Special me.
Ep | 36




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..are you okay?



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...I'm sorry, oppa.


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I'm sorry that I only just realized how hard it's been for our heroine.


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Without even knowing that, my brother...

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..are you okay.

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Maybe it's better if you didn't know.

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..I really didn't want to make you worry, oppa...

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I hate that my relationship with my brother is not good,

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I think studying is what is driving my siblings apart.

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So I really wanted to tell my mom that I was going to quit studying...

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But I didn't want to worry my brother.

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Also, you feel bad because of me.

Now I'm even afraid to face people.

I didn't learn anything at home or school that would help me adapt well to society.

So I didn't know how to treat people,

I will become more and more alone like that.



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We're family.


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I'm your older brother.


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It's natural to worry about little things.


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This is how our relationship becomes closer.


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It's absolutely not your fault.


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Maybe...it's my fault for not knowing anything.


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There's still a lot of time for us to be together.


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I'll do better for you.


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Yeoju, I care more about you,


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I will make sure this never happens again.

My brother hugged me tightly while I was crying.

How I miss this feeling.

How desperately I needed this helping hand.

I feel like I've just let out all the tears I've been holding back.



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..I'm sorry, I'm sorry, oppa.


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Every day must have been hell... I'm sorry you didn't know.


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Our heroine...


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My brother...

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Ugh...ugh...


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Cry... because it's been so hard.


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Friends who should be close become competitors,


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My family, who were always on my side, started to hurt me when my grades dropped.


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I know what it's like for you to handle something so young, because I've been through it myself.


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..I always wanted my brother to be happy.


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My brother... really doesn't deserve to be my brother...


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It's okay to hate me, oppa.


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But never hate yourself.


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And remember this:

"You are special."

Thank you for being number 1 yesterday and today๐

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