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Friend (1)

"Don't take sleeping pills again. Okay?"

"It's not like you're going to give it to me."

"That's true, but... no, it won't work."

"You haven't even eaten until now!"

"What's your business..."

"Oh my gosh!!! I told you not to say that!!!"

"........."

"We're friends!! Because we're friends, we do things for each other!!!"

"I'm older? What kind of friend..."

"Oh my gosh!!! You're really catching on to the tail!"

"Age doesn't matter when it comes to friends!"

"Anyone who gives to me, plays with me, and comes to me when I'm having a hard time is a friend!"

"Please take care of me, my friend!"

"......huh."

"Haha. Please take care of me~ my friend-!"

"You have to hold my hand!"

"huh."

"Please take care of me - handsome guy!"

"Hehe. It's so nice to be friends with you."

'...What is this?'

'Bread! I don't think I've ever eaten hospital food...'

'.........'

'Are you going to feed me?'

'huh.'

Haha... It's already been a month. It looks like a cute cat. Its face is also shiny.

"I'm 15... my brother is 22... so there's a 7 year age difference... that's quite a lot, isn't it?"

It's okay. Mom and Dad have a big age difference.

ah..

...

....

.....

I thought of that damn dad again.

It's so funny that he calls his family "dad".

“You bastard who doesn’t even tell me where your mother’s charnel house is.”

It's not like I did that on purpose...

Of course, it's not like I don't feel guilty at all...

"........"

I looked at the place where I had thrown my phone last time, and the gruesome sight was still there.

"I forgot there was a picture of me and my mom over there. I was so pissed I just stopped."

Dreuk-

"I brought you some medicine-!"

"yes."

It's better now that I'm in the hospital. I have my brother with me.

What if I get discharged?

When I get home?

Dad...what if that kid comes out in two years?

Again? Every day?

Waiting for morning to come quickly every day?

No, I actually owe money on this hospital bill.

If I leave, do I have to pay off my debt first?

How should I live?

..

...

....

Every day is so hard to live.

I'm at a loss.

just...

I want to finish everything.

"I'm thirsty...huh?"

"...! Oppa..."

What the... why is this guy here?

"Why are you here?"

"excuse me..."

When I looked where I was pointing, I saw some gangsters in front of Kang Yeo-ju's hospital room.

"...Let's avoid it for now. Stay in my hospital room."

"huh..."

"But who are those people?"

"........."

"Who is it that causes so much damage?"

His eyes were trembling and his face was pale, which was unusual for him.

"You suddenly came to visit me earlier."

"Pay off your debt. Dad gambled..."

"And the hospital bills."

"If that doesn't work out, I'll sell my body."

".......!"

at that time

I am

"How much is it?"

"...Why is that?"

"To pay you back."

"Stop talking nonsense. I feel really bad."

"It's not a big deal."

Why would you say that?

"I'm doing this because I want to help you."

"Don't you know how much your pride is being crushed..."

"Be quiet. They can hear you."

"........."

"Just once, just once."

"Let me help you."

"That's not the problem..."

"It's not sympathy. It's comfort."

"......!"

"You told me so."

"Yeah. If you do that blindly, you'll feel bad, your pride will be hurt, and it'll be ridiculous."

"however..."

"In all my life, the only time I've acted as I pleased was when I was 15."

"Just this once..."

"Let me help you."

"we..."

"We're friends."

Actually, I don't know the exact meaning of 'friend'...

I don't like it.