Adult child
13.
The next day
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Jeonghan, it's already been 23 years
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You were really looking forward to the new year.
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You even bragged to me about going to your parents' house for the Lunar New Year and eating lots of delicious food.
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Why did you leave so early when you could have stayed a little longer?
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I'll follow you soon, Jeonghan.
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...I don't have the confidence to live without you
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I'm sorry I always said that but I guess you liked me a lot
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You worked hard, Jeonghan. You must have been very sick. It must have been very cold in the winter. Why did you go in the winter? It must have been very lonely to go alone in the cold.
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I love you, Yoon Jung Han. I really miss you.
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I should have hugged you more then.. I should have told you I loved you more. I'm sorry.
Squeak-
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..Hong Ji-soo
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I'm really... a retard
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..I went to Jeonghan's place
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...
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Seungcheol
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uh
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You don't hate me?
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Why do you hate it?
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If I had done just a little better... Jeonghan would be alive now.
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Is that easy?
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I've had so many surgeries... I'm sorry, just...
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Oh really, why did I do that..
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...
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I'm going to follow Jeonghan soon too
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why..
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There are so many things I did wrong to Jeonghan.
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I told him to torment me even if he had to become a ghost, but he...
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If you don't like it, then I have to go too.
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Then... then what should I do..?
Thudding
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Sorry..
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No... don't go
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I'm so sorry Jeonghan, I couldn't even hug you one last time.
thud thud
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I'm a real loser, I'm really sorry
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...
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Jeonghan will hate it too
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...Is that so?
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Yeah
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Okay, I'll go.
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Call me when you get home
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Because I won't stop all day...
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Haha yeah
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I promise I will do it!
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Yeah, promise
I'm sorry, Jisoo. I don't think I can keep my promise.
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Sigh... why am I doing such a sorry thing?
The shelf is low and impossible
The other way is... a bit scary
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Shit... It's so scary...
Fill the sink with water
It doesn't take as long as you think.
I wanted to live a little longer
I need to go quickly and hug Jeonghan first when I see him later.
I have my birthday in August
In October, we celebrated Jeonghan's birthday
We should spend Christmas together in December
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..I'll be there soon
Gulp
I can't breathe well.
Oh my god... I want to live
But I feel so sorry if I live like this
I miss Jeonghan too
I endure it while thinking of Yoon Jeong-han
And then it falls down