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TAEHYUNG'S POV

I- no.. how can i so cruel? I..

I.. slapped y/n..?

I couldn't control myself.. he said she was messing up with Suzy..

She had already been at the brink of death once.. so i was scared something would happen to her..

i couldn't control my anger..

no..

i slapped y/n.. how could I?

I looked at her wide eyed..

but she didn't even look at me. her hair was covering the most of her face..

her eyes.. tight closed.. with tears..

my heart broke.

she ran away.. i couldn't even stop her.

jungkook

taehyung! Why would you do that?! U must hv listened her out first!!

Jimin

How could you do that to her..

*slap*

Lisa slapped me.

I didn't move. i deserved this.

lisa

HOW COULD YOU! SHE FUCKING SAVED UR DAMNED SISTER! SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW SUZY WAS UR SISTER?!

lisa

BUT SHE STILL SAVED HER! U MUST THANK HER U BLOODY MORON! DO U HAVE ANY IDEA ABOUT WHAT SHE WILL BE GOING THROUGH NOW?!

suzy.

U BLOODY BASTARDS! HOW DARE U KYUN! WHY WOULD U NOT LISTEN TO ME!

suzy.

AND OPPA! HOW DARE YOU?!

IU

Fuck you two. U didn't even try to know how much she helped Suzy.

lisa

Highly disappointed.

and then Lisa started walking away.. probably going to find y/n..

taehyung

Lisa wait!

lisa

WTF DO U WANT?!

taehyung

I am.. sorry.. *tears started filling up my eyes*

my dad used to slap mom.. before mom died.. i cannot be such a cruel guy..

lisa

WTF! Y R U TELLING ME SORRY?!

taehyung

Can u pls help me find y/n..?

lisa

SO THAT U CAN HIT HER MORE?!

taehyung

No.. i promise.. i will do anything for her to forgive me. i am so sorry.

lisa

U THINK A SORRY WOULD DO?! U THINK SO?!

lisa

SHE IS GOING TO GO THROUGH ALL THAT SHIT AGAIN?!

jungkook

what.. are u talking about..?

Jimin

what.. happened to her..?

lisa

none of ur business. she doesn't deserve this shit..

taehyung

Pls.. pls.. i promise i will do anything to make her feel better.. to make her the happiest..

lisa

u don't know anything.. making her overcome her trauma took us an entire year.. she still couldn't overcome it..

lisa

she still believes they r with her.. and now she will be goin through all that again..

she said backing away with teary eyes..

taehyung

pls.. pls.. i will do whatever it takes me to help her..

lisa

go ahead.. try to help her.. if u hv something special, u will surely be able to help her out.

i nodded.

we kept looking for her everywhere.. but she was no where..

lisa

she is not in the washroom..

taehyung

she is not in the terrace...

where could she be.......

*sniff* *sniff*

the sound came from her locker

i look at lisa.. she was looking at me too..

we rushed to her locker. lisa opened the locker and we found y/n stting there.. hugging her knees.

she lifted her head up

her eyes were so red..

lisa

Y/n.. come out..

Y/n

why did they leave me..?

she whispered.

Y/n

am i that bad..?

i teared up..

i took her hand and slowly put her legs down.. and then i put her down..

this locker is so small.. how did she stay in there for so long..?

i looked at her..

Y/n

they.. they..

she fell down.. and started crying harder.

Y/n

they left me!!!

i crouched down too.

taehyung

I am sorry y/n.. i am so sorry.. hit me.. slap me.. kill me.. i am so bad.

lisa

You stay here with her. I am going to tell the rest not to come here. and i am going to ask the principal if we 3 can leave early. get that?

I nodded.

she was still crying. i hugged her.

some ppl were gathering up. so i lifted her up and took her to the hall.

i hugged her. she was crying hard. she kept screaming saying they left him.. but who.. left her..?

a few moments later Lisa called me and asked me where i was. i told her.

she was soon there with y/n's belongings.

lisa

i told the principal and she readily agreed. but.. r u sure u want to help her..?

taehyung

yeah.. why?

lisa

look taehyung.. ik what happened to u.. but she has gone through something u couldn't even imagine. if u leave her after helping her..

taehyung

that would never happen. never. ever.

lisa

then all the best. call me when u need me.. and um.. sorry for slapping u and screaming at u in front of so many people..

taehyung

no i deserved it.. i can't be like him.. never..

lisa

Thank you. for helping her this time. she has been all alone for years.. only I and her psychiatrist were there..

lisa

but then her psychiatrist gave up.. i never gave up.. and here we r..

