I'm sorry, I'm a bully

01. Suicide

A quiet 6am

bang

Curtains fluttering in the cold wind

여주

Ha!!! (Jump

Kim Yeo-ju / 18 years old / Bulletproof High School's representative ostracized / AKA the top ostracized / 2 years of being a ostracized / Hates bullies

여주

Haa... haa...

I wake up to a terrible nightmare again today.

여주

ha ...

When you get tired of having the same nightmare every day

My head hurts

여주

Ugh...

여주

Phew... ha... phew... ha...

여주

Okay, I'm getting ready for school, let's not think about it anymore.

Then he leaves the room

bang

What I see when I leave the room is

A messy living room and a cutter knife thrown on the floor

Carefully move the cutter into the room.

여주

under ...

Today is the day of suicide

I will definitely commit suicide today.

I don't know what I did yesterday, but

I think he came and threw everything away and went inside to sleep.

여주

So that's why I'm so hungry... (Gulp

I mixed up this and that,

This is it

Honestly, I just mixed it up with anything...

Is this God's last gift before suicide?

여주

It's just useless, but the visuals are good...

It's not that

여주

Okay

It was delicious too

What the heck...

After I finished getting ready for school

The time is 7:54

When I look at myself in the mirror

여주

He really seems like a loner...

bang

I start my day like this again

classroom

Drumroll

I'm number one again today

여주

...

I'm going to commit suicide anyway

Should I try everything I've been holding back?

no

If you fight with the bullies by grabbing their hair, the teacher will look at you strangely.

then ...

I'd rather just die

When I was thinking about that

Drumroll

The bullies have arrived

일진들

Yo~~ Jijilsu Hiru?

일진들

Haha ...

일진들

(Making the female protagonist's hair messy) Oh my gosh, you're hitting on our little punk and making him squirm? Oh really?

여주

(hitting Iljin's hand) Don't do it.

일진들

(His eyes change) What?

여주

Don't do it

일진들

Haha if you don't like it?

일진들

You're on the rooftop later. Come out during the second period break.

여주

...

일진들

Aren't you going to answer?

여주

blanket

일진들

What?

여주

Are you deaf to the word "ㅇ"?

일진들

Haha... I know you'll lose half of your class

bang

The bullies left

however

I think I was pretty cool too ♡

I was a little nervous, though...

But later on the rooftop... what should I do...?

Ah, I don't know, I just want to die then

~ And time passed and it is said that it is now the second period ~

선생님

Okay, let's end the second period here.

일진들

Hey, you know, right?

여주

Oh, I know

rooftop

일진들

damn

puck

일진들

You were being so annoying today

puck

일진들

I guess I should just kill him lol

puck

30 minutes later

The heroine's entire body was covered in wounds.

여주

Cool! (Phyto

일진들

Huh - look at this kid

일진들

You self-harmed a lot, didn't you? Haha

일진들

This is so funny lol

일진들

Who caused you to harm yourself?

일진들

Because of your mom and dad who abandoned you? lol

여주

... damn

일진들

what ?

여주

He said he didn't abandon them, he died in an accident

일진들

what ?

여주

And I did self harm because of you bitches!!!!

일진들

Ha - this kid

일진들

Our baby hasn't been beaten yet, has he? Right?

When the bullies tried to kill me

Then he appeared

태형

Hey, what are you guys doing?

일진들

Taehyung oppa...!

태형

Who would call you oppa? We're the same age, you idiot.

일진들

Yeah...

일진들

( Oh, I'm really screwed... Taehyung oppa hates fighting... )

At that time I thought

He must be a bully too

I'm behind now

태형

Oh, you said you were the heroine?

여주

...

태형

Right? Nice to meet you, I'm Kim Taehyung (smile)

여주

...

태형

Oh, you don't know? I'm in the health room all second period, so you wouldn't know.

여주

...If you're going to kill me, kill me quickly

태형

... what ?

여주

(climbing onto the rooftop railing) I'm going to die today anyway!!! Kill me, quickly!!!!!

태형

...

태형

What the hell are you guys...

태형

What did you do to him?

Yeah...?!

일진들

Yeah?

태형

What did you do to him!!!

... Wasn't this guy a bully too?

일진들

Yeah, I didn't do anything... (sniff

태형

go away

일진들

Yeah?

태형

Get out

태형

Get out!!!

What the...

bang

태형

under ...

태형

I hate it when people hit and tease him like that

... pacifist remnants

태형

But you...

태형

Can you please not come down...?

여주

... no

Actually, I wanted to come down

That person was the first person to take my side.

But I couldn't trust that person

Because you never know when people will change

여주

I'm going to die today

여주

I'm going to die... (squeak

태형

no !!!!!!

Army Hospital

여주

Ha!!! (Jump

I had another nightmare

여주

Haa... haa... haa...

And then my head starts hurting again

여주

Ugh...

Then the nurse came

간호사

Hey kid

간호사

Are you Kim Yeo-ju?

여주

yes ...

간호사

This is already the 6th time I've committed suicide.

간호사

How many more times did he self-harm?

여주

( It's hot

간호사

There are already a lot of patients, so please stop coming.

간호사

If you're going to die, get some counseling.

간호사

Ah, my wish is for one more hospital to be built (groaning grumbling)

여주

... hey !

간호사

Oh why

여주

Have you seen that handsome guy following me?

간호사

I saw that guy in the lobby right now (sparkling

간호사

There was a light coming from his face... (what what what

간호사

Huh? Where did he go?!

간호사

hey !!!!

Ding dong -

It's the first floor!

I got off the elevator

When I got off, I saw the person standing at the desk.

I almost cried when I saw that person, but I held it back.

I hate to admit it, but you were the first person to take my side.

Still, I had to ask him first, so I barely held back my tears and ran.

The man turned around at the sound of running.

When our eyes met

태형

Hi! I was going to go first, but you left first (scratch

여주

...

태형

Oh, what's this? I was so busy carrying you that I couldn't even check in...

태형

So I'm going to apply now!

I couldn't stand it any longer

여주

Huff... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp...

태형

(Approaching the female protagonist) Why are you crying...

여주

Heh... ugh... ah... ugh... I bought it...

태형

uh ?

여주

Ugh... why... ugh... did you save me... turn it off...

태형

...You can't just kill someone

태형

I guarantee it

태형

I'm not as bad as those crazy bitches who bullied you

That's when it finally exploded

여주

Hehehehe... Hehehehe... Hehehehe... Hehehe...

태형

(Hugging the female lead gently) Don't cry, it's okay. Everything will be okay.

Today's BGM: I'm Fine - BTS

모찌섹싀 자까

...

모찌섹싀 자까

I apologize...

모찌섹싀 자까

You put in too many useless comments from the beginning!!!

모찌섹싀 자까

I tried to adjust the portion size... (1 person whose portion size exploded

모찌섹싀 자까

Ha... I'm really, really proud of the fact that they released a new work without saying anything.

모찌섹싀 자까

I will tell you from now on (?)

모찌섹싀 자까

Even though it's weird, please watch over me a lot ♡

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Well then, I'll stop writing my new work 'The Man'... (Bye!