10: Wheel of Fortune [Re-run after exams]

#5 COMA STATE

Cool weather.

I don't want to get out of bed today.

Body condition too,

It's not that good.

I buried myself in the warm blanket and rubbed my head.

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"It's warm..."

I feel good.

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Knock knock-

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"Yeon-ah, I'm going in."

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"Hey, come in!"

I quickly fixed my hair and washed my face once, when I heard the door open.

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"Did you just wake up?"

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"I organized it, but is it obvious..?"

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"Yeah, really"

Yoongi laughed with a sigh and ruffled my hair.

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"Oh, what..."

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"It's okay, it's pretty"

How can I not win...

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"Oh, Yoongi"

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"Why Yuna?"

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"Let's go play in our forest..."

Suddenly my body tilted and soon I hit the floor.

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"Yeon-ah!!!"

Yoongi stretches out his hand with surprised eyes.

That was the last I saw of Yoongi.

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"I'm in a coma"

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"And the heart cancer was quite advanced, but your girlfriend didn't say anything?"

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"Yes, not even one..."

Yunki shed tears.

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"There is a high probability that you will die like that."

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"Or how would you like to proceed with the surgery?"

Yoongi's gaze, staring intently at my body, was so heavy that I felt like tears would fall at any moment.

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"No. He probably didn't tell me because he didn't want to hurt me."

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"If I survive like that"

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"I think you'll feel so sorry towards me"

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"I will never see you like that"

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"Let's hope for a miracle"

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"It's not my place to say this as a doctor."

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"Because you never know which god might be listening."

With those words, the doctor left.

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'Yoongi, you chose well'

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" ... "

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'It'll be a big blow to you'

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'If you said you were going to have surgery'

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'I haven't seen your face'

As soon as I finished speaking, Yoongi knelt down next to my bed.

A picture of praying with both hands together and eyes closed.

I wanted to hug your shoulders and joke around like you did,

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'I can't reach you'

I think I had an out-of-body experience...

How long can I live like this?

2 weeks?

1 week?

How much is it?

I hope Yoongi isn't too shocked.

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'I was going to come with Yoongi...'

It's been a long time since I've been to the forest.

I once played the piano in the forest,

The petals are fluttering

It was so beautiful.

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'That's why I really wanted to tell Yoongi too'

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'Isn't my body too weak?'

Somehow, I felt like a stranger, and while I was mocking him bitterly, my eyes were very lonely.

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It was starting to get dark and I came near the cliff.

The sun disappearing beyond the horizon.

When the sun completely disappears beyond that point, the moon will rise.

This kind of sight is something that should be seen on New Year's Day by bringing Yoongi and his family.

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'Is this also greed?'

Tears streamed down my cheeks.

I wiped my tears with the back of my hand and vowed never to cry again.

I did everything I could for Yoongi.

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'Let's not cry'

Crying isn't something that can be solved.

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'I hope it works out'

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The sun is hidden.

It's dark.

If I die completely, will I be trapped in the darkness too?

Suddenly the wind blew.

I smiled at the fluttering hair.

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'Do ghosts have fluttering hair?'

It doesn't feel bad.

Is this what a gift a cat gives?

Not trapped in the dark,

Free to roam the world

Such a gift.

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I really don't know what you're thinking

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what?

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Last time, you said no and stopped me like that

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It was just a small variable.

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Oh my? Anyway, that's fortunate.

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Are you satisfied with this?

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Yeah, I hope that kid is happy.

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It will definitely happen.

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yes?

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You will be happy because you are a strong child.

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All humans die

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That child is not afraid of death.

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What a curious child.

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If you meet soon, give me another gift.

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Why me?

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I know you love that kid

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Okay,

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What do you think?

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If you were to die, would you be able to be calm?

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Of course, it would be impossible,

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But don't be too afraid.

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Because good people get treated accordingly.

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Even the wicked will be treated as wicked.

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If you have sinned, repent and atone for it now.

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You never know, maybe God is too generous?

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Well, it's time to go now.

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Think carefully.

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Because the weight of the sin is not important.