I started liking my senior Iljin.
Episode 2: Jeonghan's nightmare and trauma.
윤정한럽
Let's start~
민우
Hey, Jeonghan, do you know that?
정한
what??
민우
Someone died again on the mountain behind our school!
정한
Oh really?
When class 1 was bustling with Minwoo's story
The door opened and two second-year seniors came in.
승철
Is Yoon Jeong-han here?
민우
Hey, did you get caught by that senior?
정한
No? Haha, I'll go anyway since you called me.
민우
Huh..? Huh..!
정한
senior!
승철
Jeonghan is here~ I called because I have somewhere to go.
정한
wow!
He said he had somewhere to go and took me out of the class.
It's none other than the gym!
As it happened, there was no one in the gym.
정한
..senior.. why the gym?
지수
Just~
정한
...
Jeonghan was brutally abused by a man in his fifties when he was young, and he has many bruises and scars on his body because of that. Even now that he is a high school student, he still occasionally takes medicine and has been living on medicine since he was five. He doesn't go to gym class because he is afraid that he might be abused, but he can't help it since his senior brought him here.
I was trying hard not to show that I was scared, but I got caught.
승철
...? Why is he so stiff..?
지수
Okay... Hana, wake up!
정한
N..huh?
승철
(Touching Jeonghan's shoulder) Why are you so stiff...
정한
M..,ma..don't..touch..!..
지수
..?
승철
Okay, tell me when you calm down.
정한
..yes,..
Sitting on the gym chair and calming down...
지수
Cheol-ah, let's play basketball until Jeong-han calms down.
승철
Yeah! (Covering Jeonghan with a blanket and going to play basketball)
At that time, I was absorbed in basketball for a long time.
정한
..I,,..senior..
승철
Are you calm?
정한
yes..
지수
Can you tell me??
정한
...(Dori Dori) Not yet... I'll tell you when we get closer...
지수
Yeah, yeah
We just rested at the gym and then dispersed again.
정한
..Ah ...
명호
Huh..? But this blanket.. isn't it Seungcheol-sunbae's?
정한
Oh right..! They didn't return the blanket..
명호
Wow.. I'm back!
정한
That's what I'm trying to do..!
I hurriedly left the class and went down to the second floor.
정한
Let's look for the class... Oh, it's over there!
지훈
Oh, she's pretty.. What's the matter?
정한
Ah.. is that Seungcheol senior there..?
지훈
Yes, should I call you?
정한
yes yes!
지훈
Hey Choi Seung-cheol, is that pretty girl looking for you?
승철
Choi Seung-cheol? Say it again, Lee Ji-hoon.
지훈
Oh, sorry~ Anyway, a pretty girl is looking for you?
승철
Oh, I see!
Seungcheol came out
승철
Why Jeonghan?
정한
..This one!
승철
Blankets? I have a lot at home, so Jeonghan has them haha
정한
..I have a lot too..
승철
Take it, I have a lot at home haha
정한
Ah... okay! Thank you
승철
We're going to eat tteokbokki and have a sleepover during our free time. Jeonghan, do you want to eat some too?
정한
I like it~
승철
Then come to class 3-2 during the palm time! Haha
정한
Oh yes! Haha
The class bell rang.
지훈
Hey, is that pretty girl I met earlier Jeonghan?
승철
Yeah haha when I first saw him I didn't like him because he was so rude, but he's actually cute, pretty, and handsome.
지훈
lol
Class started, and Seungcheol whispered to Jisoo.
승철
Jisoo
지수
yes?
승철
Aren't you a little worried about Jeonghan?
지수
what?
승철
No, when I took you to the gym earlier, you suddenly froze up and when I touched your shoulder, you flinched and told me not to touch you.
지수
Oh.. I see..
승철
Ah.. I wonder if Jeonghan is being treated badly by a man in his 40s or 50s..?
지수
Huh? What are you talking about? It was bright.
승철
..right..? I'm a little uneasy..
지수
Hey~ No way, someone so bright would do that?
승철
Ah.. I see..
지수
It's probably nothing haha
승철
Okay, let's focus on class now.
지수
Yeah haha
Ding dong dang dong- ding dong dang dong-
지수
Ugh... class is over...
