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[Kim So-jung] The Puppet and the Actor


We are puppets.

They are puppets who must move and do as their parents tell them to.

marionette.

Your opinion is not reflected.

Rebellion is also not allowed.

If we rebel, we will be destroyed.

He falls down miserably, miserably.

Yeah, we're puppets.

Just a puppet that has to move as directed by adults and parents.

We lose our emotions.

Forget the thought.

No matter how difficult or tiring it may be, we don't stop.

That's the world adults want.

That's the behavior adults want.

We are just driven by adults.


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We,

You can't avoid pain.

You can't avoid pain.

You can't avoid getting hurt.

I can't avoid sadness.

You can't avoid suffering.

I can't avoid loneliness.

You can't avoid indifference.

I can't avoid tears.

We,

Avoid being okay.

Avoid happiness.

Avoiding pleasure.

Avoiding joy.

Avoiding affection.

Avoid friendship.

Avoiding love.

Avoid laughter.

Avoid smiling.

We don't have good things.

We always have to be sick,

You always have to struggle,

You always have to cry.

We shouldn't be happy or joyful,

You can't be happy,

You shouldn't always smile.

No matter how hard we try, what comes back is,

Because there's nothing but ignorance, criticism, and indifference...

We should also not think about wanting to get good things.

The moment we think like that, we choose to rebel,

Because the moment you rebel, it gets ruined.

Whether we are annoyed or angry, we have to endure it.

So that we can live one more day.


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The life of a puppet is truly difficult.

Because I just did what the adults told me to do without any rest,

My body and mind are becoming increasingly tired.

Still, we must move.

Because we are actors who play the main characters in the dramas they create.

Because they are the main characters in the drama they created.

We just have to do what they tell us to do.

Once the perfect drama is completed,

Because they will be happy.

A dark space with no one in it,

After the drama ends, we have to stay locked in there for a long time.

Until they write a new story and tell it to us.

We are once again left in that dark space.

That's our life.

This is a story about children with the job title of 'student' who have to act.

We have to become the best actors.

You have to become a puppet that moves as they control you.

That's it,


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This is the real us they want us to be.


[Kim So-jung] The Puppet and the Actor