Even bullies can love
18. A drop of tear
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I wiped away the tears that kept falling with the back of my hand.
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"You can't just stay like this..."
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I took out of my bag a ring of the same design as the one I was wearing when I met Yoongi today.
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And then I held it in my right hand
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Even if I can't give you this ring, I will definitely know your sincerity.
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I got up and headed back to where Yoongi had been before.
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Passing by the park in front of Yoongi's house
Bread pan-
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Suddenly a loud horn blared.
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I looked at the place where the sound came from, my shoulders flinching in surprise.
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There stood Yun-gi
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In that short moment, I thought a lot.
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Should I run and save Yoon-gi now?
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Or should I not seek it?
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But, I thought it would be too difficult if I didn't get it.
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I ran, faster than before
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The car that was speeding towards Yoon-gi appeared to be slowing down, but it was still too fast to hit and kill someone.
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And when that car approached Yoongi at high speed, I
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I pushed the tire and got hit by the car.
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1 meter? 2 meters? I don't know
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My body floated and I fell to the ground in an instant.
thud
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The ring I was holding in my right hand rolled around and spun around in place before stopping.
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Yoon-ki, who looked at me with weak eyes, didn't cry.
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Just look at me with cold eyes
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But still... I got hurt because I was foolish
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Even if I die, I'm glad I died because I'm so foolish...
I lost my mind in fading memories
Talk-
The falling tears settled on the female protagonist's cheek.
Even with his eyes closed, the smile on his lips made Yoon-gi fall even more.
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"Idiot...Idiot"
Yoon-gi wasn't tired of the female lead...
I loved her more than anyone else
※Yoongi's point of view
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"A political marriage?!"
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Is this what they mean when they call someone over?
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That man, the father, arranged a political marriage without any consultation.
윤기 아빠
"Meet the RT Group children, not the girl named Lee Yeo-ju."
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"I don't like it, I don't like it"
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"I want to meet you, I don't want to see that girl again."
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No way... are you saying you're going to kill the female protagonist?
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"Don't talk about people's lives so carelessly!!"
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"If you kill them, they disappear without a trace. That's power."
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I protected the heroine like that...
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No, I didn't choose it
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"hello"
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Why does this person who smiles at me look so similar to the female protagonist?
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The slightly curved corners of her eyes and the deep dimples when she smiles... she really looked like the female lead.
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I had this crazy idea that I would forget the heroine because of the woman in front of me.
※Yeoju's point of view
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I woke up to a creaking sound.
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No one told me, but I knew this was a hospital.
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I unconsciously turned the whale and looked to the left.
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It was so empty there that not even a trace of human warmth remained.
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You chose someone else over me.
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The light I caught was already going out
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Now there was no more value in living, no more hope.
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I took out the IV drip from my arm and trudged up to the rooftop.
Squeak-
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As I opened the rooftop door, a cold wind greeted me.
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It was already dark night
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Leaning on the rooftop railing, the events of the past flash before your eyes like a panorama.
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I gave you everything, and you really took everything from me.
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Love...is so painful
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No matter who you hate and despise, in the end, all that remains is longing.
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Even now, if I look next to you, I think you'll be smiling...
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I am overcome with sadness that I can no longer keep you as anything but a memory.
Squeak-
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Someone opened the door and came in.
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I turned back and stopped there.
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Why...are you...looking at me like that..?
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Why are you crying!!!
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I wanted to scream
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Don't cry, what is it? What are you crying about?
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But...when I see Min Yoongi...my throat keeps getting choked up
Talk-
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A single teardrop fell from Min Yoongi's eye... It confused me even more.
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"Hey, day and night"
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It's you, you're right..
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I know it's you...but...I can't get close to you.
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I love you...
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I also hate
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Before I knew it, I had a feeling of hatred for you in my heart.
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If you come to me now...if you tell me you love me...I think I can forgive you.
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I don't think it's too late...
Love is something you find even when it hurts like crazy
You are love to me
It hurts like crazy, but I'm still looking for you
You who still live and breathe in my heart,
Melt my frozen heart once again