정한
..(I fell asleep while reading a book..)
석민
..? Why is he sleeping here..
Seokmin picked me up and laid me down in the student lounge at school.
정한
..ugh.., sob,..ugh.... I was wrong, I'll do better.. Don't hit me..ugh..ugh..,
석민
..? (lifting up her clothes slightly)..!!....Why are there so many bruises and wounds..sigh..I guess I'm getting hurt again..
정한
..(waking up crying)..sob,,..sob..
석민
..Jeonghan, are you awake? (hug and pat)
This school has a lot of friendship between seniors and juniors, and between friends.
정한
Ugh...but why am I here...and what are you doing...?
석민
Oh, you were sleeping in the library... so I brought you here... you were crying... so I could comfort you...
정한
...(wiping away tears..).. Did you.. see any bruises.. or wounds..?
석민
No! Which one?
Jeonghan lifts his clothes slightly and shows his bruises and wounds.
정한
These are the scars and bruises I got from being treated badly since I was 5 years old.
석민
.....
정한
..a man in his 40s or 50s.... did something terrible to a young, 5-year-old child..!.. and from then on, he did something terrible to me, so I've been living on drugs ever since.. I still get hurt sometimes..ㅎ (speaking with sad eyes and a tearful voice)
석민
....Ah... (hugs tightly and pats) You must have had a hard time..
정한
..sob,,sob.., sob..sob..! Sob..,,.
The two seniors who came in at that time
승철
Seokmin, why are you crying?
석민
Ah..that's..(whispering..)..so it's like this..
지수
what?
승철
..Haa, I've been treated badly by older men since I was 5, and I still get treated badly sometimes.. That's why I've been taking medicine since I was 5, and I think that's why I flinched earlier and why I was told not to touch me..
석민
Jeonghan doesn't go to the gym except for physical education classes. In middle school, his physical education teacher did a lot of bad things to Jeonghan because he looked like a girl. He even took his clothes off in front of everyone else.. haha..
승철
..haa.., what kind of pervert teacher is this..
지수
... Jeonghan, I'm sorry... It was my fault...
승철
I was wrong too.. I took her to the gym without even knowing that..
정한
..uh uh,, it's okay..uh..
석민
Anyway, I didn't go to school at all a week before graduation, and every break and lunch time was hell. I almost died from throwing myself off the roof many times, but luckily, I only hurt my leg and was hospitalized many times. I know because we were in the same class.
정한
..I found out everything..
승철
..Jeonghan, your seniors will protect you. All the teachers here are kind and nice.
정한
That's a relief... haha..
석민
I knew I was going to get hurt, but I didn't know it would be this bad, so I was surprised.
승철
Oh my...
지수
They say you can live on medicine, but what kind of medicine is it?
정한
There are a lot, like depression, anxiety disorder, insomnia, etc.
지수
ah...
정한
I think it's more than 11? Haha
승철
It's sad... If you want to cry, cry, Hana...
정한
Yes.. haha
Time passed like that and it was palm time
승철
Han has arrived!
정한
Hehe.. hello senior
지수
Eat quickly!
정한
Yes haha
지훈
First grade?
정한
Ah..yes!
Eat some delicious tteokbokki and clean up
승철
I have to go to Damta sometime~
준휘
I have to go~
Jeonghan hates the smell of cigarettes extremely much.
정한
...Senior Jisoo
지수
Jeonghan, why?
정한
..When Seungcheol-sunbae comes..please tell him that Jeonghan really hates the smell of cigarettes..
지수
Huh? Oh, I get it, but do you like him?
정한
Oh..No!! That can't be it! Then..Goodbye..!
지수
Haha I get it, be careful you might fall
정한
yes!
I ran up to the third floor with my ears and face red.
Jun-hwi and Seung-chul coming back after finishing their conversation
지수
Hey Seungcheol
승철
yes?
지수
Jeonghan absolutely hates the smell of cigarettes
승철
Oh really? But so what?
지수
You idiot, I think Jeonghan likes you!
승철
..What? Why me!?
지수
Not yet... Oh, do you want to contact him? We're in the same department so I have his contact information... But when I asked him if he liked me, his face and ears suddenly turned red and he said no, I don't think so and said goodbye as he ran away?
