(Updated) Wolf and Fox ಃ

#18. Depression

I don't know either

I don't remember anything after Daniel came in.

I don't know either. No one mentioned it.

Was it my dream?

This must be a dream too

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My brain is rotting again

You should disappear. You're just a burden to others while you're alive.

I miss his embrace so much.

I envy the scent of wolves in my arms, buried in the time I went into it without thinking.

I'm already done now, my brain is rotting away

I struggled, but I was sinking somewhere. Somewhere.

I was so annoyed and disoriented that I bit myself with all my might.

The fox's bite marks were red and blood was flowing out.

Only then do I feel my brain coming back to normal.

Unfortunately

I feel like I'm still alive.

I empty a bottle of sleeping pills to escape my gloomy thoughts.

A few days later, I woke up and was taken to a room without sleeping pills and sharp objects.

The closed ward was miserable.

의사

"Patient Kim Yeo-ju's condition... uh... complains of psychological depression, and is considered dangerous due to a high risk of self-harm. She has been transferred to a closed ward. She is currently receiving fluoxetine, an antidepressant. Although she is receiving regular human doses, her physical recovery is being delayed due to the worsening psychological state."

Tata tak.

의사

"Hmm. Is this enough?"

"Ring ring ring"

의사

"hello"

이연서

"This is Lee Yeon-ju, who contacted you before. I received your email. I will deposit the money you mentioned gradually. I have already sent you 500 for this month's expenses."

의사

'You speak so jokingly. What's so good about it...'

"Kkiiiiiiiiik"

김여주

'Daniel...'

I wanted to greet you with a bright smile even in a closed ward.

Tears welled up in my eyes.

김여주

"Please let me out, Daniel. When can I get out of here?"

강다니엘

"hey"

강다니엘

"you"

강다니엘

"Are you going to keep doing that? Are you going to keep doing that?"

Daniel's harsh gaze scanned my scars and the closed ward.

강다니엘

"Don't do that."

강다니엘

"What is hurting our heroine?"

To my eyes, Daniel looked like a small, delicate puppy, not a scary wolf.

김여주

"hand.."

Daniel grumbled and gave me one of his trembling hands.

강다니엘

"Don't get sick"

I made Daniel cry again today