A love that hurts too much isn't love

Day 5: Past Guilt

To buy snacks while Yoongi is sleeping

I came down to the first floor store.

With bread, drinks and light snacks

I went up to a hospital room with many people.

I don't know why

I even laughed for no reason

Drumroll-

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“Miss Yeoju!”

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“You’re up?”

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“(Nod-) I.. by the way..”

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“Who are those people over there..?”

Four people taught by Yoongi

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“Oh, they are people who are close to Yoongi.”

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"ah.."

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“I’m sorry I don’t remember..”

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“No. It’s not your fault.”

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“I’m Jung Ho-seok. I used to make music with my hyung and Namjoon.”

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“(Nodding..)”

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“It’s Park Jimin. Among the songs my hyung made..”

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“I sang my first #1 song on a music show!”

Jimin seemed to be trying to smile instead.

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“Jungkook. I also sang your #1 song together..”

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“1st place..”

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"thank you."

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“..(sob-).”

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“Hey!! Did you watch today’s broadcast?!!”

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“First place!! First place!!”

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“Oh.. I saw it..”

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“What is your reaction, hyung?”

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“That’s right!! They said it’s number 1!!”

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“Jimin. Jungkook.”

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“Thank you. I appreciate it.”

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“Let’s talk a bit..”

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“Shall we play Yoongi hyung’s #1 song?”

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“(Smile-) Good.”

Yoonki's unique beat and

Jimin and Jungkook's beautiful harmony flowed out.

Mr. Yoon just looked at the two of them with a smile.

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“I’m Kim Seokjin. Namjoon is my older brother..”

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“Two people making music together..”

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“...”

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“I heard that Namjoon is your older brother.”

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“Yes, but.”

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“Namjoon wants to make music with me..”

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“Mr. Yoongi.”

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“I understand you’re excited to have your first colleague.”

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“It’s a family-like atmosphere. I like it. It’s nice.”

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“If you really care about Namjoon, you shouldn’t at least block his future.”

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“Haa.. I’m really sorry to say this, but.”

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“No results. To Yoon-ki, who is not even a known person.”

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“I don’t think I can entrust my younger brother with his future.”

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“...”

Mr. Yoon said he couldn't say anything.

Because everything was true

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“Brother! Aren’t you being too harsh?!”

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“If you are truly concerned about my future.”

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“Just trust Yoongi-hyung, and trust me too.”

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“Let’s go, hyung.”

It's been two years since we started making music together

Mr. Yoongi is twenty-two

Namjoon is twenty one

The two grew up through many frustrations and growing pains.

It was said that they achieved the result of winning first place on a music show.

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“..I’m sorry about that day.”

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“What’s the point of coming here and apologizing after the results are good?”

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“Namjoon.”

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“I’m really… sorry.”

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“No. What my brother said..”

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“Because it wasn’t a wrong statement.”

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“Now, please trust me, Namjoon.”

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‘I only thought of my brother until the end.’

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“The two of them making music..”

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“..I liked it.”

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“Because he was the one who helped my younger brother achieve his dream.”

Guilt

Because of this, Seokjin

I gave Yoon-ki false memories.

of the past

Because of guilt

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“..good memories..I’m the only one who can’t remember them..”

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“You will find it soon.”

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“We will also do our best.”

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“..(smile-) Thank you.”

If Yoongi regains his memories

Because of my bad memories

The thought that I won't be able to suffer

Couldn't do it