승철
Oh really? Give me your number! Oh so cute..ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
지수
Yeah lol if it goes well shoot the store?
승철
Yes, yes, brother~
지수
Haha ...
Going home after finishing palm tree
정한
..Oh seriously, I should have used the dormitory..
Just then, as I was walking home!
An alcohol-soaked handkerchief covered my mouth.
I fainted and was dragged into a forest where not a single ray of light could enter.
In that forest, something terrible happened again.
Have I come too far? Even my cell phone that used to work fine isn't working anymore.
That man made me like that and ran away alone.
정한
I just want to die...
That being said, after putting on my clothes, I cautiously began to descend alone into the dense forest, clutching at straws.
정한
...my legs hurt..
I saw some light. It was a streetlight.
정한
Phew... I finally got out... But where am I...?
After walking a little further, a road appeared.
정한
Ah.. it's here..
Then, a text message arrived with a ding.
승철
💬Hello?
It was none other than Seungcheol.
정한
💬Uh.. Senior!
승철
💬I wanted to become friends with you, so I got your contact information from Jisoo.
정한
💬Oh yes..ㅎㅎ Senior, can you come out for a moment..?
승철
💬 At this late hour..?
정한
💬... I got screwed again in that forest..
승철
💬..Oh my..Where are you now?
정한
💬Sebong Apartment Playground..
승철
💬You've come a long way, why aren't you going home?
정한
💬I'm scared... that you'll blame me...
승철
💬Ah.. I'm going now, just wait a minute
The silhouette of that senior seen from afar
승철
Hana!
정한
senior..
승철
Oh...
정한
Sigh... I guess I should have just seriously gone to the dorm.
승철
Oh, that's hard..
정한
lol..
승철
Okay, let's drink this banana milk and sleep at home tonight.
정한
..Ugh..!
승철
why??
정한
Senior, do you live alone?
승철
Yeah, mom and dad found another house and live there.
정한
wow..
I went to Seungcheol's house, drank banana milk, and changed into the clothes he gave me.
But because it was so big, my collarbone was visible.
승철
I can see your collarbone..
정한
Oh, I guess it's too big..
승철
...(Hold on...Hold on... Seungcheol, you're already a scared kid because you've been through a lot of terrible things... If I do that...)
정한
Senior! I'm sleepy...
승철
Should I sleep?
정한
yes
승철
Yeah haha
I took Jeonghan into the room.
승철
Han, do you want to sleep comfortably here alone?
정한
Alone..?
승철
Yeah, why?
정한
..how many rooms are there?
승철
3
정한
Ah..yes! Ah..that..senpai
승철
yes?
정한
Do you have a doll by any chance?
승철
Why the doll?
정한
..I want to sleep with you..
승철
Ah here! Haha
정한
Yes.. haha.. thank you..
승철
Okay, good night Hani~
정한
Good night to you too, senior!
승철
Yeah haha
I turned on the mood light, turned off the lights, closed the door, and left, worried that Jeonghan might be scared.
Jeonghan fell asleep easily because he was holding a doll.
승철
I want to play a game..
And so I sat down in front of the computer.
I did it until 10:04 and then I went to sleep.
승철
..I should sleep too..
I fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up to a delicious smell.
Let's go to the kitchen. I saw Jeonghan cooking.
승철
Hmm, smells delicious.. what are you doing, Jeonghan..?
정한
Oh, senior, are you awake?
승철
Yeah... but hey... aren't you raising your voice too much? We're only one year apart.
정한
Then should I call you hyung?
승철
yes..//
정한
Haha I get it Seungcheol hyung~
승철
yes//
At the mention of my brother, Seungcheol's face turned red.
정한
Oh so cute..ㅋㅋㅋ //
승철
It's not cute!
정한
Okay, okay, I understand~
정한
Eat quickly, bro. Let's eat and go to school together.
승철
Oh..pasta..but pasta in the morning..isn't it greasy?
정한
Oh, I didn't think of that..
승철
It's okay! I'll enjoy it.
정한
yes!
I took a bite.
승철
..wow..
정한
How is it? How is it?
승철
It's delicious..Hana, you're good at cooking..
정한
Hehehe thanks
승철
Yeah haha
After eating all the pasta, I got ready to go to school.
