10: Wheel of Fortune [Re-run after exams]
#2 MISFORTUNE
의사
"It's a malignant heart tumor."
For a moment, my heart pounded and I felt like it was falling down.
의사
"It's already to the point where I can't do anything..."
의사
"If you don't have a heart transplant, it's at most one month."
1 month
After that, I couldn't hear properly.
I couldn't hear anything.
The terminal diagnosis was a huge variable in my life.
Now I'm starting to feel happy,
It seems that the apostle was approaching me with happiness.
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I just cried.
I just cried.
I buried my head in the pillow and looked up at the countless blue stars that formed the sea.
I finally found hope in life,
I finally have the courage to live my life,
The stars fell endlessly.
명 연
"Yoon, if I get one, I'll die if I pass the moon."
I told you this lie-like truth, even though you wouldn't be able to hear it anyway.
If you had heard it clearly, you would have laughed and said it was a lie.
But it's true.
One month to see you.
I thought all I could do was cry every night and wait for death.
명 연
"Mom, Mom, Dad, I'm sorry for being such a bad daughter."
The moment you say the words mom and dad,
In your future without me
What I can do for you
I remembered.
Because you still have to shine brighter,
At least I hope you don't fall into an endless abyss like me.
I will live the remaining time for you, only for you.
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민윤기
"Yeon-ah, what are you doing there? Come back quickly."
My heart beat faster when you called my name.
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"Just a moment! I'll be there soon."
I picked up my phone and quickly ran towards you.
I don't know if what I'm approaching now is life or death,
One thing is certain: I am not afraid.
Yoongi, if you were my love, I would gladly approach you.
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After I learned about death, the world looked different.
Things we always took for granted,
Things that I took for granted that were always by my side,
It has become too precious.
If I were to tell you that I have a heart tumor,
Someone will look at me and criticize me.
Someone will look at me and feel sorry for me.
Someone will look at me and ignore me.
And someone else,
You will always love me.
Whoever that is
Because your life is something you create for yourself,
I don't care.
명 연
"The sky is pretty"
I hope I can see a sky like this before I die.
Did it seem a bit emotional?
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민윤기
"Okay, take this."
What Yun-gi gave me was none other than a book of poetry.
명 연
"Why is this?"
민윤기
"I just have a lot of pretty poems I want to show you."
It was a book that showed signs of having been read a lot.
I noticed the flag post-it note stuck at the very top, so I opened the page.
민윤기
"A poem for flowers, I put it up because I like poetry"
He nodded and slowly recited the poem.
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"At the tip of the swaying branch of existence..."
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"You bloom and wither without a name."
It felt like my story somehow.
A fate so thin and delicate that it changes with just a breeze.
A flower that blooms and withers quietly without even revealing its name.
It's a little selfish, but
If that's for you
I will become a flower.
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God never decided fate.
It is something they are pioneering.
Who said it was God's calculation?
If you really want it, work hard for it.
It's not that I'm being kind to you so you can take help for granted.
Forge your own destiny.
Your destiny is
It's in your hands.