Jin Fanfic | If pain has a forecast - 02

윤여주

If it's face recognition disorder..., then...

That's why they didn't recognize me. How big of an accident must it have been for something like that to happen... If they can't even remember my name, it must have been a really big deal. Now the puzzle is finally solved. Why did she suddenly disappear? I don't even know that...

It must have been difficult, so I didn't want to keep reliving my memories. But I kept seeing images of my senior from when I was young. The fond memories kept lingering.

김석진

If there's anything I don't remember, I'm sorry.

윤여주

It's okay...! It's okay... Phew...! I'm talking about that exhibition. Still, if it's okay with you, I'd like to hold an exhibition. I'll help you out a lot.

김석진

Ah... You said you were my fan for the past 10 years. Is that true?

윤여주

Of course! Would I lie about that? I've liked you from the very beginning, author.

김석진

Why was it good... may I ask?

윤여주

Maybe it's because I love landscapes, but I was inexplicably drawn to your work. It was so beautiful. I couldn't just pass it by.

김석진

Ah... thank you. Actually... I stopped drawing after the accident.

윤여주

Yes...?! Why, why did you quit?

김석진

Even though it's my drawing, I can't really recognize it. I easily forget what I drew... I just didn't like that about myself.

윤여주

The author... is a truly good person. So don't be discouraged. Would you do that when your fans are right in front of you?

김석진

Oh, I'm sorry... I was originally going to meet you, explain my situation, and then immediately reject you, but that didn't work out so well...

윤여주

Don't refuse, and please show me around the studio. Do you share your home and studio?

김석진

Yes, that's right. I use one room as my studio. It's been a while since I've been there, so it feels a bit unfamiliar.

윤여주

omg···.

I was about to go in, but the moment I took my first step, I froze. The painting right before my eyes was one I'd never seen before, a painting that hadn't been uploaded to Inbyeol, yet anyone would recognize it.

김석진

Why... are you like that?

윤여주

Yes? Oh... Can I use the bathroom for a second?

김석진

Yes, it's over there.

윤여주

Thank you. Phew...

The place in that painting was where my unrequited love began, the traffic light where my senior held my umbrella. As soon as I saw the painting, tears welled up in my eyes, but I didn't want to show them in front of the artist.

윤여주

Ha... Come to your senses, Yoon Yeo-ju. Ah... Whew...

김석진

“Curator, are you okay?”

윤여주

Oh, yes! Let's go!

윤여주

after···.

김석진

Are you okay...? Did you cry?

윤여주

Yes...? No? Why are you crying? Let's go look at the painting again.

김석진

It's true that I cried. I can recognize that I cried too.

윤여주

...No, it's okay.

김석진

Is it because of me?

윤여주

It's not because of you, author. I just thought of the old days and did it. Don't worry, it's not because of you, author.

김석진

······.

윤여주

I'll call it a day. Can I come back later to see the paintings? That... I'll abide by the artist's decision about the exhibition. I don't think I can force it. And don't put the paintings down. They are my only refuge, your paintings.

김석진

I'm also deeply troubled. I'll think about it some more. I'll get back to you as soon as possible. I'm so sorry about today.

윤여주

It's not your fault, author. Why do you keep saying sorry? This is my business card. If you feel sorry, please think about it and contact me. I'll go.