A chick among the bosses of the organization

Episode 15: The Wanderer

⚠️Please note that this content may be traumatic.

박지민 [ M ]

Okay, so you go around doing this “killer thing” you’re talking about.

박지민 [ M ]

It seems like you don't care about other people's feelings -

박지민 [ M ]

If it were you, there would be someone who resembles not only the name but also the face of the younger sibling who died because of me.

박지민 [ M ]

If you live next to me… .

박지민 [ M ]

Don't you want to avoid it?

박지민 [ M ]

Of course I know it's someone else -

박지민 [ M ]

Even so, wouldn't I want to avoid it?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Kuk -]… .

박지민 [ M ]

Without even knowing my circumstances properly,

박지민 [ M ]

Don't talk nonsense.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

But M,

박지민 [ M ]

Quiet.

박지민 [ M ]

and you,

박지민 [ M ]

You've been talking to me and looking at me like you're blaming me since earlier.

박지민 [ M ]

Shouldn't we be grateful instead?

박지민 [ M ]

I gave you strength.

박지민 [ M ]

The power to protect yourself and kill the bad guys.

박지민 [ M ]

And you're doing things so easily that I had a hard time doing when I was your age, aren't you?

박지민 [ M ]

I was the one who got you out of that damn Z factory.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Mumble -] To be exact, it was N (Kim Seok-jin).

박지민 [ M ]

Yeah - but if I hadn't agreed then, you -

박지민 [ M ]

He must have devoted himself to that factory and then been abandoned in a corner of the factory to rot.

박지민 [ M ]

Like other kids.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

[#232] ...

“Tang-”

“Tang - tang - tadadang -”

The sound of gunshots rang in my ears.

There were children who were falling, and there were also children who were already dead.

There was even a child who had already been shot but was begging for his life, even if it meant crawling.

There, silence was the only weapon.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

String -]

I clenched my fists to hide my shaking hands.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Smile -] … I don’t think there’s any need to say more.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

..let's go in first,

양 연 화. [ Y ]

…. mister.

박지민 [ M ]

[#23] ...

박지민 [ M ]

you,

It was a nickname I heard again after several years.

When Jimin called Yeonhwa, Yeonhwa had already disappeared.

박지민 [ M ]

… . Again, this happens.

Seriously, why am I like this, like trash…

박지민 [ M ]

… .. You’re stupid, Park Jimin.

Squeak -

Bang _

It was Jimin's house that I was visiting for the first time in a long time.

Taehyung and Jungkook were rummaging through something in the kitchen when they arrived.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Mumble -] … There’s someone there.

I wanted to be alone in a place where there was no one, but it seems like there is no such place.

Yeonhwa quietly turned around and left the house.

The place where Yeonhwa wandered aimlessly was a remote road.

It's a place where I would come and spray paint whenever I was having a hard time.

It’s a place with a lot of meaning….

양 연 화. [ Y ]

……..

Yeonhwa stands in front of a painting of someone happy that she had drawn before.

Take out a yellow spray from your bag

Chiik -]

Chii-i-ik -]

… … . He put a big X on it.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

… Me too.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

I did a lot of useless things, was it puberty?

Yeonhwa laughs and throws yellow spray cans on the ground.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

… .. It's all useless, damn it.

Is this the time when all the effort, time, strength, and ability accumulated over the years seem to be in vain?

When I closed my eyes tightly, I heard a lot of voices whispering.

“Kill him.”

“Kill them all.”

“You’re already a murderer anyway.”

“Murderer”

“Why live?”

“Same bitch as Z.”

“Die.”

Flash -]

양 연 화. [ Y ]

ha -

Now even the nicknames are bothering me, Yeonhwa thought.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

It's the same year as Z.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

…that might be true.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Laughing -] It sucks, but… what can I do since it’s a fact.

전정국 [ K ]

What's going on?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Oh, shit - that's a surprise.

전정국 [ K ]

Haha - I'm not really around, am I?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

…. You must be foolish.

전정국 [ K ]

When was the last time I saw you smile sincerely…

전정국 [ K ]

Glance -] Around the age of 10?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

Pick -] When are you talking about that?

전정국 [ K ]

Why, I liked it when you smiled.

전정국 [ K ]

.. There weren't any such strange tinnitus back then, right?

There is silence for a moment.

전정국 [ K ]

… That, why - you know.

전정국 [ K ]

Auditory hallucinations.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

As expected, you know.

전정국 [ K ]

I have that too.

전정국 [ K ]

What's really strange is,

전정국 [ K ]

There are things that I am not happy with even though I am doing something that satisfies me.

전정국 [ K ]

It's ironic.

전정국 [ K ]

The difference between satisfaction and happiness.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

……

There was no comfort.

There was no word of concern, such as, "Are you okay?"

But strangely, my mind began to feel at ease.

It was quiet all around.

전정국 [ K ]

Hallucinations, that -

전정국 [ K ]

You have to fight them and win to get rid of them.

전정국 [ K ]

….

전정국 [ K ]

[#234] I lost.

전정국 [ K ]

..I hope you become stronger.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

… I’m still too weak, how can I win?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

It's no different from a newborn deer.

전정국 [ K ]

well.

전정국 [ K ]

Thinking of yourself as strong,

전정국 [ K ]

At least thinking that you are not weak is what makes you strong.

전정국 [ K ]

…I don’t know if I can say this about my topic.

전정국 [ K ]

I'll go, if there's more to come, stay.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

… … .Is M very angry?

Stop -]

Jeongguk, who was walking off the road, stopped walking.

…looked stuffy.

전정국 [ K ]

…. How long will you -

전정국 [ K ]

Sigh -] You… .

양 연 화. [ Y ]

……?

양 연 화. [ Y ]

How about M?

전정국 [ K ]

Buruk -] That's why!!!!!

전정국 [ K ]

That's why you're weak.

양 연 화. [ Y ]

yes?

전정국 [ K ]

Since you were little, you followed Jimin hyung, that is, M, really well.

전정국 [ K ]

I took care of my brother to the point where it seemed excessive.

전정국 [ K ]

Your standard has become Jimin hyung.

전정국 [ K ]

…. Think about yourself too.

전정국 [ K ]

please.