lisa

all the best.

taehyung

thanks.. and.. uh.. lisa.. may i stay with her tonight? she doesn't seem good...

lisa

y r u asking.. i would hv made u stay with her even if u didn't want to.

taehyung

and.. who are there in her house..?

lisa

no one.

taehyung

ohk.. cool.. and.. uh..

lisa

call me after she falls asleep. i will tell u what happened to her.

taehyung

thanks...

lisa

So here's her stuff.

lisa

she feels super insecured during this time.. and pls be a little patient..

lisa

and she is not a psycho. she is just going through a major trauma.

taehyung

alright.. she is almost half asleep..

lisa

ik.. i won't visit her much bcoz.. uh.. i will tell u later.

taehyung

its ok..

she didn't eat anything.. she just fell asleep..

i held her hand and start rubbing her palm with my thumb.

i don't even want to think of it.. how could I slap her..

its 8 in the evening.. i will just call Lisa now..

i was going to move my hand from her palm.. but she held it tighter..

Y/n

pls don't leave me..

she muttered.. there were still tears in her eyes.

i wiped her tears away and told her softly

taehyung

i am never leaving you.. i am going to do some work

Y/n

is it going to take long..?

she muttered again

i smiled and said

taehyung

no.. i will be back in a minute.

and she slowly let go of my hand..

i wonder if she was talking in her sleep..

i dialed Lisa's number.

lisa

Hey

taehyung

Hey

lisa

Is she sleeping?

taehyung

Yeah she is

lisa

so.. let me just tell u the entire thing..

taehyung

go on..

lisa

so.. umm.. actually y/n is my sister..

taehyung

ohk- wait- what?- kim y/n lisa manoban.. i-

lisa

shut up and listen to me.

lisa

i am her biological sister and her mom is my mom's sister. that means i am actually y/n's mom's daughter but her mom's sister adopted me.

lisa

but don't u dare tell this to y/n or-

taehyung

i wont tell her. so continue.

lisa

rude. but. anyway. let her REAL trauma's story begin.

lisa

so.. actually since her 9th bday, her mom had always favored me.. idk why..

lisa

she used to get a lil annoyed but she never really got jealous of me.. and she loved her parents A LOT.

lisa

so.. when she became 12 yrs old.. she had a big argument with her parents bcoz of her studies.

lisa

she wanted to study medical but her parents wanted her to become an air hostess.

lisa

it wasn't such a big matter until the next day. some girl in school had spread the rumour that y/n wanted to study medical

lisa

to hook up with guys. like they thought seeing someone's dick and then hooking up with them was easy. she thought it was gross nd cringey.

lisa

everyone then started to leave her 1 by 1.. she lost all her close friends.. she was sad..

lisa

she started getting bullied and humiliated in school. her parents seemed not to care.

lisa

idk y but her parents' didn't even care about what she was going through..

lisa

and 1 day.. a girl in school slapped her so hard in school, she couldn't endure it anymore.. she fell down..

lisa

some girls started kicking her.. this is what one of her classmates told me.. the last thing i knew was my sister lied unconscious..

lisa

unconscious on a hospital bed.. with her oxygen.mask on.. looking at her in that condition made me cry..

lisa

she couldn't leave the hospital for 4 days.. and i couldn't leave her side for i knew she was my own sister..

lisa

i hv always known that we were biological sisters.. but no one ever told her.. and i plan never to tell her this.

lisa

after she woke up.. i accompanied her home. her parents visited her for the first 3 days.. but no one visited her on the last day..

lisa

only i was there.. when she came home.. there was no one there.. even her brother-who visited her for a few days before that incident.

lisa

it was like.. everyone in her family suddenly disappeared..

lisa

and when she went to her room, there was a letter.. which said her parents had left her the money and the house..

lisa

and with that.. she was asked to forget them.. forever.. and thus till now, she is in a trauma..

lisa

she is scared every one will leave her.. she was in depression for a year.. she kept crying.. all day.. all night..

lisa

a year later.. the cook in her house started cooking regularly.. she just kept hallucinating.. till now..

lisa

her brain keeps making her imagine her mom calling her for dinner.. she images her brother sitting next to her.. talking to her.. laughing..

lisa

but then, once, a girl in that school mocked her bcoz she was disowned by parents..

lisa

she kept having panic attacks for another year.. crying.. hospitalised.. hypnotism.. we did everything.. we made her change her school..

lisa

and then here we r.. again.. she changed her school.. and then.. she.. umm.. today..

i was crying so hard.. how could i do that to her.. how could i..