emotionless person

<Episode 1> Start

I am Seo Yeo-ju.

I'm an 18 year old high school student.

So I go to school like everyone else.

I have the same school life.

but

There is one thing that makes me different from others.

That's right

emotion

People have feelings.

You can feel emotions and feel feelings.

But I can't feel those emotions and feelings, and I don't know about them.

I don't know why or what it is.

But I just let those times pass by with a blank expression while people cry and laugh.

No matter what the situation or what happens, I always have a blank expression.

I don't know what that feeling is that people are talking about.

Emotions...what if you could feel them? What if you could?

I would think about it, but it wouldn't last long before I would quickly give up on it again.

Today too, I got ready at the same time, wore the same clothes, and went to the same school.

Until arriving at school.

I've arrived at school and am passing the playground.

There was no one who looked favorably upon me.

It was full of people who looked at me with pity or avoided me.

Swear words and vulgar language were also heard.

But I wasn't sad, tired, depressed, or annoyed, as people often say.

Why? Because I have no feelings.

That's why.

The reason I am being treated like this.

But I remained indifferent until the end.

I walked around the playground.

I walked around the playground and walked again into the school.

Go into the classroom again.

Drumroll-

When you open the door and go in

A variety of reactions greet me.

But these things have become familiar now.

As usual, I sat on my chair and prepared for the first period.

When I went to my locker to get my textbooks out, I opened it and found things inside, including my textbooks, all soaking wet.

서여주

...

I put them away and organized them again indifferently.

이지은

Hey, heroine! What's wrong with your locker?

서여주

Huh? Oh...well, I guess so

이지은

...Yeonju, you don't care that your locker is like this?

서여주

Huh? What? What should I have when I see something like this?

이지은

No...ha...let's not talk. I feel pathetic for talking to the likes of you.

서여주

...

Then Lee Ji-eun and her friends started cursing at me.

I sat back down in my seat without paying any attention.

배주현

..!

I felt eyes on me and turned to the side to see Bae Joo-hyun looking at me, then looking surprised when our eyes met.

Bae Joo-hyun...I know.

A friend from when I was very young.

But quite a bit of time has passed and I have changed a lot.

It's not like he doesn't know me at all, but if he did, wouldn't he have spoken to me?

Well, that's just my opinion.

박지훈

Ha...shit...

I hear swearing.

This time the insults weren't aimed at me.

The door opened and Park Ji-hoon and Ha Sung-woon came in.

Those two are what is commonly called bullies.

Today, both of them came in feeling bad and swearing.

박지훈

Ha...Should I really kill that ????

하성운

No, that's not it.

박지훈

Ha...mch...

하성운

This time it was a bit severe.

박지훈

Oh, this is annoying.

하성운

Is it because he is fearless or because his stomach is empty?

박지훈

Both, I guess.

하성운

Hahaha how dare you mess with Park Ji Hoon's group. Seriously hahahahaha

박지훈

under...

I feel really bad.

Is that what happens when you're in a bad mood?

Well, I don't know.

Because I've never felt it before.

김예림

Me... Yeoju?

서여주

huh?

김예림

This...was apart...

This was my notebook.

김예림

...It's wet...

서여주

are you okay.

김예림

uh..?

서여주

It's okay. Just give it to me. I'll take care of it.

김예림

Ah...okay...here...

서여주

Yeah, thank you.

It was Yerim who returned my notebook and went back to her seat.

I didn't really care.

I didn't even feel grateful.

It was just a verbal greeting.

After receiving the notebook, I wiped the moisture off it and put it in the desk drawer.

This wasn't the first or second time this had happened.

These were things that happened repeatedly, over and over again.

I knew that people who hated and disliked me were doing this to me.

But I didn't do anything about it.

It's not that I couldn't do it, it's that I didn't do it.

Most people probably wouldn't have done it. But I didn't do it because I didn't feel the need to.

Isn't this also the difference between me and others?

Not being able to feel emotions wasn't as bad as I thought.

Why? Because I didn't even have the emotion to feel that way.

It was just indifferent.

But the damage I suffered because of them was countless.

They weren't even treating me like a human being.

But I just left them, left them alone.

Because no matter what happened, as long as I didn't develop feelings, it didn't matter if I just left it alone.

So today too, I just did my job indifferently and silently.

자까

Kkiya! Episode 1 is over~!

자까

Oh, there's something I couldn't say, but there's going to be a lot of swearing and vulgarity here.

자까

If you feel uncomfortable and don't want to see it, I recommend that you don't look at it in the future.

자까

Well then, goodbye, Bobdungis!