Special me.
Ep | 39
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여주 엄마
Do you think you've become something just because Seokjin is taking your side?!
여주 엄마
The kid doesn't know that the test is coming up soon and is just playing around?!!
여주 엄마
Why don't we try it out?!
Today, Seokjin had no choice but to go up because of work.
Seokjin wanted to live together, but
Since it's far from home and I have to transfer schools, I said I'd stay in Yeoju.
After a while of silence, I thought he was reflecting, but as if he had been waiting, Seokjin hit Yeoju as soon as he left.
Then he started talking about studying again.
김여주
..Do you think I'll study just because my mom says this?
김여주
I'm tired now.
김여주
I don't want to study again..!!
김여주
Do I have to study just for the future?
김여주
Should I risk my present suffering for an uncertain future?
김여주
What good is a happy future when I'm in so much pain right now?
김여주
If I just study, it's so hard I feel like I'm going to die.
김여주
Is a mother more concerned about her daughter's grades than her life?
여주 엄마
Are you really that crazy?!
여주 엄마
Do you need to get hit more to come to your senses?!
김여주
Hit me, hit me as much as you want, Mom.
김여주
Do you think I'll study because of that?
김여주
I'd rather get hit by my mom than study.
김여주
That's less difficult and less painful.
여주 엄마
This bitch..!!
I don't remember much after that.
I think I was really beaten to death.
It was the greatest rebellion of my life.
It wasn't bad.
I didn't regret it even though I was beaten to death.
Maybe studying was really painful for me.
김석진
Yeoju.. Kim Yeoju..!
김석진
..are you okay?
김여주
Ugh...
김석진
Sigh...don't talk.
김석진
..I'm sorry, oppa.
Toreuk_
김여주
..scared.
김여주
I... can't do anything anymore.
김여주
I'm scared... really.
김여주
I didn't do anything wrong... why do I have to get hit?
김여주
What's more annoying is... I'd rather get hit.
김여주
Always competing with kids, and getting scolded when you lose.
김여주
..and study harder and harder.
김여주
This is all I had for my school life.
김석진
..you don't have to study.
김석진
If it's hard, don't do it.
김석진
Life isn't all about studying.
김석진
Oppa, it's okay if you come back with 0 points.
김석진
I just want my brother to be happy.
When I woke up, my brother was taking care of me.
I was so shocked that I couldn't even speak properly and my body felt numb.
What can I, so powerless, do?
How can we survive in this society?
I was scared.
김여주
..studying isn't everything, but the reality is that you have to study to be recognized by society.
김여주
You need to have a good education to be treated well.
김석진
Why do you try to get people's approval?
김석진
You're not a good person who needs to be recognized.
김석진
Just live your life the way you are.
김석진
You just have to demonstrate your abilities in the given environment.
김석진
I'll find out for you this way.
김석진
People around you acknowledge you.
김석진
You are recognized just because you are you.
김석진
Not because I excel in any field,
"Because you are special."
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