(Female Lead Ver.)
I walk down the street alone and come across a place full of memories. As always, tears flow down my face, unable to hold back the tears. Even when other people look at me with strange eyes, I can only think of you.
It's already been a year since we broke up. I wiped away my tears and walked towards the park we used to walk in.
We used to look at each other and sing in that park, but when you left for Korea, I was so scared that I couldn't do anything, so I was afraid that you wouldn't remember me, so all I did was look at you and stay by your side.
What did the five years we loved mean to you?
What would it have been like if you had met me before you became a high school senior?
Why am I so scared? The words you're leaving are stuck in my heart, and I accept that we're breaking up without even knowing what it means. I'm alone.
I only understand what you said now. I'm afraid that I won't be able to see you anymore. I'm afraid that you'll be happy with someone else by my side. I'm afraid that I'll interfere with your happiness. Am I foolish or not? Because you are the beginning and the end of my day, I miss you. I still love you. Every day is filled with thoughts of you. If only I could go back then, if only I were smarter. No, if only we hadn't met. Even though I know that I can't help but love you, the fact that I can't erase you. I'm afraid that not being able to see you might have made you hate me. I spend every day crying. I don't want to let you go. I miss you so much, the person who used to smile next to me, Baekhyun. I'll go to where you are. I'm sorry, I love you a lot.
(Baekhyun ver.)
As the grandson of the chairman of YB Group, I was so angry that I had to go study abroad. Ha... This wasn't just a notification, this was kidnapping. I did everything I was told up until now, but this is what happened.
So I closed my eyes and decided to sleep until I got on the plane and arrived.
And when I arrived, I immediately contacted my friends, but they said the number didn't exist....
Friends are like that too. I don't have any real friends, but my grandfather made me a friend who could help me.
Anger reached my head, and I headed back to my dorm to lie down on my stressed-out body. To relieve my gloomy mood, I got dressed and headed outside without a plan. That's where I met Yeoju. At first, I just thought she was studying abroad too. Yeoju seemed to be working part-time at a cafe, so I ordered an iced Americano and sat down by the window to watch the people outside. Soon, Yeoju brought me an Americano. I rested my chin on my hand and looked outside again. I saw people chatting leisurely, playing with their children, an elderly couple sitting on a park bench, and someone playing with their dog. As I watched, the events of earlier seemed to calm down a little.
I looked at the darkening sky, discarding my unfinished Americano and placing it on the cup holder. As I left, the lights began to come on one by one. Then, the door opened and the female protagonist stood next to me. I looked down at her and asked, "You're Korean, right?"
Hani Yeoju crumpled her expression
"No," he said, his eyes widening, he covered his mouth with his hand, and walked away with a hurried step.
I watched him walk away with a burst of laughter. I thought I should go to the hotel too, so I walked. The female lead, who had been glancing at me from time to time, suddenly stopped and asked me, “Why am I following you?”
"?Me, on my way home.."
"..A..lie! Is it true?"
"Yes, why would I lie to you?"
He made a flustered expression and then stamped his feet as if embarrassed. He walked faster, so I smiled and followed him without realizing it.
So we became close and eventually started dating, and we said we wouldn't break up.
We met at Bryant Park
With my confession
"Hey lady, do you want to live together?"
No matter how much I think about it, it's a strange thing to say, but if I think about it again
Maybe it was a good thing, but as time went by, we started singing Begin Again songs and playing the piano on the street, but when we had been dating for 5 years, I got a call from my grandfather, and although I had never answered his phone before, I couldn't turn it down this time.
My grandfather had been threatening me because he knew I was dating the female lead, so he told me that since I was 25, why don't I start by getting an internship at the company and that he would help me find a job and get married, so I was thinking about taking the female lead with me, but decided to give him a hint.
"Listen carefully, lady. We're not breaking up. I'm, no, we're just taking some time apart until I find my place. Don't cry..."
And a month before I went, I told you that a company in Korea would give me a job, and finally I
'I want to see you for the first time before I go. We're never breaking up!'
I didn't want to go either, but I had no choice but to go for your wedding, so I turned around and said to you, "I'll wait."
And you burst into tears and I couldn't hug you
I waited for an hour and a half at the place where we first met, and ended up leaving for Korea without seeing you again.
So, even after several months in Korea, there was no news from you. I finally went back to see you in May, six months later, but the house was empty, tidied up, and had no warmth. I regretted it when I heard that you had just moved out. Only then, feeling empty after enduring it all, I went to the park out of hope, but after searching for 40 minutes, there was no one there. I went here and there and finally went to the cafe where I first met Yeoju. There were a lot of people, but I recognized you right away. Because it was you, I hid my trembling hands and as I approached you, tears welled up in my eyes. My heart ached as if it was being torn apart by your extremely thin appearance. I held your skinny wrist.
"My lady......"
"sorry..."
"Byun..Baekhyun..you, why, uh, now.. I'm sorry I misunderstood on my own.."
“My lady.. why are you so thin?” It hurt my heart.. you were so thin and your voice was hoarse, it hurt me more to see you.
I woke up the female protagonist, booked a hotel room, and ordered the food she liked.
The heroine and I just looked at each other's faces, and the heroine stroked my face.
"Why are you so skinny, Baekhyun?"
"You're thinner, ah~" I said, blowing on the dead body, but he made a face as if he wasn't taking it well.
"It's not tasty... No way..."
And you didn't want to eat it and I
"Before I feed you, ah,"
"??Do you know how to say something like that?"
"?Hey heroine lol"
When I looked at it seriously
"It's weird. Don't look at me like that.."
"Why? Is it weird? Okay, oh well, it's delicious."
"........"
We didn't break up. Luckily, we met again, and two months later, on July 16th, our 7th anniversary, we got married.
There will be no more things that will hurt you or break us apart.
I will never leave you hurting alone again
I love you, heroine.
(Yeoju ver.)
If we can get married only after there are anxious days when I was hurt by my foolishness, then even if I get hurt and anxious again, as long as I'm by your side, it's okay. When I think back now on all the memories of our dizzying, sweet, and painful 7 years, they feel foolish, frustrating, and hazy, but they will be important in the future, so from now on, I'll only think about the time ahead with you. I love you too, Byun Baekhyun.