Jimin Fanfic | This is Park Jimin's Butterfly Yeoju - EP.33 I'll Protect You

박지민

So where is the room with the butterfly?

Jimin, who had snatched the servant's clothes and was wearing them, asked the servant, who had his head down.

The servant is wearing Jimin's pajamas, and Jimin is wearing the servant's suit, and they have switched places. For tonight.

하인

His room is right across from the chairman's.

하인

I was informed that the Chairman was out of the room due to external business.

박지민

What should I do?

하인

You can just fold his clothes in the laundry room and put them on a cart. Just put them on his bed and you're done. He's always busy so he's probably not in his room.

박지민

Is that so?

Jimin, who was looking down at his unfamiliar and slightly uncomfortable clothes, shrugged his eyebrows slightly and left the room. His plodding steps were quite skillful.

박지민

Hmm.. this is it..!

Butterfly clothes.

Jimin, who immediately recognized Yeoju's clothes among the many baskets placed in the laundry room, quickly reached out and grabbed the clothes.

박지민

Ah, the smell of butterflies..

Jimin picked up his wrinkled white shirt to try to iron it, buried his face in it, and took a deep breath.

박지민

..you can see..it.

As I smelled the familiar scent, my longing only grew stronger.

I tap my toes on the floor, my feet throbbing from the shoes, and skip the clumsy ironing, putting them on the cart and heading to Butterfly's room.

박지민

I'll wait until you come back.

The trotting steps were filled with worry and anticipation.

···

박지민

Haaah... why aren't you coming...

Jimin sat on Yeoju's bed and kept poking the corner of the bed.

박지민

I'm sleepy... I'm going to sleep...

The moon, which had risen brightly before he knew it, illuminated the window, and Jimin, left alone in the empty room, was barely able to open his eyelids, which were becoming increasingly heavy.

The room was filled with traces of the heroine. More like a scent than a trace.

As soon as I entered the room, I was overcome with emotion and buried my face in Yeoju's pillow and cried for a while before finally coming to my senses and getting out of bed.

박지민

...Is it dawn?

I yawn and tap my toes, which still hurt.

Clank -

A noise was heard along with the sound of people.

박지민

Huh..!!

Jimin instinctively hid in the shadows and covered his mouth.

It was so dark that I couldn't see it clearly, but it had long hair and a white hand. It was definitely a butterfly.

박지민

Me...

I just wanted to hug the butterfly with a happy heart

이여주

Aaug..!!

The heroine collapsed on the spot. Her shoulders trembled under the moonlight, looking so delicate.

It's so unbelievable that it's not at all the same as the brash, arrogant heroine who used to comfort me.

박지민

Aaaah..!!

Blood poured out from the waist of the female protagonist who had fallen to the floor.

Jimin, who had been curled up, ran to the female protagonist and supported her head.

박지민

iced coffee ...

The hand supporting the female protagonist's head began to tremble violently.

이여주

You... why on earth are you...

박지민

Butterfly, butterfly. Wake up. Butterfly. Yeoju!!

A trembling voice called out desperately to the butterfly that had fallen before it.

박지민

Ugh..! Ugh..

The female protagonist's eyes narrowed at the sound of her name being called. Her trembling hand instinctively covered Jimin's mouth.

Blood. Bloodstains. The traces of the fight left on the heroine's hands spread across Jimin's lips.

이여주

Shhh... Don't make any noise...

박지민

Ugh.. ugh.. yeah..

이여주

If you make a lot of noise, we won't be able to stay together for long...

It wasn't a dream. The cold hands that stroked my back that night.

The lips that were slowly adjusting. And... even the pungent smell of blood. Everything.

박지민

Sigh... slurp... slurp...

I felt the hand covering my mouth. The cold fingers were rough and damp.

이여주

..please get away from me

이여주

Please abandon me and live as if I don't exist.

이여주

Forget like that. Pretend not to know, pretend it never happened. Live like that, forgetting.

The trembling hand was now holding Jimin's hand and shaking weakly.

이여주

..if we happen to meet. When I see myself looking at you from beyond the pillar. When I see myself looking at you from beyond the window.

박지민

Ugh... sigh...

이여주

Please smile slightly as if you were smiling at a stranger.

이여주

.. I am comforted by that one smile, and I have to live like this again..

The knees supporting the heroine's head gradually became wet. The black suit gradually turned red.

The color was dark and thick, and Jimin's heart seemed to be torn into many pieces and bleeding.

박지민

Because of me... because of me...

The hand that had been holding Jimin's hand caressed Jimin's soft cheek as if to comfort him, then fell down.

Jimin lowered his head, shedding hot tears.

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박지민

Ah... ugh...

Treating the wound was never easy. It was nursing, something I'd never done before. Even removing the shirt stuck to the cut skin was no easy task.

He stopped rolling up his clothes and listened to the woman's heart several times, then placed his hand under her nose and felt her heartbeat.

이여주

Aww..!!

The groans that erupted while treating the wounded area were actually a relief.

Jimin cried the whole time he was pulling up his clothes, because his body, which was covered in bruises and cuts, was slightly torn.

Jimin put a small piece of tape on the clumsily wrapped bandage and used his arm as a pillow for the female protagonist who was breathing lightly.

He lightly kissed the female protagonist's hair. Jimin felt a thick liquid, either sweat or blood, on his lips.

I like the scent of the female protagonist that follows the pungent smell that comes when you kiss her.

Jimin licks his lips against Yeoju's hair for a long time.

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It's such an ordinary night

Under this peaceful moonlight

How many nights have you spent alone, crying and screaming?

The butterfly's heart that made this choice... should we call it loyalty or foolishness?

Whatever the reason, Jimin didn't like Yeoju's choice.

박지민

You should have left me. If you had to be so sick and hurt

박지민

You should have just abandoned me without looking back. No matter how much I cried and threw tantrums, holding onto you...

박지민

You... me...

Jimin's soliloquy, "Everything he whispered sadly was sincere. I should have done that..."

이여주

Jimin...

A deeply muffled voice found Jimin.

Yeo-ju, who saw Jimin in her dream, felt for Jimin's warmth by running her hands over the blanket.

박지민

Ugh.. Butterfly.. I'm here..

Jimin reached for the wandering female lead's hand and held it, then covered her slightly parted lips with his own, wet with tears.

Butterfly, we kissed like this. We even went on dates.

We had a great time back then

Not knowing that it would be the last

I was so happy, not knowing it would end

이여주

.. no . no ..

박지민

...

Even in my dreams, I seem to be doing things to you that I shouldn't.

Jimin felt relieved as his tightly clenched hands gradually became warmer.

박지민

...this is a dream. It's not reality..

All the warmth must have been a dream. All the comfort and embrace for the two of them must have been a dream.

The more you love, the more dangerous it becomes, and in order to protect it, you have to distance yourself. That was the definition of a relationship between the two.