정한
Let's go to school!
승철
Yeah haha
정한
Ah, I have to lead today..
승철
Ah.. I guess I should go in first haha
정한
Yeah.. haha
승철
Haha, good luck today
정한
Woohoo, fighting, hyung~
정한
Please write your name, grade, and class number~
석민
Ah... Jeong Ha-na...
정한
Ugh, go... go...
석민
Hehe I love you~ I'll buy you a snack
정한
Sigh...
After studying hard and diligently, I went up to the rooftop during break time.
정한
Sigh... Am I holding on well?
Leaning against the railing
Two seniors coming at that time
승철
Jeonghan, come down.. You're still young..
지수
Come down!
정한
..don't die (coming down)
승철
good job..
정한
Bro, I'm not eating lunch today.
승철
why..?
정한
Just... ah! I need to go on a diet...
승철
Where did you get the extra weight..!
정한
There are a lot of things you can't see..~
After organizing my thoughts, I went down from the rooftop.
It's lunch time soon
As soon as the paper was sung, the children all ran.
명호
Aren't you eating?
정한
Yeah, I'm not going to eat it...
명호
I heard they're having a strawberry sandwich for dessert today...
정한
Still not eating.. Go eat quickly haha I must be hungry
명호
Yeah..!
Everyone has gone and I am left alone
승철
He really didn't come..? What happened..
The voice heard through the speaker at that time
Please save me!! Those were the five letters.
승철
..didn't you hear anything just now??
지수
That's why..! It seems like someone asked me to save them..
The two of us hurriedly ate our meal and ran to the broadcasting room.
The sight was Jeonghan, his clothes torn and his mouth bursting open, bleeding.
승철
Who is this.. Jeonghan, are you okay!?
정한
..ugh,, sob..! Heh..ugh..ugh.. Min Yunho..my second year senior..
승철
Ha...shit...
지수
I'll go to the class I'm in and get a change of clothes from the locker!
정한
..it's not in the locker.. check your bag..
지수
yes
지수
Let's see... Jeonghan's seat...
명호
Senior Jeonghan, your seat is here!
지수
Ah, thank you haha (packing clothes from my bag and going to the broadcasting room)
When I arrived, what I saw was Jeonghan being treated for his wounds.
승철
Hold on baby... I'm almost done.
정한
Woof...
After the treatment, I put on new clothes.
정한
..It hurts..How many more times do I have to go through this..For it to end..
승철
Oh...
지수
Are you saying you won't eat because of that?
정한
..No...I wasn't hungry..But senior Yunho..suddenly..took me to the broadcasting room..and made me sick..
As we became closer and closer, I was subjected to increasingly severe and brutal sexual assault and other atrocities by the men.
One late night, I went to Seungcheol's house.
정한
Hey, it's me!
승철
I'll open the door for you~ (opening the door)
정한
...he..
승철
You... what's wrong with you...!
정한
I got scammed again..ㅋㅋㅋ It's getting more and more brutal and severe..
승철
...
정한
Hey, hyung, can you kill me?
승철
..Yoon Jeong-han, wake up.. You have to live with the courage to die..!
정한
..
승철
(hug me) (pat pat) I'm sorry I couldn't protect you.. hehe..
정한
..are you okay..
Then, Seungcheol started dating hyung.
승철
(hug)(tsdam) haha
정한
I love you, hyung-
승철
Woah I love you too haha
정한
I really think it would be better for me to die, hyung..
승철
Is it getting stronger these days?
정한
yes...
승철
..
정한
Sometimes my seniors sexually assault me too.
승철
..?..Ha..Should I go to the broadcasting room?
정한
B..Why is the broadcasting room..?..
승철
I have something to tell you
정한
Okay..let's go!
So the two of us went to the broadcasting room.
승철
I'm Choi Seung-cheol, a student in Class 3, Grade 2, and the lover of Yoon Jeong-han, a student in Class 1, Grade 1. Yoon Jeong-han has been having a hard time lately, no, for a while now, so please don't mess with her. If you make my child cry again, I don't know what I'll do. That's all.
정한
....uh..ugh..,
승철
Oh my, is that touching..?
정한
Woof... I love you, hyung...
It gradually decreased like that.
윤정한럽
That's it.