Sub-male lead Hong Ji-soo

11. I want to reconcile

After school, I stopped by the school library for a bit.

I looked through all the books at home, but I couldn't find even a single copy of 'My First Love', so I came to the school library with some expectations.

도시은

It must be here...

도시은

Or maybe I should go to a big library.

홍지수

What are you looking for?

도시은

My favorite book.

홍지수

Can I help you?

도시은

no.

도시은

I'll look for it myself.

홍지수

Then I'll wait there.

도시은

ok.

Jisoo followed me, saying she had nothing to do after school.

Jisoo said she would sit there and wait for me.

I was obsessed with finding books with such indices.

도시은

doesn't exist.

도시은

Did it disappear as soon as I entered here?

도시은

Or maybe it only remains in the real world...

I gave up on finding my first love and packed my bags.

도시은

Jisoo, have you been waiting long?

홍지수

no.

홍지수

Should we go now?

The way home was very quiet.

Even though I wasn't talking to Jisoo, it wasn't particularly awkward.

홍지수

Should I take you home?

도시은

are you okay.

도시은

Let's stop by the park first.

도시은

I have something to say.

도시은

Is this your first time seeing this place?

홍지수

Yeah, my favorite place.

Ah, so this is the place.

A place to come when things get tough.

홍지수

What do you want to say?

도시은

You and Jeonghan have a relationship, right?

홍지수

...

Jisoo's expression hardened.

홍지수

say it.

도시은

Can't we make up?

도시은

Oh, that...

도시은

It's none of my business!

도시은

It's just... it doesn't look good...

도시은

You guys were originally close.

도시은

We were really close friends.

도시은

At some point, I started getting worried because he stopped saying hello and joking around...

도시은

If you've crossed the line...

도시은

Sorry...

홍지수

No, it's okay.

홍지수

I strangely like it when you meddle in my business.

홍지수

I'll think about it.

홍지수

Thanks for the advice.

도시은

Hello, Jisoo.

홍지수

You came early.

도시은

Yeah, the test is next week.

도시은

I have to study...

I lay down on the desk.

Everything is annoying.

홍지수

You said you were studying, but you're going to sleep?

도시은

Oh my...

도시은

Wake me up when the bell rings.

홍지수

Phew, good night.

Si-eun fell asleep.

Square, square,

I was studying for an exam.

Yoon Jeong-han came in through the front door.

After that, Kim Yeo-ju came in.

Didn't we even exchange a single word on the way here?

홍지수

under...

He continued to follow the heroine with his eyes.

And then I saw Yoon Jeong-han.

'You guys were close to begin with.'

'At some point, he stopped saying hello and stopped joking around.'

Si-eun's words came to mind.

I looked down at Si-eun who was sleeping.

He was smiling, perhaps having a happy dream.

I straightened Si-eun's flowing hair.

홍지수

pretty...

Huh,

What did I just say...

My heart would pound whenever I saw the female lead,

When I see Si-eun, my heart races just like her.

To be exact, more intensely than when I saw the female lead.

홍지수

reconciliation,

홍지수

I want to do it too...

홍지수

It's complicated.

홍지수

Was reconciliation this difficult?

After lunch, I went out for a bit.

I wanted to reconcile with Yoon Jeong-han quickly, but

That doesn't work out the way I want.

My head was in a mess.

홍지수

What's so difficult...

We all learned how to reconcile in elementary school.

I felt like I had to learn again.

Slowly, step by step.

도시은

Next time is math~.

도시은

The class I hate the most~.

홍지수

Phew, but that's what I'm best at.

도시은

I hate it because it's so easy to solve...

Should I ask Si-eun for help?

It's hard to even make space for us to be together.

I guess it's better to ask for help.

홍지수

Si-eun,

홍지수

Can you help me?

도시은

Jeonghan!

윤정한

Huh? Why?

도시은

Someone said they had something to say to you,

윤정한

who?

도시은

secret!

윤정한

It's a secret.

윤정한

Is this the kid I know?

도시은

huh!

도시은

I know very well.

도시은

Oh anyway,

도시은

After school, go out to the school rooftop!

도시은

Got it?

윤정한

Yeah, I understand.

Since this happened because of me, it's only natural that I should do this.

As soon as I got off school, I went up to the rooftop.

홍지수

I'm ready.

윤정한

What are you ready for?

Yoon Jeong-han's voice was heard from behind.

I turned around.

윤정한

Was it you?

홍지수

You look disappointed?

윤정한

Not really.

윤정한

What do you have to say?

Yoon Jeong-han came next to me and leaned against the railing.

After much thought, I finally spoke up.

I still don't quite know how we ended up in this situation, so I thought we should talk about it.

홍지수

Did we fight?

윤정한

...

홍지수

Suddenly, they started glaring at each other without saying a word.

홍지수

Why did we end up like this?

윤정한

Didn't I tell you before?

윤정한

I like the city.

홍지수

Oh, I told you.

윤정한

Then shouldn't you treat Dosi Eun like that?

홍지수

What did I do to treat you...?

윤정한

You're treating me like you treated Kim Yeo-ju before.

윤정한

If you can't help, you'll just get in the way.

윤정한

If we're friends, shouldn't we not do that?

홍지수

Are you saying that you treat Si-eun like I treat Kim Yeo-ju?

I just found out.

윤정한

Yeah, these days I take care of Do Si-eun more than Kim Yeo-ju.

윤정한

The person you like,

윤정한

It's not Kim Yeo-ju, it's Do-seeun?

윤정한

Judging by your actions, it seems like you like Do Si-eun more than Kim Yeo-ju.

I take better care of Si-eun,

I only realized it after Yoon Jeong-han told me.

I was prioritizing Si-eun over Yeo-ju.

I also thought this was strange.

I lived for almost 10 years only seeing Kim Yeo-ju.

I didn't know that Do Si-eun was entering my heart, which was already full of Kim Yeo-ju.

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I'm sorry I couldn't come yesterdayㅠㅠ

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I didn't do my homework so I had to cram...

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and

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It seems like there will be a long gap between posts this week.

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I think I'll be busy because of school...

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Still, I will continue to write whenever I have time!

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Please enjoy!