someone kill me... Save me from here... Ha...
Yes, the heroine was bullied for 9 years.
This is the end of this work for today. I didn't say it at the beginning, but I will say it. This work is based on the author's actual trauma. So, all the incidents and accidents that happen here are the author's own. If you enjoyed it, please subscribe, rate it, and leave a comment.