Special me.

Ep | 39

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Do you think you've become something just because Seokjin is taking your side?!

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The kid doesn't know that the test is coming up soon and is just playing around?!!

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Why don't we try it out?!

Today, Seokjin had no choice but to go up because of work.

Seokjin wanted to live together, but

Since it's far from home and I have to transfer schools, I said I'd stay in Yeoju.

After a while of silence, I thought he was reflecting, but as if he had been waiting, Seokjin hit Yeoju as soon as he left.

Then he started talking about studying again.

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..Do you think I'll study just because my mom says this?

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I'm tired now.

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I don't want to study again..!!

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Do I have to study just for the future?

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Should I risk my present suffering for an uncertain future?

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What good is a happy future when I'm in so much pain right now?

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If I just study, it's so hard I feel like I'm going to die.

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Is a mother more concerned about her daughter's grades than her life?

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Are you really that crazy?!

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Do you need to get hit more to come to your senses?!

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Hit me, hit me as much as you want, Mom.

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Do you think I'll study because of that?

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I'd rather get hit by my mom than study.

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That's less difficult and less painful.

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This bitch..!!

I don't remember much after that.

I think I was really beaten to death.

It was the greatest rebellion of my life.

It wasn't bad.

I didn't regret it even though I was beaten to death.

Maybe studying was really painful for me.

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Yeoju.. Kim Yeoju..!

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..are you okay?

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Ugh...

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Sigh...don't talk.

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..I'm sorry, oppa.

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..scared.

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I... can't do anything anymore.

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I'm scared... really.

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I didn't do anything wrong... why do I have to get hit?

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What's more annoying is... I'd rather get hit.

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Always competing with kids, and getting scolded when you lose.

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..and study harder and harder.

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This is all I had for my school life.

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..you don't have to study.

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If it's hard, don't do it.

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Life isn't all about studying.

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Oppa, it's okay if you come back with 0 points.

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I just want my brother to be happy.

When I woke up, my brother was taking care of me.

I was so shocked that I couldn't even speak properly and my body felt numb.

What can I, so powerless, do?

How can we survive in this society?

I was scared.

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..studying isn't everything, but the reality is that you have to study to be recognized by society.

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You need to have a good education to be treated well.

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Why do you try to get people's approval?

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You're not a good person who needs to be recognized.

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Just live your life the way you are.

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You just have to demonstrate your abilities in the given environment.

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I'll find out for you this way.

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People around you acknowledge you.

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You are recognized just because you are you.

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Not because I excel in any field,

"Because you are special."

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