The deepening wounds of the heart
54. Okay, it's over now...


[Eunbi's point of view]

I was discharged at night,

I came to school the next day


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.... Eunbi.....


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.....


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are you okay..?


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....

I nodded slightly at Sojeong's question and sat down.


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after...

I immediately fell down on the desk.

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Soon it was time for a break during the first period...


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I'm going crazy, really....


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I should go get some fresh air...


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Ha.... here we go again....


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I thought it would never happen again...


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Since elementary school... I've had a hard time...


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I was teased by my friends for being disabled...


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Yerin and Yewon... fight with Yuna...


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I'm having a hard time alone...


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I'm separated from my friends...


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In middle school... I was hurt all the time...


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High school... came... and experienced things I really... hated to think about...


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Seriously... I still remember that vividly...


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Seriously... I want to die...


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Eunbi....


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I really...


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Is it right to give up on life?


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or not....

Ding dong dang dong~~~


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...the bell rang....


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But... I don't want to go.....


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I'm dying...


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No... Really... Should I die...?


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Really.... Really....


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I want to die...

I slowly climbed up the stairs


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after.....


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If you fall here....


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Then... everything... will be over...?


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Oppa.....


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I'm really sorry.....


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Yuna too... I'm sorry......


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Even if I... am gone... even if I die...


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Don't be sad and cry....


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It's my first time....


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One last... request...

bang---


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Jeong Eun-bi!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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.....


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What are you doing?


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Aren't you coming down??


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......


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It's okay! It's nothing!!!


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.....


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At least!! You shouldn't have lied!!!!


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If it's hard, it's hard,


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If it's not okay, then it's not okay!


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You can talk about it!!!


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.....


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I only trusted you


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Because you said it was okay


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I thought it was okay


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.........

okay...

That's right.....


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But what is this?


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That you are here,


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No, just standing there!


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It's hard, you know


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.....

that's right....

It's not okay....


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Sojeong-ah.......


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....


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Please... forgive me...


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I'm really sorry....

I jumped like that

bang--!!

Okay... It's over now...

Everyone... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...

Please... forgive me...

Okay, it's over now...

Sojung... Eunbi... Yerin... Yewon... Yuna... Hoseok oppa...

I will remember everything....

54. Okay, now it's the end... The end-