Maginot Line with you

Episode 50] The Maginot Line Between You

*This episode contains many skinship scenes.

*Please be careful if you have difficulty viewing.

Jeobuk_

_Jeokbuk

Jeobuk_

The sound of footsteps walking down the white hallway echoes softly.

Even the steps I take forward feel rough and heavy, as if I'm carrying sandbags.

I just kept my mouth shut and reached the slightly strange front door.

The lighting there was a little dim, perhaps because it was old.

Only when the low-hanging lights cast a large puddle-like shadow on the front door did I realize,

Only after I finally pushed my face into the puddle did the breath I had been holding in burst out.

Eyes that were blinking slightly as if trembling, and palms with crescent-shaped nail marks.

Perhaps because I was anxious, the flesh in my mouth that I had been chewing on for a while felt tattered.

윤여주

.......

윤여주

....ha...

How did things turn out like this?

It feels like I'm going back to the mixed emotions that have been swirling around in my head.

윤여주

....

Yes, this is hate.

윤여주

jungkook jeon,..

A meaningless hatred that can never be buried or crushed.

Squeak

Squeak–

The thick front door opened and the dark interior of the house came into view.

I unconsciously turned my gaze and suddenly looked ahead,

A face that I had probably not seen for weeks appeared before my eyes.

윤여주

.......

전정국

.....

전정국

...you came..

Foolishly, I spent that time not forgetting him, but just groping for him with my fingertips.

My footsteps as I slowly walk into the house are heavy.

...That feeling, which seemed like it would burst out at any moment, made my heart ache.

Not just a feeling of excitement or vague guilt, but a hazy feeling.

He looked at her, who was just standing in the hallway without saying anything, with slightly wavering eyes.

More than anything, it seems unbearable, and it's as if he can't believe that a single text message he sent as if he was clutching at a rope caused a stir.

...she was coming from a blind date that was a mess of both intentional and involuntary.

전정국

.....

전정국

...come in,

전정국

I'm alone.

윤여주

.......

My stomach churned as if I was standing on a rough wave rather than solid ground, as if I was seasick.

While he sat on the sofa without showing any expression, he seemed to be clearing away some clothes hanging on the kitchen chair.

.....

...what on earth should I say?

Questions that had not found their destination rolled around on the floor.

She looked around with a stiff head, lightly scratching at the corners of her eyes that seemed ready to become cold at any moment.

A slightly dark living room, heavy with a subtle fragrance. A dark kitchen, and him taking out a cup there.

..I wonder if he's lost weight. I stared at his face for a while, which seemed a little rougher than before.

전정국

.....((He walks in with two cups of tea

전정국

...how have you been doing..?

윤여주

If that's all you have to say, I'll just go.

전정국

....he,

윤여주

......

The words spoken while sitting at an awkward distance from each other were somewhat dry and yet moist.

Perhaps it was because his throat felt rough as if he had swallowed sand, but his voice came out sharper than usual, and he looked at the floor and laughed meaninglessly.

전정국

...I wasn't doing well,

전정국

Um... just...

윤여주

....

Even though we are having a conversation without saying much, almost in silence, it feels like I am suffocating.

The tension that silently enveloped the space made my head tense. No,

...Is it only then that the regret that I couldn't let go of hardens?

전정국

...I missed you so much

윤여주

.....

전정국

..even if this is just the last, ...because it is the last. So,

윤여주

hey...

전정국

Be honest...you, you really never wanted to see me?

윤여주

...If you're going to say that, I'll tell you to go. Are you crazy?

She grabbed the tea sloshing in the cup, got up without hesitation, and poured it into the sink.

I clenched my teeth so hard that my molars started to hurt.

전정국

.......

That's really what emotions are like.

Rotten foolishness overflows like pus, dried up and stuck to the surface of emotions.

전정국

((I get up and follow the female lead and walk to the kitchen.

That feeling was too much to leave alone and it tickled me at every opportunity.

It hurt too much to just throw it away.

When she turned around, her eyes widened slightly at the sight of Jeongguk standing behind her, as if she had never seen him before. She then turned back.

...I really don't know if he's crazy or not, but I can't help but look at him without moving.

Even breathing, as if caught in a surge of tension, and even swallowing saliva habitually in my parched mouth, were all nerve-wracking.

It must have been around that time that he leaned his head on her shoulder as she turned her head away from him,

윤여주

.......!? ..Hey, ...are you crazy..?

윤여주

What are you doing, huh?

전정국

..Before, I didn't have to go this far and they would just figure it out.... I wonder if that's a lie or not

윤여주

.....

Thump

Thump–

Even though I clearly didn't use much strength, I unconsciously took a step backwards.

I ended up standing in the narrow space between the table and the sink.

I was breathless at the sight of her body being squeezed into an arm much smaller than mine, but in the end, I also felt a strange feeling.

The breath that was pressed against my shoulder and was shaking, slowly finding its place and coming down

His hand, pressing and squeezing my palm, felt hot. As if he knew I had left a nail mark.

I felt like all the emotions I had been suppressing would suddenly burst out and I would start crying.

Even though I feel to my bones that I am not suited for this situation, if I don't quit now,

.....I really don't know what will happen now.

His breathing, with his face buried in my shoulder, seemed to be becoming increasingly irregular.

....I wonder if he's going to cry,

It seems like he's holding back tears in a situation where he could collapse at any moment if there wasn't a wall behind him.

I could hear his breathing as he plowed the field.

..Ah, ...This won't do..

The damp breath rises through my body.

전정국

.......

윤여주

....

Her lips trembled as if all her suppressed emotions were about to burst out at any moment.

He looked up and looked down at me, his eyes red and flushed.

I couldn't take a deep breath due to the suffocating tension.

His lips touched mine.

I swallowed my rising breath again, and my tongue felt hot as it tangled with mine.

His hand, which had been holding my wrist like a rope until just a moment ago, was now teasing the back of my neck.

Our cheeks touched, and they were wet. I couldn't even guess whose tears they were.

윤여주

.....

윤여주

.....ah...

Now, the lips that touch again are also moist.

Just when I was starting to feel like it was really hard to breathe, a strangely cold wind began to blow on my hot lips.

As I inhale deeply, lukewarm tears flow down my moist cheeks.

It looks the same as before, but the shape is different.

Hot breath etched the back of my neck, catching my breath.

The sound of water droplets dripping from the sink, unlike the exhaled breath from the agitated body, created a sense of dissonance.

I wanted to escape from this reality.

The flesh that had been chewed up slowly finally burst out with a bitter taste in my mouth.

The smell of wet, hot breath coming from my nose, the strange scent of shampoo, the pungent smell of cutting in the sink,

.......

윤여주

.....((Raise your hand and put it on his shoulder.

전정국

.......

윤여주

....

My mind was so hazy that I couldn't even move my body.

Even though I was clearly lying in bed, it felt like I was falling into the abyss.

The hand around my waist felt like it was pulling me into a deep hole.

ah,..

...so maybe I caught someone else.

A lukewarm liquid, perhaps tears or something else, mixed together and fell onto the bed sheets.

May the tear tracks that slowly spread and darken the surroundings be the end of our love.

I just asked for a night's sleep.

...

..

.

Please give me a handshake.