When you do the ice skating wrong
02| I hated your cowardice
When you do the ice trick wrong_by. Gongbyeori
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Phew-! Phew-!
With every step I took, my shoes, soaked in water, made a sinking sound and vomited out the dirty water they had been holding in. It was so disgusting that I got annoyed for no reason.
서여주
"Ha... I feel so bad, I'm going to lose it."
최연준
"...new words."
..it's annoying.
Yes, every time I read this novel, the male protagonist Choi Yeon-jun, who was the only one who stayed by the female protagonist's side, was always this slow. He never came on time even once.
Do you know how much that single ray of hope you offered drove Seo Yeo-ju and me crazy?
I ignored him as he bent down to change my shoes for me without saying a word, and just walked forward. From now on, the things he gave me had nothing to do with me.
I tried to get over it by holding on to my feelings like that
at least,
최연준
" ....Sorry. "
Until I heard those selfish words.
서여주
"You're really the worst"
최연준
" ...... "
Choi Yeonjun was worse than when I just read the book.
Noisy noisy- noisy-
최연준
"Come in later."
서여주
"Get out of the way."
최연준
"Don't go in now."
Druk- Ah-
장원영
"When will you really be expelled, Seo Yeo-ju?"
이현서
"I'm telling you, it's fucking disgusting how you've been able to seduce rich kids and still stick around like a leech."
한서원
"Don't be like that, guys."
장원영
"Anyway, our Seowon is so kind that it's a problem."
My hell seeped through that tiny crack. When I realized you knew all this and still stood in my way, I had to crumble again.
서여주
"Do you want me to run away?"
최연준
" ...I hope you don't hear anything like that."
서여주
"If that's the case, you shouldn't have stopped it."
I rebuked you for your cowardice, asking if you could have just stayed behind, not even once, not ...
최연준
"I'm not saying that because I know how much those words will hurt you."
서여주
"You're hurting me more now"
Thump thump- thump-!!
최연준
"Seo Yeo-ju"
서여주
"Let go. Don't touch me."
최연준
" ...Sorry. "
서여주
"What are you sorry about?"
최연준
"I'm sorry... for everything."
I really liked Choi Yeon-jun in [To Reach You]. I liked the affection hidden behind his cold face, and I liked the small smile he occasionally showed.
So when my world fell apart, I hated Choi Yeonjun, who stood by me just as much as I loved him.
서여주
"Do you know what it feels like when the world falls apart?"
최연준
" .......... "
서여주
"I don't know, your world has always been a flower garden."
How could you know, when you've only seen beautiful flower fields where the sun never set and countless rains never fell?
서여주
"But I don't need that flower garden."
최연준
"My lady, I,"
서여주
"I will take care of my own flower garden."
I hated that cowardice.