Special me.
Ep | 34




전정국
I don't think I'll have time today.


전정국
I'm sorry I said I would help you.

김여주
Hey, it's okay.

김여주
But can I ask why you can't do it..?



전정국
My mom said something to me these days because I've been wandering around instead of studying.


전정국
My routine was always to go to school and study at home after school.


전정국
I guess he was really angry because I quit school and didn't come home.


전정국
But I'll tell you properly starting tomorrow.


전정국
You don't have to worry.

I felt a little sorry after hearing Jeongguk's words.

Also, people around me are having a hard time because of me.

You're getting cursed at because of me,

Give up because of me.

I feel like it's all my fault.


김여주
..sorry.


전정국
..what?

김여주
I just feel like it's all my fault.

김여주
My mom scolded me because of me...

김여주
You're getting hurt because of me...


전정국
It's okay, I like it.


전정국
Because I like you.


김여주
..uh?


전정국
So don't worry too much about it.


전정국
Everything is okay with you.


전정국
It's all because of you.



김태형
..sorry.


김태형
I'm really sorry.


김태형
I didn't mean to hurt you..

Taehyung, who had been avoiding me for several days,

He called me up to the stairs during school hours and apologized.

I felt so sorry for talking to him while lowering his head and not even meeting my eyes.

It was my fault again.



김태형
..It's exam period, so I didn't want to make you worry too much.


김태형
So I tried to be noticed by you as late as possible,


김태형
That's why I don't apologize...



김태형
Even friends are fine.


김태형
I want to stay by your side.


김태형
I can give you everything.


김태형
So let's go back to how we were before.

How can I speak here so that I can give a wise answer?

I can't throw Kim Taehyung away because he's done so much for me.

But I feel like accepting it would only hurt me more.

I don't have the confidence to make the people around me happy.

So I went out without saying anything.


김여주
ha...



김석진
Why is Kim Yeo-ju sighing?


김여주
..? Brother?



김석진
I skipped some work today.


김석진
Because I've been wanting to see my little brother for a long time. lol


김석진
Well, I'll go at night anyway... haha



김석진
..not so good?

김여주
Dori Dori))Okay.

김여주
..i love it.

Tsdam_



김석진
Should I play with my brother today?


김석진
Let's get home late.

김여주
...that is.


김석진
Actually, my brother didn't really want to go in because he got scolded by his mom.. haha


김석진
When I told you I was going to pick you up, you said something like, "Why are you taking a grown kid with you?"


김석진
Anyway, what's the problem with me going to pick up my little brother?


김석진
It's kind of funny that I'm getting scolded by my mom at 27.

It's my fault again.

My brother's expression is not good because of me.

I laughed and joked around so as not to worry, but it was all so that I wouldn't worry.

I didn't want to cry, but tears came.



김석진
..Yeoju, Kim Yeoju.


김석진
What's wrong, huh?

김여주
Sorry...sorry...sorry...ugh...

김여주
Oppa... I'm sorry for making it hard for you...

It had been a long time since I cried in my brother's arms.

My brother, who I was always tired of comparing myself to, and never even got close to,

Now I've come to rely on that kind of brother.

I thought it wouldn't hurt because I was used to it,

It was fortunate that I wasn't used to other people being hurt because of me.


And then I thought.

So that the people around me don't get hurt because of me,

'I'm going to give up.'

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